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Friday, August 28, 2009 || Friday, August 28, 2009
hello dear readers :Dwell well, if you all look very very closely, im 14 :DDhow cool is that?hee, okay.lets start of by saying thanks to this people.through SMS-es : syazwany, mary, mirah, putra, DEYLA, nasyirah, neesa, KAKAK :D, jacqueline, BAZIL :DTHANKS TO YOU ALL :Dthrough face to face : MARY again :DD, Ani, WHOLE CLASS :DD, KAKAK :D, DIY, ANNE and AFIFAH :DDhee, THANKS YOU GUYS :DI LOVE YOU :Dthrough blog : DIY, MARY :DD, Shafiqah, Farhan, Fanna :Dhee, THANKS AGAIN :DI LOVE YOU GUYS :Dhahaha, lucky no bashes nothing :Dhad gym for PE, funn :Dstretched till muscle sore, feels nice though.accomplishment laa.relinked, and now to reply :Dgood night lovelies :Dthanks for the day guys :Dyou all ROCK :Dhee.RE-EDITTED POST.i wanna add something.its not my fault i took you by surprised, you should have known. but whatever it is, its just a small matter and still not happy, Monday. i dont care, babe, i dont care. if you really have a problem with stereotypes, then say it again for me to hear properly. takkan dalam dunie ni satu orang pon tak pernah jadi stereotype? i never did say, you just dont look like the type. i expected you to understand but not this way, no nore. and then, even if you are angry at me, atleast have the BASIC COURTESY to like tell me rather than i have to waste messages. FYI, inbox full of only your messages. but thanks for the wish.i feel old but nevermind, im just 14, not even what?20 yet or something :DDhaa, kay uhhs, byee :DR A W R.Labels: 14x2=28. love.
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Monday, August 24, 2009 || Monday, August 24, 2009
okay, long time no post.idk if im good yet, but i think im better, yeah?thanks to SOME PEOPLE on some days :Dhaha, ive been quite right?sorry okay people?im not that frequent on the comp already since its the fasting month and like projects to hand in at certain times.yeaah, projects due, homework due, and alot more other thing that have to be done.ohh, 4 days to go :Dhopefully cheered up by then.fasting so far quite okay luh, except for the fact that we are a little but tired but w emust say no, we can do this.yeaah, laughd till i wanna cry today, you know i know, public also know.some people but not all luh.laughed like there tomorrow, thanks eh.phone kidnapped, my mum got mood swings again.and here we go again.shit, i want my phone.priceless i tell you, MY PHONE ROCKS.not like Bazil's, so old old old nong nong nong time ago.hehehehe -,- bored.sheesh, passed english and geography, i must say, quite good la.but can still improve more about Geography.hee, bored bored bored.i bet hes sleeping.i wanna sleep but i feel damn irritated becaaaaaaaaaaaaause?im having the flu, no, not swine flu, the normal cold flu that is.ahha, sllep at eleven, BLOGHOP:Dwee, loves.and then, omg, a wave of boredom new one, FRESH one okay, struck through me.gah, what crap siol?okaaaay.ayah back, should be 8 rakaat today.hee, only dad goes cs bros needa study, hah.i dont need to.oh yeah, i have a plan and i will carry out that plan.im gonna stay up after sahur to study and revise before i go off for school (:hee, good plan riight?okay, seriously, this year's sec one sucks to the ultimatum core.but waait.why do i care so much?becaaaaaause im a senior (:unlike some people who still retain and all, even though your like what?14, please laa, attitude also like old poeple okay?ass, time check, 11:01.good night.and hey, i miss you.come back to me, it almost easy.R A W R :D
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Friday, August 21, 2009 || Friday, August 21, 2009
no need say much, if you have been reading, you should know.yeah, still down, and i hate this stupid life, so really.people are trying to cheer me up, thanks people.esp to YOU, Bazil.OTF again, soon okay?iidk why, bt for the first time..im on hiatus for awhile.let me get everything sorted out well and then i can go back to my usual me, aites?anything, text me, facebook, msn, whatever.bye lovelies.RAWR.
Monday, August 17, 2009 || Monday, August 17, 2009
what happened eh today?okaaaay, COMMON TEST.like so _____________________________.no comments, the english paper we did already, so we cheated.muahahahaha!i was take aback and literally aback.maths was first and i didnt realize.and i was like ' MATHS FIRST?!?!?!?!?"paranoia, shocked but managed to relax and do the paper easily.asked answers everywhere, now this CT rocks :Dhahaha, im sitting around smart people :Dwho doesnt like riiiight?hee, awesome shitsxcz :Dcatched up with long time no talk people, ohh, i miss you alot okay?sheesh, change number never tell me ye bang?ahha, guess who okay?currently, im planning to break my own record, listen to ALL my songs that i have, not just one playlist but the whole thing :Dguess what, im not even near 14 hours -_____________________-"sheesh, thats how long my songs are, how many songs do i have?anyone wanna check for me?okay, currently chatting, listening song and updating.love you ADEELA :Dehh, ive uploaded the pic at facebook, go see :DALIEN RANDOM ROCKS AND NO ONE CAN DENY IT :Doooh, wanna know?too bad, me and adeela only ye?haha :DADEELA :D DEELA! DEELA! DEELA! DEELA!
hee, babe, saya sayang sama kamu :D
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text me if anything or wait for me go online okay?
R A W R :D
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Sunday, August 16, 2009 || Sunday, August 16, 2009
my life changed, everything changed.friends changed, relationship rules change.what happened to the long time ago relationship rule?has it change that much?i though you were the one i could trust on, but now, im slowly losing my friends away.why are you doing this to me?why are you doing this infront of me?what have you become of now?you dont seem like my friend, not at all.you may look the same on the outside but on the inside, i dont know what to say about you anymore.i knew you for 8 long years and you really have changed alot in the 8 years.i want to catch up on things with you but i dont think that this is the way i expected.you are not what you look like.in front of your mum, you are the only apple of her eye, and behind her back?what are you?i dont want to ever see your face again, and i really mean it.i look happy with you but deep down, im just bleeding to see you like this.behaving in a way that you should not.even me myself am not like you.as bad as i am, im not even a feet near like you.im your other half, we are like twins.i know you way better than anyone of them konws you.who do you think you are?i may be bad but you are worst.becoming from bad to worst, thats you, not me.your are 14, you should know better.i dont want to see in a few years time you are like ___________________________.you know what i mean, right people?okay, i dont know what to say about you.i just coulnt bear seeing you like that with him.its just not right, not to me and i dont think that _______ likes it too you know.he felt uncomfortable, and i know how he feels.please change for the better.its good to see you going to madrasah but what DO you learn at madrasah?isnt there something that should grab your attention?ustazah always talk about what?anak luar nikah and all of that riight?if i hear it repeated times, so must you.doesnt your mum teach you all that?YOU CHANGED, from P3 onwards.i dont know if i should just hate you or leave you as you are.if you really want me as a friend, please, change, okay?i dont know if its too harsh for you, but let me tell you this.CHANGE FOR THE BETTER.gah, take care people.homeworks to rush on.SHIT.R A W R .Labels: ive had enough its time for something real.
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009 || Wednesday, August 12, 2009
hello you people :Dive been thinking alot alot.and like really alot.its gonna be a few more months to the end of school and next year, im already 15.GOD, its like so daaaaaamn fast, and seriously.just try and stare at something, let your mind wander, and youll come to realise the same thing too.can you believe it, its really that fast.and all presents are given out, to the respective people, yeah yeah, so last minute like thaat.haha, okay, good girl but damn belated.mum took back the phone, some purposes, gah!okaaay, dad is awake and the noise that he is making, SCAAAAAARY ehs.detention duty today, made new friend!Hannah Wong, my new friend :Dlike so instant like that luhs, great or whaaaat?lol, okay, WORLD.okay, im sick and bored.listening to song to improve the level of boredomness.lame shit riiight?guessed what happened?at one instant, it was all full screen, and i was like super blur, IDK what to do!went to press every button, F11 laa babe!shitass, now everything back to normal.cursed someone early in the morning.you know who you are, i dont need to tell the world.kay, pull the *insert anythiing* also can take so much much time?gile pe ko, tunggu mcm orng gile?fine, atleast its not me, right?detention was fun, awesome la practicaly ((:fredie sucker, cme so late, stuck in class.-_______________-" sheesh.xue ting was there to help me out first, then vivien came and the pei san and jessica, and the freddie, followed by eswara :Dokay, i know its not long, im too tiredgah, malay dance tomorrow, can dont go?im like super damn damn damn lazy to go okay?nevermind, let us be hard now and easy later.i miss thursday, 6 Aug.boohoo, linked people, relinked people, tagged people, updated blog and all that has got to do with blogs nowadays :Dooh, and i found my blog at Bing, the search site.how cool, MY NAME :Dand the band on tuesday, AWESOME :Dokaaaaaay, they rocked, a7x rocks more but BEATLES rock the most :Dnot an understatement, its true :Dharrison, lennon, mcCartney and starr, awesome people.okay, i couldnt open my eyes any longer.im gonna wrestle myself to bed.fighting with my eyes, dang.suckers, my eyes are :Di want contacts :Dhaha, goodnight.R A W R :D [:
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Monday, August 10, 2009 || Monday, August 10, 2009
okaaay, hello daily readers, bloghoppers, friends, and peoples:Dhaha, update ehs?on the 8th and 9th and today i guess.i hope i never forget what i did, laaame.saturday ehhs?i had tuition, spoil my daay only.saded right, what to do?like that like that laa.forced to go, so went and then came back, i painted the house.i was painting the house all right.and damn i tell you, it is like so damn freaking cool though :Dcs me bro and Dad did a very very good job.yeaaah, painted the wall like nobody's business like that.painted till midday where we have a break and at night, cousin came over.usual cousin, mar'ati came, with Buyah and Taqim [weirdo!] .sat there, ate dinner together, talked, played and all the things.meddled with the phone all day and really, i didnt bother to do anything else..i didnt really talk with her and asked about her life and all, im to busy in my own world :Pokaaaay, too thick skin already ehs?all right, back to reality.so, after that, sent her home and slept, i didnt bother anything, sheesh.okay, sleep till sunday.luckily no madrasah, i woke up at whaaat?8 plus i guess.no madrasah wake up early, got madrasah wake up late, haiyo!texted and then painted the wall again ((((:awesomeness, did one whole wall like in 1 to 2 hours or so.but it turned out to be like so super cool and nice, calmy laa like that.light mocca, thats the shade.after all that, touch up on the walls and then, watched the parade((:awesome laa, last year one like so boring, damn all of you!haha, okay, but NDP are cool!then, watched and skipped to CUCI!haha, yeaah, the washing windows thingythen, half way through, i slept.but mum barged in when i was messaging, so she took my phone and never returned.mum woke me up only to tell me that whaat?my bill was three hundred, saded.pity laa, what to do?then, she called and cancelled and then i just slept back and turn back everything.thenn, todaaaaaaaay!woke up by the sound of my brother anoyingly knock on my door.startled me and hence, woke up on the wrong side of the bed.-_________________-" how i hate waking up on the wrong side of the bed, haywire everything goes.luckily, i turned back the suay-ness due to me touching wood.lame riiiiiiiight? -_________-"okaaaaay, bathed and then off to malaysia.reached Mummy's how, first thing to do, play with cat :Doh, how i miss the lovely cat.it was playful today, haha, i miss tomy already!haha, yeaah, and its a female, so like yeah, like that.best you knoww :Dten after that whaat uhs?shit, i kinda forgotten.daaaamn, we ate and all and then we went to kipmart, claimed Ibu's scarf and bought some too!haha, okay, after that, bought cacti and saw chipmunks.i felt pityful to the and seriously speaking.they like did not feed those innocent chipmunks and when i flashed my corn at them, they were all like rushing just to get the corn.i was like "uhh, okaaay, dont torture them, dont torture them"then, we went off, buying food and dvds and side snacks :Dhaha, the, went home, sat a while, studied and then, here i am, again at the same bloody position i have always been at.haha, beatles rock :Dbut too bad, Harrison and Lennon passed away like 7 to eight years ago?sad enough?Harrison is like the 21st best guitarist in the rolling stones top 100 guitarist :DDDDDokaaaay, stop.tag people, like people and then, off to sleep.syg, dtg alek uhs.i miss you like hell, okay?come back to me, its almost easy.okaaaay, im done.good night people.R A W R :D
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Friday, August 7, 2009 || Friday, August 07, 2009
yo people.sorry uhs yesterday i never update okay?im too tired and hence, too lazy to even open my eyes.yeea, so what happened yesterday?as usual, sit around, lepaked with nadai and nora and the rest (:camwhored again, what to do?haha, later upload pictures :Dwooh.okaaay.reached at 2:30 only to realise that madam haryati wasnt even there yet.sat thre for 1 whole long hour and then went in, AIR-CON!lol, was still messaging bazil so atleast got entertainment.laughed my ass off with the dancers and helped out the modern dancers with their make up and all(:haha, thanks ehh people.about around 7 plus plus, showtime, madam said we did nicer than the SYF performance that we put up :Dmeans that we were too awesome yesterday :Dhaha, after that went back to the dance studio and get the aircon and then went for finale.during that interval, naz and louisse and farhan and fanna came and again, camwhored :Dit was like damn cool okay (:haha, after the finale, remove make up and all, went back.waited for mum and then car-ed home(:ohh yeaah, stuffed donuts and samosa inside the bag, so like damn heavy laa riight?after remove the make up throughly and all, slept.the next morning [ todaaaay ]woke up at 5:30, helped mum to do the sandwich [??] and then packed, bathed and then sleep back.woke up at 6:40, exactly, took the bag and i was off to school with brothers :Dthey dropped off first and then meee :Dhaha, lame right?okaaay, so after that, sit down, assembly, take pledge all, listened to some speeches and we were off for the class party.yeaah, early morning drink gassy drink.obvious reaction, stomach pain.ate the sandwich and the chips and gave some chips to other people, it was like too exposed to the air already, so not nice.like how to say?no flavour no crisp already laa, like that.then, watched the inter-class competiton, its supposed to be whaat?a tie riight?whatever the matter, we did fine i guess.hehe, then, here i am, in this lonely depressing corner, doing nothing.hahahaha, watching simpsons with Matin (:awesomeness, tonight going Jurong Point :Dahha, better go buy hairbands and all.okaaaay. too lazy and its damn long already i guess?thanks to these people!the class, adeela, bazil, nadia, and thjose affected again.,omg, short term memory eh sarah?okay laa, BYE:DR A W R :D
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Wednesday, August 5, 2009 || Wednesday, August 05, 2009
hey, hello, hi, whats up, kiwek, yo, haha, lol, oi, eh, kau, FUG!okaaaay, todayy and yesterday updates here i go.kay, best.yesterday was IQAH sayang's birthday.i was like planning to see her but too bad, she MIA.sorry babe, tomorrow i see what to give you okay?haha, okay, must be PINK, fave kan iqah?so, happy belated birthday to you, 15 already horr!haha, so act mature okay and be happy always.hope you live a long and enjoying good life filled by us and other people(:just want to let you know, anything happens, we all will be there for you :Dyes babe, we will(:so happy birthday okay?okaaaay, haha, i pity bazil can?message me but i never reply, pro riiight?due to the kidnap of my phone due to my mum and due to my naughty-ness.thats what i get laa right?haha, okay, today today!cooked Gingerbread with Pyae Ko Ko.awesome okay.last one to do preparation, first to end((:and ours was nice, thanks ehh, but i do most of the jobs okaaay!what you do?a bit onlyy right?okay, then recess ate the bread till a quater since i remembered what Ibu said.she wanted some because she like the breaad.LOL, okaay laa.was it last night or two nights ago, i remembered i did some cooking as well.i helped bros with the salmon and i endured okay.allergic to salmon, i can die laa siak!okaaay, so side-tracked.lessons were are perusual(:bought french fries on the way and then this this and that that.bus-ed home with WW and Samuel:Dnoisy laa both of you in the bus, i know you know and PUBLIC also know!yalah yalah, saw TOOT! on the way and they wanted me to go to his area, BULLY laa all of you!haha, today TOOT! give command, so SOFT!haha, lol, whatever laa right?im not the one doing so better shut up.okay, then exiting the bus, haiyo, samuel was complaining?true, i dk what he was complaining about but some guy spitted at him.and now i feel like crying just because of?IDK, someone help me out here.ohh yeaaah, tomorrow opening ceremony :Dcannot wait for it to be done and over with, seriously.im too tired to even jump you know.boo hoo ):home econ today okaay laa, quite fun (:okaay, bla bla bla ehs.celebration on friday, class party, National Day.haiyoo, so lazy laa!seriously, i dont want to bring anything.tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow!okaaay, better stop before i myself go mad.thanks ehh the whole class except those i avoid.and to those affected as well?okay, bey.too random already.R A W R :D
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Monday, August 3, 2009 || Monday, August 03, 2009
hello readers, hoppers, passerbys, and all who loves to read.ya lah, i will try and update in english okay?better for all to understand anyways:Phor, today what happened?nothing laa i guess since we assemble at the basketball court.god, long time no line up and take pledge down there, i miss siaaal!haha, the today new teacher went took over for english.three cheers to no more boredomness?i bet the new teacher is better laa rightt?hope okay, i hope.tmr first two lessons are with her, see how she do for two hours straight.hahahaha, okay, lame.took pointless facebook quizes and enjoyed laughing to myself :Di pity rachael for her phone is with me.shall not elaborate since i dont want to and the story is looooon enough(:created class blog early in the morning, at 00:16 then i sleep baaabe.pity me a little will you?okay, today had HPP2, did the stupid animation thingy again, this time layer masking.pissed with *insert name here* .yeaah, who do you think you are?calling people not by thier names are rude enough, have i ever called you OI before?i have a name okay and my name is not Oi.please laa, so immature right your attitude?grow up and learn to be sensible, and stick to your words.even i stick to mine, so you stick to yours, okay?and i really pity people who message me cause my phone is definitely not with me, YET.for the moment but i know i have already paid Ibu just 10 to 15 minutes ago :Dhaha, i loike!lol, im bored with no one to message at night.boohoo, i want my phone and desperately.so that i could listen to my phone for hours and feel carefree(:currently chalk drawing, so definitely not nice laa, only the hand colour is nice.please refrain from being near me, im too hyper and i may explode and pass on my randomness and weirdness to you.you want that riiiight?pissed off with internet connection.but what to do?wireless right sarah?god, thursday seem so long to come laa, when are you gonna come anyway?speaking of that, i didnt like what you said about *insert name here :D* okay.or was it someone else?whatever the matter, i dont care.you said and you promised that you would come and now, this is what i get?no wonder *insert name here :D* is pissed at you.i dont know what to say about you, okay?aaaah, Bazil in 5 days!haiyo, okay, nevermind, go get him something nice laa.anyone has any ideas?god, nevermind.okaaay. post long enough.i miss the homeroom system, i want it back right now!haha, test on Wed, haiyo, science, i better pass.okay, start mugging, Sarah, start mugging.okay, best.i wanna sleep, too tired, IDK whyy.so whatever you need, people, facebook or msn or even here okay?thanks for the initiative.i miss the phone, i want it back.i miss *insert name here :D* , i want *him/her* back again.come back to me, its almost easy.okay.bye, take care lovelies.R A W R .Labels: im too tired for anything.
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Sunday, August 2, 2009 || Sunday, August 02, 2009
-i bet you cant guess what i was in for, hahahaha! [ john lennon, beatles ]yeaah, i feel guilty but i feel nice at the same time.whyy, i have no idea.and yeaah, tomorrow need flipbook havent buyy.how siaaal like this?if its funny try and understand, in this world there nothing i would rather do cause im happy just to dance with you.god, arent i random enough?didnt go anywhere except madrasah today, and yep.good riiiight?Ibu was pleading for me to go but i said no.i mean, it isnt fair at all you know, and Bazil and Deela should know why laa kan?haha, okay, enough.watched part of HELP! by he BEatles, omg omg, harrison ahh people.whats that suppose to mean?i dont know, i just thought it sound so distinguished-like.George Harrison, the scorce of dictinction?and then i was laughing my ass off.had fun time tying up shoelaces with brothers.imitated George Harrison and Beatles, how cool, they rock okay!and yeah, fry the Opening Ceremony.ill bleed it out.hate it much much sangat sangat uhs.i want it to be done and over with okay?so lazy to wear the big big thing and the make up and the effing costumes.and im scared to face those audiences.daaaaaamn, scared so fast.haha, cleaned the class during madrasah and msg-ed bazeel and crapped with te whole class at the same time.and not to forget, ate and drank and climbed and wet my shirt, wet my tudung and laughing out loud like mad woman.thanks girls for being there, you guys are the best.and sub, investiture yer?aku nyer next year, just waititng for it baabe :Dhaha, didnt talk to mum one whole day.and anyways, mum came home early and pleded me to go with back there with her.backed her down rudely, went in the room and sleep.kpo bazil msg me, disturb aje, replied and back to sleep.woke up, on time, got msg.then, replied and then, did hw awhile and then, here i am.sitting in this depressing room with the lights turned on and no one to entertain me.i pray by the grace of god that theres somebody listening.haha, i hope so.have to pay mom 200 bucks, lazy siaak.tak pe laah, pay also get phone, kan?haha, just doing my time, so can still relax abit.still no milk for me and yeaaah, still abit sick.stupid ahh the octor.after three days also still not cured.HAIYO, sarah, suckish mindset.change mindset, chnage attitude, change everything.haiyo, ahh, yelah, change aje la sarah, okay?like i say, i dont entertain bullshits, and i mean it uhs.today i talk alot ehh?good tak tapi?thanks ehh these people :DBazil, Siddique and Matin, Sabrina, Nasyirah, Fathin, Raihani, Farah, and those affected laa kan?okay, best, im bored.jadi, i wanna go update my links and get done with it.well, ill say you give him the pictures and have done with it.harrison said that and i love him :)and i love her.haha, okay laa, beofre craps all start to come out.waiting for 060809 to come.shit uhs, puasa [ fasting ] coming siol.dangs, better start already!okay, byee:Dim expecting tags to come!R A W R :D
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Saturday, August 1, 2009 || Saturday, August 01, 2009
seriously, tmr, i dont feel like going.my Ms Nur Dini is not going to be there!how can survive one?even she sleep in the car, and i dont want to go uhh.malas and i feel like crying uhs.can i cry?pretty please?haha, lol, life sucks.im bored, im not going out, and i hate life.seriously, im depressed.im sick, and life sucks.i wannna pack it in but how am i suppose to do so?okaaaaay, lame.im tired but i dont wanna sleep.7 days to Bazil, 8 days to Singapore and 27 days to Deela and I.how great?hahaha, 4 more weeks to come, four more.kite tunggu je kay deela?haha, nanti kite exchange exchange :Dremember ah people, remember :Dso close to being 14 already and so close to fasting!haiyo, how ah?fug ah eh, die die tomorrow i dont want to go, and final uhs.i dont care what they say, i mean what i say.im lazy and thats final(:damn nice uh.R A W R :D
