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update.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 || Wednesday, January 28, 2009
okayokay.ive given the form to madam which was like super happy when i gave it to her.BLEAH.maybe there is more to it than i expect.tags are all replied and friendster is updated.the only way to talk to kiki so far is by friendster.LOL, cute.not a proper update since im running out of time.syaz, THANKS.R A W R E D :D
FUG
Friday, January 23, 2009 || Friday, January 23, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dLmdrRLnH4
listen to the way he raps:D
the rev.
that is his name.
and yes, ive been having like negative pressure from people around.
trying to push me here and there.
thanks to those who actually read and gave me a tag.
mum, i know you are so wanting me to be a prefect and all but you got to stop pushing me. you dont know when we are all free and everything here you come giving me this kind of lectures? im not trying to be defiant but there is a limit to everything you know. ibu kalau ingat nak buat ini semuer senang senang belaka, ibu pegi la buat sendiri. i have been trying to get my teachers signature and all. what do you think? easy to talk to the teachers? ive been trying and trying to plead with them but we are all busy. not only the teachers but we as students are also busy. ive been trying to hold all this pressure but i really cant. dont try and depend on me for everything. because before you even know it, i may be gone faster than you think. i may even be gone before you. before you even tell me what to do next, think about what i have to go through first. im sick of this. i really am.
to those people, thanks for the support and all.
ive been wanting this job but i really didnt expect it to turn out this way.
i really dont.
maybe i should quit at doing this.
maybe i should change my leadership attitude and all.
let the other girl be.
i dont even know me anymore.
i want to change but i didnt expect it to turn out this way.
i dont know what to say next uh.
im just sick eith life.
thats all.
R A W R E D .
Labels: im not okay. i dont want to be okay.
GOSH.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 || Tuesday, January 20, 2009
they are starting to pile.i hafta sort out which one i want and which want i dont want.gosh.first, class chairperson.next, donation and prefect?what the hell?i have to sort this out by this friday abd i dont think i can even make it to be a prefect.although i want to be one, it seems so tough and all.i dont know if i can really handle it or not:Dsabrina ZA, maybe what i said to you was right.i am chosen now and there is no turning back.sheesh.which one am i suppose to choose?guys, you gotta help me out here.while i have to do this, i still have to act like that chairperson until we find the correct person?i dont know.life is so complicating.its all messed up.i have to talk with my parents by tonight.its the latest.2N1, i know you hate me to be the chairperson but put yourself into my shoes.do you think its nice to hear those kind of harsh words?NO, it never is.AMIRAHH:D, thanks for the support last night:D it really helped me through out.QIAN HUAI, thanks for the support as well. you were like the first person whom i told it to.___ ___ ___, i know you hate me. i really do. big deal you improved from N_ to N_. congratulations but really, whats the big deal? you are smaller than me. if you really think that you are better at doing these administrative work than i am, go ahead and take my job. i hope you die laa bitch. i hope you die.enough said.im too tired.losing lots and lots of iron and calcium.good night.thanks deela for updating.thanks syaz for updating.BYE.R A W R E D :D
HELLO HELLO HELLO:D
Monday, January 19, 2009 || Monday, January 19, 2009
yessa, today finally get to update.haha, brace for a long one as well i hope:Dyeah, so where do i start from huh?15 JAN 09 ; basically,did nothing laa. just study study and study. or something like that:D16 JAN 09 ; i had CCA showcase baby! huh, wore makeup and walk around, shout shout saying join malay dance,join malay dance:D and guess what happen? i run with my baju and the cleavage part was like open siaa. hehe, who ah disturb me that time? bryan laa i think. HAAHAAHAHAHAHA:D17 JAN 09 ; NOTHING, rot:D18 JAN 09 ; NOTHING, rot:D19 JAN 09 ; today,TERmeet with deela and syaz:D rock laa korang:D i love both of you more that you love me laa kayys? hahahahahaha,, i pity deel laa have to like stick with us and not able to go home:D sorry yerr:Djust now drop by bryan's blog.i tag you already laa kay.listened to afterlife than suddenly watched the video after video after video.be it about the rev, m shadoows or even synyster gates:Di like the song sakk:Dnice to hear:DCRAP again.yeah, i have nothing to do.havent bathe siaa:Dcame home only at 4/++-- and here i am blogging while i wanna downloads:DFANNA,im so sorry if i disturb you. i swear i forget that you were having band or maybe drama. i really really am. SORRY. aku akan tag:DDEELA, update laa twinn:D ape uhs, suroh aku update bey kau takk. pfffffffft:D aku akan tag:DSYAZ, update laa OI! suroh aku update tapi kau tak update. apa daa:D aku akan tag:Dand im done.KAKAK, hey,im thankful to have you too okay:D knowing you for lesser that a year was great. and you really have changed. more matured:D i like:D and i swear i miss you okay:D ill tag you:Dand now, download more songs:Dwoohoo:Dgoodbye and goodnight:DR A W R :Dp.s : i wont go to friendster today. maybe tomorrow but im not sure.p.p.s : NASYITAH,ill try and find for you okay? the skin will be put up by tomorrow. i try but not promise.R A W R :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 || Wednesday, January 14, 2009
announcement to make;today is my big brother's birthday.yes,it is MUZHAFAR bin _________[IDK,dont ask me.] is ______-___.go figure out:Dit's a two digit number anyways.MUZ,______-___ already ahh.old enough to think laa whats right and whats wrong.go find yourself a gf laa for god sakes:Deh, you can watch R21 movies already:Dcheyybahh:Danyways,lets get serious.you're ______-___ now,so better behave like one.i'll remember all the great times we had together be it on the phone or during NDP.knowing you for only 1 year was enough for me to know what you are like.i understand you are kinda bad and all but i know you can like really overcome it.cume 1 tahun sak we know each other and i really treat you like my own abang like that tau:Dand I MISS YOU:Di swear i miss all your laugh, lame jokes, crap, randomness, your voice ahh paleng paleng.and i miss that "eh,stop with your random cans?"hehh, i really do.hope you got what you actually wished for right this very day.may god bless you with longetivity and all.Labels: a wish:D
UPDATEE:D
Monday, January 12, 2009 || Monday, January 12, 2009
HELLO earthlings and young, old, middle aged, teenagers:Dlong time no update right?super very the malas to update actually:Dbut kan,DEELA and SYAZ laa ask me update:DAKU TENGAH UPDATE:Dhahaha.lemme see:Di shall start from CAMP:D5 JAN 09 ; reach bottle tree park:D pitch tent,play kidnapped and thats all i guess.6 JAN 09; CAMPFIRE prep, CAMPFIRE, served food during lunch and water rafting:D7 JAN 09 ; area ceaning,TOILET, won the best camper award:Dwant the whole story?5th JAN 09.reached school,early in the morning,carrying alot and alot of stuffs:Dsat at the hall waiting for our instructors, getting ready to go off to BOTTLE TREE PARK:Dmy camping area by the way:Dreach there,create flag ; FROGGIE:D ; tent pitching, ice breakers.had lunch can still disturb the instructor some more:Dthe HOTTEST one i think:DDand the went off for AMUSING RACE where we actually got lost in YISHUN and walked around in circles:Di tell you, the place damn huge and my whole group wasnt co-operating and walk damn slow.went to the swimming complex, sport stadium, GREEN VALLEY FARM and alot alot laa:Dthen we wash up, DINNER, song session, KIDNAPPED.the song session was gerek ahh i tell you all:Djoshua [ my instructor:D ] did the LITTLE GREEN FROG:DSissy, Sexy and even Macho siaa also he do:Dthen,went inside tent to arrange the sleeping matters and all.heart pain siakk aku.imagine only sleeping at 12:30 and waking up at 4:30 only realising that NASYITAH was sleeping like a monster:(wake up,then i sleep back:D06 JAN 09.woke up [ at 7AM. ] wash hair and then went down to the basketball area only to do more than 300 budha claps eh?arm swollen laa, then breakfast:Dafter that, we palyed captain's ball:Dthen had lunch:DWE SERVED THE FOOD:Dand crapped, shouted, and all:Dthe HOT instructor[the name is NAZIRUL MUBIN:D] disturbed us laa:Dbut i tell you,HE DAMN HOT:Dand then,WATER RAFTING:Dtiring but fun as well:DNAZ was inside there also,helping people get down.i half way then stop already siaa.my hands were too tired and i cant take it:Fthe instructor FEODO[?] said not to give up cause i was like half way there already.haha:Dand then did CAMPFIRE PREP:Dgave up hope on them siaa.broke down right there:Dand then we had dinner first followec by campfire.by the time i finished dinner no voice already:Dwent campfire shout and shout and shout:Duntil the next morning my voice like onr rocker like that:Di tell you,DAMN GEREK:Dgreat job laa to people like NAZ:D, HAZIQ, MR. RAMADHAN, and the other two:Phaha.MR. ramadhan like so damn IDK waht to say also.like want to step hot but actually not hot:Dhaha.yeah.we did our performance and stuff:D'we have no cheer,we have no cheer,we have no cheer,we have no cheer,we have no cheer,we have no cheer,we have no cheer,we have no cheer:D"hahaha.DAMN CRAP but ORIGINAL babe:Dwent back to basketball court, had day debrief and went to tent to sleep but cannot sleep:Dhahaha,and FYI, NAZ is ______:Dgo figure out:D07 JAN 09.morning wake up, wake people up, bathe:Dthen, went for breakfast, unpitch the tent, get prize.BEST FEMALE CAMPERS nominees[like golden globe like that:D]:AISAYHH:D
MEE:D
PEI XUAN.WINNER: ME.i was like shocked and no comment laa.went up take pic,very awkward siaa.BEST MALE CAMPERS nominees:DZULFIQARSYAKIR.WINNER; DZULFIQAR.congrats, congrats:Dand yeah.thats all i guess:Dreached home at 12:30/++--:Dlemme see,TING TINGS:Di wann ago watchg them live right now:Dim like so wanting to go there but i like have no money?yeah.ahha, TOMORROW some one BIRTHDAY ahh:Dhe 21 already tauu:Dgo figure:Dfirst day of learning in SCHOOL was fun but the matter of fact we actually got lost isnt:Duntil today still tersesat:Dhahah:Dit takes a few while,PALE HOTAK LUU.sheesh.syaz,aku daa update:Ddeela,aku daa update:Dand to anyone else,aku daa update:Dkay uhs:Dvair vair long already:Di spent an hour typing this out:Dhaha:DR A W R :D
