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Sunday, September 7, 2008 || Sunday, September 07, 2008
feeeling the rage,can't control.
feel like punching but nothing's gone. my life crashed,and really CRASHED. feel like dying but i know i can't. oh god. why does it always have to be me? everyone can have their perfect little lives and i'm being stuck with tragedies that i don't wish to be in? like,can i have a perfect nice life instead? i'm tired to go through all the sufferings you gave me and i know it's for the best but not this way.
i can't continue life like this. if people can have perfect lives,why can't i? it's like i'm living in a world that is so unfair. and to him. if you are really reading this,i'mlike emo-ing only in a sense that i am hurting myself and i doesn't bothers you. if you feel the pity,feel it.
i shed many tears at night just to console myself and i really got no face to face you. even if i message you,what's the point? i know you won't even reply. you CHANGED. big time. im like seeing you but it is actually not you. it's nice to see you MAJU tapi the fact that aku dulu suke kau dah berubah. kau berubah banyak. aku tak paham kau tau. do you even have that sympathetic feeling? when i want to bergurau,you act serious. when i act serious,kau nak bergurau. so,what's the point right? i know we have a very far age limit but that doesn't mean that aku tak leh berkawan nan kau kan? think lah,PLEASE. breaking this relationship as friends is hard for me as i never break friendships. i wanna remeber ours and just keep it tight amongst us. i stood up against you for group 8. i helped you to tell them directions. well,yeah you said thanks ONCE. i'm just tired from all of this. kalau kau bacer nie,aku harap kau last long nan dier lah ehk. IDK who she is but i hope you get along just well and i you two don't,then,it's just FATE. like me. FATE occured me so like WHATEVER. goodnight to all and to those who are fasting,SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA and to all kalau aku tak sempat,i beg forgiveness to all that i've done wrong to(: SARAHH:D