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Sunday, December 14, 2008 || Sunday, December 14, 2008
im back and better than ever:D haha. god,i swear i cursed alot and sulked alot and all. but it was good laa. at least dah luper pasal dier. and yeah,i fell way way way better. i experienced the whole indonesian kampong stuffs and GOD,was it horrible. slipper stuck with mud for like many zillion times and i swear,it was ugly. battery was always dead and had to charge it. sheesh. the plugs there are like SUMPAH different than ours. two pin plugs and like,my charger is like 3! crap. and people,ignore those stupid emo posts. they are all crap laa. SUMPAH i dont know waht i was thinking then. luckily my brain cells got control of my emotions and feelings and i've tried to harden them. yeah. and when i was there,it felt like a total adventure:D sumpah it was gerek and all but fugging tough laa living like that. and i missed my bed alot! i mean,i slept on a super dang hard besd and sored my whole body. on the first night i swore i didnt sleep. i mean,slept at three and awake at four. NONSENSE. then,discovered a hole new place at the back and i realised i was like feeding the fish. i even heard the rooster COCKLE-DOOOL-A-DOO:D haha. yeah. the night was like tough but we manage to atleast lepak outside the house. went in and went out,in and out,in and out. alot and alot and alot. chase after my cousin who was like only 19 and um,tall and muscular? yeah. and he is great okkay! haha. went to a HOT SPRING! went into an ICE SKATING ring! went into a FANTASY WORLD(DUNIA FANTASI)! yeah. in overall,alot. and nope,i dont have any pictures. battt almost died laa. had to charge but dont know where. luckily my cousin had it covered. haha:D and got home this morning at 1++. unpacked and dived straight for the bed:D only to wake up at 10 and then,slept at 2. woke up at 5.30++ and here i am blogging:D and yeah,the sore is still there. logged in to friendster and replied all comments and here i am all alone in the house. luckily got kak FIDAH. haha. i love you laa sis. hehehe:D when i came hoe was like IBU's birthday. celebrated at breeks. mum,happy birthday laa. im proud of you to like actually control us and take care of work and our family. i dreamt about you just now and it was actually hurting me inside that you actually sacrificed for us. you are the best mother i could ever have had and thanks for going through alot of trouble raising me,siddique and matin. i'll make you proud of all your kids and it's a promise. reallly,ibu,iloveyou! haha. yeah. so now,im bored. back to being bored. maybe i've pushed myself a little too hard. i should just let me go,and forget about him. haha. but it seems like i dont care anymore. i can talk about him as long as i want. and ive got no sense of being jealous and all. and i was pushing too hard that i actually felt like i was the one who was always been needing the atention. god,am i such a sick kid. but i changed now. all emotions are hidden under this mask and im never letting it escape like i did before. and ive learnt to control my tomgue now. i try not to use any more coarse language. and yeah,now,im downloading:D tag more laa. tag more:D R A W R :D