http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dLmdrRLnH4

listen to the way he raps:D

the rev.

that is his name.

and yes, ive been having like negative pressure from people around.

trying to push me here and there.

thanks to those who actually read and gave me a tag.

mum, i know you are so wanting me to be a prefect and all but you got to stop pushing me. you dont know when we are all free and everything here you come giving me this kind of lectures? im not trying to be defiant but there is a limit to everything you know. ibu kalau ingat nak buat ini semuer senang senang belaka, ibu pegi la buat sendiri. i have been trying to get my teachers signature and all. what do you think? easy to talk to the teachers? ive been trying and trying to plead with them but we are all busy. not only the teachers but we as students are also busy. ive been trying to hold all this pressure but i really cant. dont try and depend on me for everything. because before you even know it, i may be gone faster than you think. i may even be gone before you. before you even tell me what to do next, think about what i have to go through first. im sick of this. i really am.

to those people, thanks for the support and all.

ive been wanting this job but i really didnt expect it to turn out this way.

i really dont.

maybe i should quit at doing this.

maybe i should change my leadership attitude and all.

let the other girl be.

i dont even know me anymore.

i want to change but i didnt expect it to turn out this way.

i dont know what to say next uh.

im just sick eith life.

thats all.

R A W R E D .

Labels: im not okay. i dont want to be okay.