“your hands are mine to hold”
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no title.REALLY.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 || Wednesday, August 27, 2008
siti:who are you to like judge my life?ONLY i can judge my own life and not you.so just get lost laa ASSHOLE punye kedi!orang mcm kau nie ader attitude problem kau tawu tak?i lead my OWN life.don't tell me to change unless I WANT TO.so just get lost fucker!
FANNA!:haha:DHONOURED:D
FANNA!:oh stop it!but yyeahs:DTHIRD-TEEN soon:D
FANNA!:hell.no more hotties:Dand USAIN BOLT:D
FANNA!:hell yeahs.but nanti pat LONDON ader lah!
FANNA!:eleh.mentang mentang band,PFFFFFFFFFT.
FANNA!:okay like FINE.
FANNA!:i wanna know where we are going tomorrow!
faila:kak,tak kan tak tawu seh!i have to reply 8 tawu!haha:DSiti is just a fucking bitch kays?whatever she do,she is trying to make me like more popular:D
faila:dah lah kak.biarkan ah nan nioe budak sialan.
faila:awwwwwwwww:Dso sweet of you:Dpretty lady:Dhell yeah i'm like grinning:D
faila:i wanna know where we going to!
faila:i love ystd and i am looking forward to tomorrow:D
Siti:kau saper nak bilang rafaila tak mo step kakak?ekh,dier nyer pasal arh.yang kao nak sebok apersal?kao jealous kaper?so what if she didn't get in to spec course?you got a problem with that?saper yang sundal?kau ker rafaila?
haha:D
Monday, August 25, 2008 || Monday, August 25, 2008
well basically,UPDATING lah ehk:D
well,on SAT we got the BEIJING OLYMPICS:D
like duh.
well,awesome one and not to forget:D
in 2 years' time,WE,SINGAPORE,will be hosting the YOUTH OLYMPICS lah kan:Doh yah:DD
thanks to ABG who talked to me throughout the whole RECESS:D
THANKS babe!
haha:DD
TAGSREPLIED:
FANNA!:yeahs,yeahs:DDwill keep it safe and sond with me all the time.NO WORRIES:D
FANNA!:HAHA:Ddah terlupe pon:DD
FANNA!:NO DEAL.really.saket lah pipi aku:Dasal hari nie mcm muram?are you like okay today?
fida:aper yang cool?IDK what you talking:D
rafaila:YESSSSSSS ma'am:Dwill do,will do:DDmaybe after i get mt phone back I'll text you first or reply messages that people sent to me.THE LATE ONES:DD
Dirah:nak tawu tak,AKUSAYANGKAU!
Asshida:first time ekh tag aku:Dhaha:DLET'S JUST REWIND TIME!!!!!!
HIKMAH:IKNOW:DIKNOW:DIMISSNDP TOO:D
HIKMAH:haha:DJOM TURN BACK TIME:D
aisyahh:i meant IMAN sec duer.
☆aFiiQaH:will link you too darlinks:D
haha:Dit's very rare to see me smile:Dhaha:Dcrack me a lame joke and maybe i will smile:Dkau try laa besok:Dsee if you can make me smile(:
haha:D
soooo,well,tags replied:D
mr LOO tak datang nie hari!
we like totally slacked in class,dancing to trance music and freestyle:D
how cool?
but too bad,JIA XIN wasn't here today):
i can't play TAEKWONDO with him!
haha(:
i miss that day(:
ALL NCC SEA CADETS WENT FOR CAMP FEAST.
it's like so un-noisy in class.
class wasn't like normal laa today D:
like DAMNIT!
so yeahs:D
that's it:DD
thanks to this peeps:D
NASRIANUR:DD,ATIQAHH:DDDD,FATIN:DDDDD,KIKI:DDDDDDDDD
haha(:
thanks to them,they made my day feel better than usual:D
abang so caring:DD
thanks:DD
salman and the rest:ke maner korang ilang?abang aku punyer boring korang hilang pat tempat laenn.
it was like freezing just now and it was very cold:DD
if it is cold tomolow,aku nak bawak HOODIE aku(;
haha:DD
yeahs[:
end of post:DD
SARAHH:D
lyrics of song:D
Friday, August 22, 2008 || Friday, August 22, 2008
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is;to hold her when I'm not around;when I'm much too far away;we all need that person who can be true to you;but I left her when I found her;and now I wish I'd stayed;'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tiredI'm missing you again oh no;once againIt's a long way down;we're so high off the ground;sending for an angel to bring me your heartGirl;where did you come from?;Got me so undone;gazing in your eyes got me singing what a beautiful lady;no "if"s, "and"s or "maybe"s;i'm releasing my heart and it's feeling amazing;there's no one else that matters;you love me and I won't let you fall girl;let you fall girlwhen you look me in the eyes;and tell me that you love me;everything's alright;when you're right here by my side;when you look me in the eyes;i catch a glimpse of heaven;i find my paradise;when you look me in the eyes;how long will i be waiting;to be with you again;i'm gonna tell you that i love you;in the best way that i can;i can't take a day without you here;you're the light that makes my darkness dissapear.Oh!;I'm into you;and girl;no one else would do;'cause with every kiss and every hug;you make me fall in love;and now I know I can't be the only one;i bet there heart's all over the world tonight;with the love of their life who feels;what I feel when I'm;with you;with you;with you;with you;with you.Cos she could be my angel wings;her voice sounds like an angel sings;yeah I be back with the trademark strings;just tryina compliment the sound she brings;she's like we could go far,;i'm like you, you, you are, I'm like you, you, you are;you are my,my, guiding star.compilation of LYRICS of songs that reminds me of HIM:Ddear god:D,forever:DD,when you look me in the eyes:DDDDD,with you:DDDDD,she's like a star:D.hell.ILOVE THESE SONGS:DDDDDgahh.GAWSH.AKURINDUKAUMANYAKMANYAK:Dakurindukaumanyakmanyak:Dakurindukaumanyakmanyak:DAKURINDUKAUMANYAKMANYAK:D
AKURINDUKAUMNYAKMANYAK:Dakurindukaumanyakmanyak:Dakurindukaumanyakmanyak:DAKURINDUKAUMANYAKMANYAK:Dand that is final:DREALLY REALLY FINAL:DDIMISSKAKAK:D
IMISSKAKAK:D
IMISSKAKAK:D
IMISSKAKAK:D
IMISSKAKAK:Dalthough i see her in school almost any other days(:haha:DIMISSKIDO:DDDDD
IMISSFANA:D
IMISSAISYAH:D
IMISSSYAZA:D
IMISSSHERYL:D
IMISSKAKAK:D
IMISSNDP:DDDDD
IMISSBIGBROTHERS:DDtoo bad my phone kena pull back by mom or else i won't be updating i tell you:DDwill be busy messaging MR.KIDO.hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha:DDKIDO,i gotta make a confession.i am too obsessed with that LITTLE DEVIL GIRLS SONG of yours:DDhaha:DDgawsh.i'm like crying now when i think about him.no point for encouragement:Di will try and cheer up lah seh(:WILL TRY only ah!haha:DILOVEYOUKIDO!as a big brother,as a boyfriend,as a friend:DLOL.ILOVEYOU,ILOVEYOU,ILOVEYOU:Dalthough saying ILOVEYOU does not resolve the matter,to me,it means everything.REALLY.even if you are reading this now or not,i just wanna let you know ILOVEYOU(:really.SARAHH:DLabels: ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU:D
wee:D
|| Friday, August 22, 2008
CHANGED MY SKIN PEOPLE:D
like,FINALLY:D
haha:D
changed the blog song as well:D
YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME:D
haha(:
TAGSREPLIED:D
rafaila:haha:DIMISSYOUSARCASTICNESS AND YOUR CRAZINESS:D
a-isyah:haha:DHIM?WHO?
basically,NOTING.
Thursday, August 21, 2008 || Thursday, August 21, 2008
hell yeah.
dang.
i wanna go to the swimming carnival and i WANT NDP.
really.
i don't care if there is no rehearsal or anything.
i just want NDP.
i regret those times when we didn't gget to reacapture the past moments and treasure them.
i never even got a pic with KIDO!
i want a pic with him.
can i?
haha:D
oh gosh.
i just wanna rewind time from the first time i went for NDP at BEDOK CAMP[:
haha:D
can or not?
PLASE?
aku rindu KIDO.
aku rindu KIDO.
aku rindu KIDO.
aku rindu KIDO.
aku rindu KIDO.
aku rindu KIDO.
aku rindu KIDO.
aku rindu KIDO.
REALLY.
iSWEARido:D
I MISS MUZ.
SHE MISS HER0.
SHE MISS BRATOP.
SHE MISS JAY
WE MISS THE BIG BROTHERS:DD
correct?
i wanna meet up with them lah!
haha:DD
bye bye:D
SARAHH(:
Labels: AKURRRIIINNNDDDUUUKIDO.I MMMIIISSSSSSKIDO:D
pissed.GREAT.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 || Wednesday, August 20, 2008
babes,aku tawu kau cantek.
lagi cantek dari aku plak tuu.
i won't deny.
REALLY.
tapi asal attitude macam bitch?
aku dah lamer tahan nan attitude kaw keh?
longer than anyone else in 1N1 probably.
aku nan kaw memang rapat keh.
aku tak nak aku nyer pasal.
you've been hiding secrets from me but i don't even give a damn.
hide it away but what comes around goes around.
your attitude really needs a change and i am not denying.
i know you stead with him but IDGAD.
understand?
gahh.
why are you making life so miserable?
tak der kawan,aku jugak jadi teman.
ader kawan,aku kau luperkan.
it's not like as if i wanna seek attention or what but try and equal out the whole god damn thing.
kawan dengan jerrine teros start to shout like nobody's business.
ingat rumah bapak kau kaperh?
pffffffft.
i went through your same nonsense every other day and i am really sick of it.
you told me this and that and this is what i get?
i don't even think you deserve all this luxuries.
your mum should have took your phone for more than a month and we will see how you handle things.
if i can survive,why can't you?
i know you are the youngest amongst the rest;but that doesn't mean that you can be so persuasive,right?
gah.
okayyyyyy.
aisyah,i know what you mean but you just tell him not to disturb you first lah.
i mean,he might be cursing you like now.
i mean,anything can happen.
oh yeah,i got the same thing too:D
don't worry that much:DD
fine.
today we got swimming,last week of swimming lessons:D
next week is the swimming carnival thingy.
IDK what shit lah.
dammit.
ehk,the word reminds me of damaged.
LOL.
hahaha:D
i miss ndp.
i miss ndp.
i miss ndp.
i miss ndp.
i miss ndp.
i miss ndp.
i miss ndp.
i miss the big brothers.
i miss the big brothers.
i miss the big brothers.
i miss the big brothers.
i miss the big brothers.
i miss the big brothers.
i miss the big brothers.
REALLY.
i just wanna rewind time lah seh!
pffffffft.
cans?
pleas please please?
haha:DD
LOL.
word of the day was GOSH.
again:DD
haha:D
obsessive ahk kau sarah.
sentiaser:DD
played taekwondo with JIAXIN:DD
you rock my large socks:DD
haha(:
thanks to that person:DD
wan wai,i'm like really sorry lah.
i didn't mean to kayyys?
haha:DD
aku rindu messaging KIDO!
i wanna msg him again:DD
mummy,i want my phone.
mummy,i want my phone.
mummy,i want my phone.
mummy,i want my phone.
mummy,i want my phone.
mummy,i want my phone.
mummy,i want my phone.
PLEASE?
haha:DD
imissthispeople:
KIDO
THE NDP:D
THE BIG BROTHERS:D[gerek people:DD]
THE WHOLE THING!
gahh.
i miss the times when i really shouted to hundreds and they just shut up:DD
i miss me being so crappy and when we laughed and exchanged stories with each other:D
i miss the times when we applied our make up and the free food we got:DD
i miss bedok camp:DD
i miss the cannon and the heart shape:DD
currently watching the BDP LIVE show on youtube:DD
laughing at my stupid un maintained face.
DAMNED.
funny sial my face:DD
haha(:
go watch:DD
title:NDP 2008 Bukit Batok Secondary School
haha:DD
i wanna rewind the time!!!!!!
i wanna rewind the time
i wanna rewind the time
i wanna rewind the time
i wanna rewind the time
i wanna rewind the time
i wanna rewind the time
i wanna rewind the time.
CANS?
PLEASE?
haha:DD
SARAHH(:
byebye(:
things i found at the net:DD
Monday, August 18, 2008 || Monday, August 18, 2008
What Sarah Means
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You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
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Your Inner Color is Blue
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Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.
You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.
Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.
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What Your Black Outfit Means
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You're a sophisticated woman with big city taste.
You have a strong creative force - even if you don't wear the boldest clothes.
You tend to intimidate people. But the right guy won't be intimidated by you!
Designer match: Dolce & Gabbana
Signature accessory: Gold framed sunglasses
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enjoy:DDfound at LATIFAH'S blog:DD
nothing to do.
|| Monday, August 18, 2008
attention attention:Dthe person got something to say.aku bored.REALLY.oh someone entertain me:Dass helped me just now.you know what i'm talking about.haha:Dcrappy sia that liutenant.dammit.IDK what to talk about.byebye:D
FUNFUNFUN!!:D
Thursday, August 14, 2008 || Thursday, August 14, 2008
will thank this people:D
HAZIQ,ABANG:D,AMIRAH:DD,SALMAN,IMAN,EDDY,SUDIF and THIVALGAR?(IDK how to spell your name:D)
me and mirah met up with the sec two gerek people yesterday:D
we went westmall then they go isap.
we followed them but they stayed away quite far laa.
thanks to abang for hallauing them away:DD
haha(:
then,they sparred D:
i CRIED.
i meant the tears almost rolled down my eyes but tak lah.
thanks to ABG and SALMAN:D
thanks people:D
they really lah.
IRRITATING.
with that UII of theirs:DD
especially AMIN.
abg,i know who m.shadows is:D
i even know who synyster gates is:D
PUH-LEASE.
haha(:
kan aku sentiaser pandai.
tak kan lah kowrang tak tawuk:DD
wahwahwah:D
i almost dropped my phone which was like TEN FEET OFF THE GROUND:DDDDD
best aper(:
i almost committed suicide:D
but abg tak kasi laaa!
damn you!
ishishish:D
beg terputos?
JAHIT LAAH~
urggggh.PFFFFFFFFFFFFFT.
humph.
haziq kissed the floor yesterday:D
raser cement kan?
sentiaser aper:D
woah:D
LOL.
i miss yesterday:D
and my face was like on teevee people:D
popular aren't I?
haha(:
support me more:DDDD
my face has came out this places so far:teevee,that echoes book:D
i don't want my face to be at that disney channel thingy as well.
REALLY.
iSWEARidon't want.
haha(:
i was hyper during national day:DD
especially during the DJ thingy:DD
me and ass and hikmah and phoebe and more were like SUPERSUPERDUPERDUPER HYPER:DDDDD
yes man:DD
HYPER(:
updated people and tags replied:DD
replying comments at friendster:D
just wait for them(:
SARAHH(:
SWIMMING:D
Thursday, August 7, 2008 || Thursday, August 07, 2008
that time yesterday at 1++,me,nasyitah and NORA were all crapping and doing something idiotic indeed:D
haha(:
mostly all my face laa but some got FEAT:DD
haha(:
amirah and honxiang pic as well up there(:
amirah!
kau gi amek gambar nan hong xiang aper sal?
nanti NASYITAH marah laa~
haha:D
LOL(:
i miss that day itself.
i don't knmow what to wear tomorrow:P
either a red tee or my LEWIS tee:D
haha(:
tell me people(:
haha:D
proud of lewis as always:DDDDDDDDDD
wah,KENNETH,yesterday give encouragement sehh(:
good speech BTW.
haha(;
THANKS:D
don't know what to say so yeah:D
BYEBYE:D
AKURINDUKAULAH:DD
MANYAKNYERMANYAKNYERMANYAK:DDDDD
mann.i know i suck.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008 || Tuesday, August 05, 2008
thanks to this LOVELY PEOPLE:HADIRAHH:DDDDD,AMIRAHH:DDDDD,AISYAH GIGI:DDDDD,NADIAAA:DDDDD.
finally.
haha:D
went out with this peoples today:DDD
went to WESTMALL:DDDDD
haha(:
today actually pretty much nothing happened:D
hadirah was upset at someone about something.
don't want to elaborate it further and don't wish to.
during science,we disturb ADIB which came just now with SHERMANN.
sorry yer amirah kalaw kau yang kenek.
REALLY REALLY SORRY:D
RAMIZAH;is it really strange for me to know your name?haha:Di got spy's everywhere what:P
LOL.
back to science;the teacher got pissed off with me,amirah and nacheetah:D
you two really rock my socks laa~
hee[:
then,we saw PRATAP,ADIB,SHERMANN,FAIRUZ and one more IDK;D
haha:D
then,the teacxher can marah us summore:DD
hehe.NAUGHTY KIDS WE ARE:DDDDDD
lol. fana sneked biskuits to me and nash and amirah as well:DD
thanks you miss LBku,FARHANA:DDDD
haha(:
nura still got stomach cramps):
getwellsoon babes:D
kind kid she is(:
yeahs.
so,then,saw HER at my recess.
what the hell are you even doing during my recess?
shouldn't you be at somewhere else?
i mean,in class?
you FCUKING ASSHOLE.
so like whatever about her.
i don't care.
really.
so,continue:DD
hey hoe:D
currently listening to shorty like mine:DD
nice song laa~
miss khairiah,don't be so stressed up yeahs?
we alll are really sorry(:come on,cheer up:DD
hehe(:
well,SO LONG.
swimmming,DESIGN AND TECHNOLOGY,NDP.
busy schedule:DDD
but so what.
whop cares?
i know only abang cares.
he knows that i am having something.
please don't spill it out yet.
when it worsens then you tell cans?
i trust you tau.
SARAHH(:
time pass by so fast.
Monday, August 4, 2008 || Monday, August 04, 2008
it really seems like times pass us by so fast.
one time you think that is just gonna be long but when it come to an end,you start to REGRET what you did and want to restart the whole thing again.
that is what is happening to me right now.
haha:DD
yupps(:
SUSPENSE?
lol.lame me.
change the song for my blog.
FOREVER:DDDD
i love the song.SO FUCKING MUCH.
haha(:
-:i know it's you.please don't disturb me.
frindster comments being replied.
and the hardest thing to do is say byebye.
REALLY.
NDP'08 ROCKS MY SOCKS:DDDD
MY BIG BROTHER ROCK MY SOCK:DDDDD
will miss all of you((:
unless we meet up laa~
haha:DD
COMMON TEST next week tuesday.
WTFH.
buck up.
I MISS THE NDP'08 ALREADY!!!!!
i want it to last longer((((((((((((((((:
cans?
PLEASE?
we meet up laa can?
PLEASE?????
haha:DD
despo sak aku nie.
THANKS TO NURA:D,DIRAHH:D,AISYAHH GIGI:D,ATIQAH:D.
LOVE YOU ALL TO THE ULTIMATE CORE YEAHS?
haha(:
had fun during detention today(:
gotten back my 10 bucks MISS KOE TOOK.
you horrible woman.
haha(:
not horrible.she quite kind laa~~~~~~
LOL.
we made loads of noise and got this two guys wanting for my marker.
aku dah tak nak bagik.
BEG me for it.(somewhat,somehow)
hehe(:
but greatr day i had(:
nazirul tak baek.
stuck his leg out at me.
F you.
haha:DD
L O L.
lame me again-.-"'
heh.
i had fun though(:
thanks people(:
SARAHH(:
woah.
Friday, August 1, 2008 || Friday, August 01, 2008
i took a very long step from one difficulty to another .
it was really sufferable for me but really,i overcome the challenge .
i really didn't do it .
i swear .
what makes you guys think you did it ?
i SWEAR .
thanks kakak .
for the encouragement and all .
yesterday , me and kakak dearest , we went out an to jurong east library :DD
i really enjoyed that and for the match on monday,BRAZIL won 3 laa~
really.
i really poured my heart out last night.
i don't really feel good when it comes down to thinking about her.
i really feel like i am so scared.
i even optioned my mum to transfer me out but she says no way.
she is not gonna transfer me.
i hope she really forgets about whatever is going on between us and really,JUST FORGET IT.
i didn't hurt you.did i?
if i did,really,forgive me and forget it.
cans?
blame me all you want.
it is not my problem.
hate me,can talk to me nicely that you hate me.
i don't care.
okay sarah,just forget about it.
finally i feel so relief but NOT SO RELIEF.
kakak!!!!!!!
adeq takot lah kalau dier ader.
i really don't think that i can even gonna make one whole happy year in BBSS.
i wanna forget about it but thinking about the matter itself gives me the chill at the back of my spine.
i really don't thimnk that i can SURVIVE.
if i really got a choice,i can really breakdown anytime.
like now.
even now,when typing this very moment,i am crying.
i just really could not take it anymore.
i know thinking about committing suicide is a bad thing but i really feel like doing it now!!!!!
i wanna take extra dosage of drugs.
let me get so drowsy until i just could not wake up the next morning and make sure i don't live.
because,i really don't think i really belong there although i have many friends.
i am sorry guys if that is gonna hurt your feelings but I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
I WANNA DIE.
I WANNA DIE.
I WANNA DIE.
I WANNA DIE.
I WANNA DIE.
I WANNA DIE.
I WANNA DIE.
I WANNA DIE.
yes i do.
I WANNA DIE.
tuition.
SARAHH(:
