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hating my FCUKING life this very moment.
Friday, November 21, 2008 || Friday, November 21, 2008

why does this all have to happen to me?

what have i done to deserve all this?

do i really need this right now?

dont tell me just because of a fcuking stupid reason you wanna go through this.

you have hurt me more than enough _ _ _ _ _ _.

i knew since the day we were together it wa snever gonna work but guess what?

i really thought we could go on and on.

i never even think i really deserve this.

the last think i need is that you calling me.

that is last last last thing i ever needed.

i dont know whats going through your brain right now but i just dont wanna be disturbed.

i dont wanna talk.

i dont wanna discuss the matter with anyone.

i just feel like shutting off my brain and just keep things to myself.

its like im hangingoff from a cliff and just slipping.

i know im gonna fall soon but i dont know when.

i dont know how much longer i can take all this.

i hurting me all over.

i tried to NOT think about you but its not going to get me anywhere.

i remembered all the things we have done together and all.

i treasure and i miss.

i just doesnt want to throw this all away.

*i want to break up with you because i dont want anything to happen to you.*

am i going to ever trust you and believe you in this?

i really feel super super lousy and i just dont want to talk okay?

i want to just let my brain shut off.

i wanna go eat some drugs to make my brain just stop thinking.

i feel useless and i want to die.

i really really really want to die.

R A W R.