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POSTTTTTTT::D
Tuesday, September 30, 2008 || Tuesday, September 30, 2008
tagged by dearest SITI NUR AISYAH BTE FADIL.
i gotta do this quiz she ask me to do:D
1. The person who tagged you is.SITI NUR AISYAH BTE FADIL.2. Your relationship with her is.MY SELALER:DWEEEEEE:DILOVESITINURAISYAHH:D3. Your five impressions of her.Superb ;Smart ;Sporty ;Sweet (: ;Gilaaa xD .4. The most memorable thing she had done for you.
she?alot and alot.5. The most memorable thing she said to you.
ALOT.i think.6. If she is your lover, you will.
give her tender loving care.LIKE ALWAYS.7. If she is your lover. The thing he/she has to improve on will be.
NOTHING.the perfect a girl like me could ever have:D8. If she becomes your enemy, you will.
cry like never before?9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be.
nothing,i guess.10. The most desired thing to do for her now is.
the way she helps me:D11. Your overall impression of her.
GREATESTTTTTTTTTTT!!12. How do you think people around you will feel about you.
they feel comfortable with me OR NOT.13. The characters you love about yourself.
the hyper-ness,the loud-ness,the crappy-ness,the entertainer to people:D14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are.
IDK.not so sure uhh.15. The most ideal person you want to be is.
the person i look at to be my role model laa.16. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
thanks for all the help you guyys have given:D i never thought you guys were like this and i really love you all.thanks sooooooo much :D17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
Pass to people that have blogs only.
It's typed randomly, no preference whatsoever.
ZAFIFAHH:D
HADIRAHH:D
TIKOSS:D
ASSHIDAA:D
HIKMAHH:D
SYAEE:D
SABRINAA:D
NASYIRAHH:D
FATHINN:D
LATIFAHH:D
ooooo:D
i love LEWIS HAMILTON.
my craving for like this month.
FOREVER:D
hottest:D
ahhhhhh!!!!!
byebye(:
SARAHH:D
EXAMS:D
Tuesday, September 23, 2008 || Tuesday, September 23, 2008
it's currently exams yo!like WTF.i think that I NEVER EVEN ACTUALLY study uhhs:Dohh,how i hate my life right now.it's gonna happen in a weeks' time or so:Dif you guys know what i am ever talking about uhhs:Dhaha:Dso yeah.fastings' been draining and school is as equal.uhhs:Dhad ENGLISHH just now:Dgerek uhhs:Dthe thought of me sleeping for 45 mins hav never happened EVER.so yeah.miss khairiah had to spoil it all.but it is okay actually.i just need alittle nap(;doing the delights for rayer now:DWAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!haha:Dselamat hari raya.pada [SOMETHING I FORGOT]selamat eidulfitripada hari yang mulia ini:DWOOOOOOOOOOOH.itis soooooo gonna come.and i just can't wait uhhs;Dhaha:Dto all those people out there who i have never even met and wants to be friends with me,i apologise for al the wrong things i have done,sorry if i have been doing something offensive to you,sorry for all the inconvienience that i have caused,sorry for the improper attitude i gave you guyys,sorry for all the misunderstandings.we are all NOT BORNED TO BE PERFECT,you know?whatever it is,hope you can forgive me and this is really sincere tau.deep down from my heart.byebye:DSARAHH:D[the keyboard does not seems right.I WONDER WHY...]SARAHH,SARAWRR:D
HEY:D
Thursday, September 18, 2008 || Thursday, September 18, 2008
finally updating:Din the comp lab siakk aku:Dwee(:curently at the updating:Dhaha:Dnothing to do so update uhhs:Dtak best sak tadi.abg,abg.cam maner you aim?sampai NORA jadi mangser?he threw a chair that hit the side corner of nora's eyes.i pity her siakk:Dall of sudden siol!but whatever.i actually got a real candid pic of him lah kan.then aku terpakser kenek delete cause he was really grabbing my phone.alerrmak you!pissed off sal aku.fine:Dnothing to update about:Dbabes,i know you don't know this but you are really changigng.for the past months that i knew you,i didn't know you could be ike this.you changed a lot and it really hurts to see you and know that it you really realy changed.i wish that you could be the same you were when we first met.i mean,god knows what will happen to you when you grow up.i mean you will be fmous laa but not like as if you do some heroic job or what but doing something horrible siakk:Dfine.aku dah penat nak layang orang macam dier.two days ago was NICK JONAS birthday:Dbyebye:DSARAHH:D
i am really sick.
Friday, September 12, 2008 || Friday, September 12, 2008
it hurts me and it hurts me alot.IDK why you guys do this but i know i owe you 7 more.i don't want anymore lah please.aku nangis korang ketawerkan.KORANG tau yang buat aku nangis.bukan aku sengajer nak nangis nak cariik attention.kalau AKU buat KORANG nangis nanti ckp aku yang BULLY korang.you guys think it's fair for you to do that?cakap jek ader sympathy tapi tak ader.it's hurting me and really hurts my arm.naseb baek aku tak paralyse.i went paralyse just now,I SWORE too YOU GUYS that you guys are in super deep trouble.besides,like as if you guys learn from your mistakes.ok lah,dier tumbok tak saket sangat tapi kau,tumbok aku step aku tembok.ingat aper?aku se kuat kau?different people have different strengths,okay?uhhs.i am sick and tired of life.i really wanna die:Dcan i?oh and to spammers,I HATE YOU ALL.no more spamming at my blog please.wanna spam?spam other blogs:DBYE BYE.i just wait till you see me on the front page of the newspapers.like i said.i just wanna die.BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE!SARAWRR;D
nominees:D
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 || Wednesday, September 10, 2008
i have been nominated by SYAFIQA.
these are the 5 rules you must follow;
#1.put the logo on your blog.
#2.add a link to the person who awarded it to you.
#3.nominate at least 7 other blogs.
#4.add link to these blogs on your blog.
#5.kleave a message for your nominees on their blogs.
& the nominees are...
JENGJENGJENG...
#1.NASYIRAH:D
#2.FATHINNN:D
#3.SABRINA:D
#4.RAFAILA:D
#5.FARHANA:D
#6.DYA:D
#7.HAQIZ(:
DONE fiqa:D
fasting and i am updating.
|| Wednesday, September 10, 2008
hell i know it's been a long time since i updated.aku tengah depressed.not about the cat but about my own personal life.if i say i hate life,sometimes,i KNOW it's true.really.i just wanna die.i just wanna die.i just wanna die.it's like im hanging from a rope,got me ten feet off the ground.im just waiting some one to pull the rope and i let go.haha:Dcan i like at least see what's going to be the next thing i do wrong?at least i can make a diff.it just happened to fast and i just cant take it tau.really.it's hard for me and it's gonna be hard for you all.i'm not the me you know.atleast,even if you know me,it's not that great.it's like i am changing and i am so tempremental.i'm havin mood swings and it's i so not good.so please.so basically today BAPAK aku mody.macam BAPAK,macam ANAK.bagos.haha(:he was basically upset lah ehk?girl,what happened to you?you changed a lot and you are like so pushy.kau nak chill pon tak leh?aku tawu kau dah attached but that doesn't mean kau bleh manje manje nan kite macam maner kau manje nan dier kan?aku boleh naek fed-up siak nan kau.really.aku dah mood swing abeh kau nak buat aku lagik marah?just try and change your attitude and we wil change too.kalau kau tak change,dier pon in the end BREAK nan kau lah sial.and to the other babe.aku tawu kau possesive.but that doesn't mean kau boleh let people fall into your trap,okay?im'm sick and tired of hearing people complain about you.someone said that kau amek kawan kawan dier abeh skarang diorang dah tak rapat lah sial.al because of you.try and change.orang,kalau dah ader mataer yang suitable,they will last forever.bukan macam kau.siket-siket,kalau tak suke,nak dump.MEREPEK lah sial.if you think you know whoever these two persons are,tell me and i see if it is correct or wrong.i have said a piece of my mind.fine.BYEBYE:DSARAHH:DLabels: ILY and i will always LOVE YOU:D
CRASHED.
Sunday, September 7, 2008 || Sunday, September 07, 2008
feeeling the rage,can't control.feel like punching but nothing's gone.my life crashed,and really CRASHED.feel like dying but i know i can't.oh god.why does it always have to be me?everyone can have their perfect little lives and i'm being stuck with tragedies that i don't wish to be in?like,can i have a perfect nice life instead?i'm tired to go through all the sufferings you gave me and i know it's for the best but not this way.i can't continue life like this.if people can have perfect lives,why can't i?it's like i'm living in a world that is so unfair.and to him.if you are really reading this,i'mlike emo-ing only in a sense that i am hurting myself and i doesn't bothers you.if you feel the pity,feel it.
i shed many tears at night just to console myself and i really got no face to face you.even if i message you,what's the point?i know you won't even reply.you CHANGED.big time.
im like seeing you but it is actually not you.it's nice to see you MAJU tapi the fact that aku dulu suke kau dah berubah.kau berubah banyak.aku tak paham kau tau.do you even have that sympathetic feeling?when i want to bergurau,you act serious.when i act serious,kau nak bergurau.so,what's the point right?i know we have a very far age limit but that doesn't mean that aku tak leh berkawan nan kau kan?think lah,PLEASE.breaking this relationship as friends is hard for me as i never break friendships.i wanna remeber ours and just keep it tight amongst us.i stood up against you for group 8.i helped you to tell them directions.well,yeah you said thanks ONCE.i'm just tired from all of this.kalau kau bacer nie,aku harap kau last long nan dier lah ehk.IDK who she is but i hope you get along just well and i you two don't,then,it's just FATE.like me.FATE occured me so like WHATEVER.goodnight to all and to those who are fasting,SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA and to all kalau aku tak sempat,i beg forgiveness to all that i've done wrong to(:SARAHH:D
UPDATING:D
Thursday, September 4, 2008 || Thursday, September 04, 2008
mum doesn't let me go out anywhere anymore.just because of that friday incident that kept my mum thinking that i went lepak-ing.well,YES i went lepak-ing but not with those crazy others.it was just me and DEAREST nurul FARHANA.that was all.no more,no less.well,i did went to her house after that at 2..i guess we was there for quite a long while then.oh well.heck.school holidays and not even a homework.GREAT one,SARAH.really.aku SLACK siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakk.KIKI,i am like sorry luhs if i really made you angry.i really didn't mean to do that.just try and chill aites?BYE BYE:Di miss people like hell and I MISS NDP:D
