“your hands are mine to hold”

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karmas suck.

after he left, the greatest drummer in the world to me died.

WOW. its freaky news, but yeaah.

death is a natural thing i guess.

A7X would be nothing without you, hope you know that (:

rest in peace Rev (:

James The Rev Sullivan.



WELL HELLO NOW PEOPLE.

hah, Happy New Years. (:

yeaah, its the end of 2009.

great year this has been (:

started out well and eneded nicely too (:

haha, friendship problems, relationship problems, manymanymany more.

had a tough time hanging on to my dear life at the starting but i guess i know who i really am now.

hahaha, closer with friends and all, awesome year i guess.

and outing with Family, definitely made it better (:

bonded alot, busy with school.

involvement here and there really help me boost my EGO.

AHAHAHAHAH, no laa (:

halped me alot in what im good at :D

and TOUR WITH PEPS THIS YEAR, WE ROCKERS REALLY DID ROCK :D

hahahaha, good bye 09, hello 10.

Sec three is gonna be a hell more tougher than sec two, i think.

ohh, cant wait for school to start :DD

YAY YAY!

and im still not done blogging.

wth sia Sarah.

outing with Family again YESTERDAY.

fantastic, i suppose?

yeaah, i didnt know that Rumah Makan Minng was actually a double storey building, so i just yayapapaya follow.

NASEB BAEK ADE AIR-CON KAT TINGKAT DUE!

ahahaha, surprised, but okay la KIREKAN.

then prayed at Masjid Sultan.

then LEPAKED at the masjid "front porch" you might call it.

haha, bough BUBBLES (!!!!!!!!!!) and the the other bubble.

there were TWO TYPES LAA, thats whyy.

the manual-toxic one and the soft bubbly one.

JAKON Jap people, always pointing at me, until stare at me.

HAIYO!

then went into this Little Children Museum, WOAAAAAH!

I SAW BEATLES PICTURES AND DAMN WAS I TEMPTED TO BUY!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT NO WAY, I CANT!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahahahaha, boo ):

then saw OTHER COOL RETRO THINGS AND I JUST SIMPLY WANTED TO BUY THE WHOLE SHOP INSTEAD.

and i envy cuzzy for buying that vespa-looking googles.

damn, i want them!

AND 30 BUCKS AINT ALOT OKAY!

and i just cant stop listening to World Behind My Wall, Tokio Hoel.

i feel like closing my blog for a while.

how how how?

READERS, TAG ME AHH :DDDD

hahahahaha, school is starting, SEC 1 NEXT YEAR, I PITY THEM.

(!!!!!)(Y)

back to post, ahahahah.

stayed hooked on a seat while the MOTHERS went to go Jalan-Jalan.

okay la, CHAPTEH ALSO AHH.

dont play-play, i pro okay!

CHEYWAAHHH!

hahahaha, awesome ((:

then went home, ate Murtabak :DD

yay, then sleep (:



countdowns and all, its been tradition to me, SABUN PARTY AT HOME :DDDD

haha, YAY!

so now, a new post for Jan '10.

funny ey, not used to it yet.

BOO, sec 3. (:

leg pain, muscle cramps, SUGAR ADDICT.

my sweet tooth sucks.

coke zero, i need you again.

ARGHHHH!

BYE :DD

S A R A H :D

i guess theres no need for explanation is it?
but will we be like what we used to be before this?
ill necer forget what happened to us during the duration of months.
ill be missing this, but i feel no emotions.
why is that?
i guess this is goodbye.

hahaha, hello dear readers.

wait, i know.

MOOD SWING!

yay, i like!

blasting music on earpiece, Gates strumming his guitar blasting down my ear drums.

AWESOME.

edititng pictures, brick by boring brick.

i miss the feeling good factor, like they always use.

FML.

im always amazed at how interesting other blogs can be but when it comes to mine, oh dear.

i dont seem to get it right.

most probably something im gonna have to explore myself.

orientation was fun, no doubt.

pick out sizes, screaming here and there.

running around with Partner In Crime, YAY!

i miss her like so much.

hee, aircon in the hall was on, so DUH.

went it, and out, and in again (:

chatted with the ROCKER, dearest Jess (:

then, off to the canteen, help out behind the counters.

then off we went up, laiughed again.

experimented with the Infamous ear-plugs :DD

changi airport control tower, in joke :D

met some people, surprised and all.

didnt expect it to be that many but what do i know, right?

got home before them (Bros, and mum.)

Sid got in Bukit Panjang, like expected.

didnt bother to notice, sat in the living room felt awkward again.

sheesh, weird enough to freak me out, i think (:

yeaah, then inside the room and did nothing i guess.

that was when i received bad news, but oh well.

forgot about it, then they wanted to go out.

Imm it is lor.

met miss Khairiah, miss her like alottt.

hee, then off makan then home.

im gonna get sick, i can feel.

walk in the rain, play in the rain, what am i suppose to do huh?

yeaah, walked back home from tuition on tuesday, awesome.

with loud blasting headphones, like typical.

sprinted half-way, kanchiong.

ive yet to change smethings on the template part, but yeaah.

but then B, i still miss you.

how in the world am suppose to go hungover for you when we will practicaly meet everyday?

but yeaah, whatever it is, its done ey?

same-same but different.

yeaah.

im not gonna be frequent in blogging again, due to the fact that i needa study for everything.

and i need to recap my maths from both sec 1 and twooo )):

boo, anyone wanna help me?

first two days of school, and im already missing lessons.

what about the other days then?

thenthenthen, people thought im like 18 already.

wth, so old meh?

boo, do i want to or not to?

idk whats best.

haha, holidays, are boring.

im like always listening to my music, but people always side track me of my concentration.

greaaaaat la like that.

kay, i dunno what to talk about anyways.

goodbye love.

S A R A H (:

suddenly, you will hate life.
it always happen like this, thats why its called life.
argh, its like you just have wait, and control your anger, like unable to do a thing.
damn it, see the world behind my wall.
its pathetic the way they have to see us be happy, and pretend for them to be happy.
why cant they just let it out?
its a spoiled way to really enjoy yourself.
see, you cursed me and still you say i am one.
well how can i not be when you are doing this to me?
it isnt fair, it never is anyway.
no wonder, life sucks.
yet again, whose life doesnt?


argh, spilled the beans.
a few things out, im tired but i cant sleep.
idk whats wrong with me, maybe i just wanna suffer, eh?
and you wanna delete your blog?
asal ni?
dont delete ah, please?
ooh, schools re-opening soon.
i cant wait again, *dead tone* yay.
been so absent-minded, i dont think i care anymore.
if its a vow of silence i have to make it a promise, i wanna keep it a real promise this time.
seeing myself breaking loads of promises is enough, i needa change.
ill be better behaved next year, or maybe i should start now.
damn all this stoopid troubles im putting myself into.
i wanna go off, no point in wasting my time and sitting here.

good-bye. (:

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well, what the fuck do you want me to say now? nak aku admit aku ni bitch pe? okay ah, fine. MEMANG AKU BITCH. puas? memang aku ni bitch, aku sedar atas diri aku, bluek! fine ah, what do YOU WANT me to do? admit yang aku ni da paiseh? admit ape lagi kau nak? kay, YER LAA, AKU PAISEH LA SESANGAT-SANGAT. HAIYO! puas ke tak skarang?! what do you want me to do next? beg for forgiveness on your feet? say what? " Im sorry i tagged you like that. i should have asked. sorry ________" nak aku buat gituk? serious pe? AND! memang aku baek hati, takkan kao tak tawu girl =.= sheesh. ohh, with THE MOST SINCERITY WITHIN ME [ -___________-"] sorry la kay aku tag ko gitu macam, but the way others read it is like that. i mean, you cant people to see it the way you do. its reality. fine ah, memang aku deserve kene comments macam gitu, but wtv aheh. okay la, fine la fine la. sorry for making that VERY VERY VERY BIG mistake of making you feel like im finding fault with you -______- yer, aku bitch, fine, aku paiseh, and pape la, aku sorry lahhhhhhhh. is that what you want me to say? sheesh.

BACK TO POST, hello dear readers!

haha, again, im back ey?

later going out again, off to Isetan with mum.

go shopping again.

WITH MY FUCKING WALLET MISSING!

@#!$%@&#$%$!

damn it la, i wanna turn back time please.

bluek, hahaha.

forget the paragraph on top, no point if youre not the one.

tv's running like nobodys business, i cant do much.

thingsve been going slow, and i miss school.

i seriously do.

next yera is hectic for me, i can feel it :D

wah wahwah, im running late.

gotta go off to BB find my wallet then off to meet ibu at Toa Payoh again.

bye people.

i miss b.

science centre next one ey?

:D

S A R A H :D

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HELLO DEAR READERS :DDDDD

CHEYWAHH, BIG BIG AHKAY!

HAHAHAH, hello people :D

use NOT BOLD CAN AHH?

yessa, updating, AGAIN :D

when i have the time, ill update.

dont worry :D

keeping this thing alive like always :D

im bored.

lets get it moving people :D (claps hand)

haha, lets go back to last night okay?

what happened?

left house at 1845, saw anda walking home :P

then bus came at 1850 -________- so late siaak!

thenthenthen, halfway through the journey, i had to stand, DANG!

then got a seat for the other half.

yeaah, reached Toa Payoh only at 1930, and i thought Ibu was done with her dental checkup.

but in the end, havent even start.

wth, then jalan-jalan a little, ibu got called and went to the dental clinic there loh.

then while waiting for ibu, i went to walk around at the alley behind the dental clinic.

ohh, I DO NOT, I REAPEAT, I DO NOT RECOMEND YOU SALLY HENSEN'S NAIL POLISH.

say only the brush covers every countour, but nope.

and i had to swipe at least two coats to see the fill the whole nail.

wth, the fed-up with the thingy, remove all the way until today.

BUT BACK TO ORIGINAL TOPIC.

Ibu only ended at 2030, then went to town. :DDD

hah, hoping to see kakak (MacD'd beanie.) but to no avail )):

boo, i miss her like banyak ahh!

hahaha, okay. then went past Far East plaza to Marks and Spencer for a while, SAW MANGO AT 50% OFF SALE.

fullermak, went to Wheelock, tahaning my desire to see inside.

walked past ION ORCHARD, WAHLAU.

cried again, hehe.

but silent lorr, so not awkward :D

heeeeee, motive to Wheelock was to buy cookies for Ayah's friend.

he gotta exchange gifts maahs :D

thenthenthen, went back to MANGO, surveyed the dresses there :D

hahaha, then bought two shirts then met Ayah at Far East.

wanted to eat at Esteler 77, Mee Bakso stall.

but too late, closed already.

then Ibu suggested KFC, but then closed already also )):

then no choice lah, went back to Al-Azhar.

lucky 24 hours, or i would have died of hunger :P

hee. ate Nasi Pattaya and kebas Ibu's Beef Skillet :DDD

hahah, the reach home, oh boy.

2330 already, and i wasnt aware of the time actually (:)

haha, okaaay.

sidetracked by facebook.

then only slept at 1pm.

hee :DDD

then today.

jumpstart up and about again.

didnt feel good, so went to Caltex in the afternoon to buy TWO COKE ZERO AND ORIGINAL RUFFLES :D

hahaha, and whats more?

a damn big chip is inside, biggest ive ever seen :D

yay yay, later going out again :D

celebrate Nyanyi's birthday at Chua Chu Kang Park there.

boo, like so malas ahh to klua but nvm lahh, klua pon klua lah Sarah.. :D

hahaha, i miss bby.

boooooooooo, its only days till i get to see him again :D

nevermind, i can keep my level down, right?

Mtv hip-hop now :D

ooh, Divas Face-offs :D

been sleeping with Barney lately, reminds me of Childhood days, awww.

i miss those days alot :D

anyone wanna go back to ppis with me, like turn back the clock thingy?

hahahahaha, been crying alot too lately.

and im frequently paranoid and worried.

something bad's gonna happen, i think.

DAMN IT.

okeh, i wanna go off already :D

hee, i miss you, i need you, i love you.

ILMNY. :D

TAKE CARE PEOPLE :D

S A R A H H :D

you dont realize how much i need you - George Harrison.



TIME CHECK: 0445 AM.

IM STILL HYPER LIKE HELL.

OH, WTF.

MIGHT AS WELL PRETEND TO SLEEP.

HAH, BUT I DONT WANT TO LEHHS.

TIME IS SO SLOW LAHH.

IS IT ME OR IS IT JUST CS MY BROS ARENT HERE?!

HAH, FOR ALL YOU KNOW, YOU KNOW IM BORED EHH :DD

ANYONE TO LAYAN/TEMAN ME FOR A FEW MINUTES?

SINCE DOWNLOADING SONGS AINT WORKING, DANG!

HAH, MY NIGHT-LIFE BUDDY ALSO NOT AWAKE.

BOO ):

GOOD NIGHT/ GOOD MORNING PEOPLE :DDDD

S A R A H :D


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its 2 am people, and i really cant sleep.

too much caffeine again?

or is it just me being nervous about later on?

hmm, anyways.

read through people's archives.

disapointed and i want answers, desperately.

anyone to help me answer?

hahaha, watching videos the best way i think :D

YAY!

S A R A H :D

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091209.

AWESOME LIKE ANYTHING!

haha, so, typically, hello readers!

miss me yet?

haha, went out with bby on the 9th (:

went to ION ORCHARD ferst, jakun a little (:

DUH, big place dokk!

then, jalan-jalan on the attempt to the biggest library.

but FAILED!

haha, then up to Wheelock Place then to... CATHAY!

catched NEW MOON AT CATHAY!

HAHAHAHA, AWESOME!

obviously, he paid for tickets, i paid for food (:

not bad ahh, but the ending sucks. A LITTLE!

then in the 106 bus, all the way to Tangling Mall, rounding-rounding (:

then ate at Macdonalds down there.

after that, walked all the way to Singapore Botanic Gardens ((:

long time no go there, so yeaah (:

then, walked a little, then took the 77 bus home :DD

i miss the bus no doubt :D

on the way, bby said he would do me a favour of returning me library book for me.

SWEET KANN?!?!?!?!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA :DDDDDD

then, reached home at what time ah?

1920 i think. :\

believe me, i thought i was gonna get nagged and all but NOPE SIREE!

not at all lahh.

then daddy came back and well, didnt know everything till mom told him the full story D:

then he said he want confiscate but the put outside -_________-

so waste my effort of taking out sim card and put in another phone lahh.

BOOO!, hahahaha.

then, nak klua je, amek hp :D

hahaha.

okehh, anything else i gotta update?

CGHANGED SKIN TO CURRENT ONE!

like finally nice skinn :D

and im not changing ((:

until when i get bored with it :D

hahahah, i miss bby.

okay la.

THEN TOMORROW, IRONICALLY, I WILL BE AT BOTANIC GARDENS AGAIN! :DDDDDD

HOW AWESOME (:

with aunt to pick me up, yessa!

hahaha, ooooooohhhhh.

iPod TOUCH for 64GB, going at SIX HUNDRED AND FORTY-FIVE DOLLARS.

WTF!, so expensive.

but im gonna buy it the soon it lowers its price :D

ahahahahahahaha, then i will be AWESOME!

lol, 2 DAYS TO 2ND!

I CANT WAIT, SHOULD HAVE GONE OUT ON THE 16TH INSTEAD.

hahaha, the next time im seeing him will be on the first day of school, i think.

boohoo.

hahaha, camwhore tomorrow!

yessa :D

time check: 2344pm.

and im not tired.

ohh, went out today.

headed to arab street, ate at Hajjah Maimunah at Jalan Pisang.

toured Geylang Serai, saw Lorong 1 to idk how much.

and recapped on my family's history lesson.

My grandmother fully chinese, dont play-play ah!

hahah, then back at Grandpapa's house, lepaked there a little.

read some notes then off home.

irony, again, was that my mum got fined, at 5PM!

and i left grandpapa's house at what?

5.15 PM, gahhs.

always kena saman you know.

leceh ah gini macam sia.

okehh, then left my aunt with brothers down there then straight to NTUC Finest (:

awesome, bought little thing, dont worry, under 60 :D

haha, then off home ahh.

picnic at Botanic Gardens, ill be smiling like a little kid tomorrow.

since im gonna remember what has happenned on the 9th ^^

haha.

went Malaysia on the Saturday.

Bst lahh, inside the car, while listening to my MP3, i was crying and listening to nagging by mother. -________-

hahah, best child ever ^^ , period.

then, shopped for my Mango pants there, YAY!

i finally got what i wanted :DDDDD

haha, then what happened?

ohh, went to check out this restraunt at Permas Jaya, Senibong.

cool place, on water.

Reminded me of Legend Water Chalet.

gahh, i miss that place :DD

haha, then ate there.

ate two crabs, small squids (NICE OKEH!), Kai Lan, 3 plates of rice (TO BE SHARED AHH!), and idk.

hahah, total up to 77 ringgit, woohoo.

haha, then off home lahh :D

on Sunday, yesterday, went out to PULAU UBIN!

haha, but no cycling, boohoo.

Ibu bought food at Changi Village, so we came prepared :D

and there was no need to wear track shoes and track pants, cs if you are on the board walk, its just like a normal walk.

so much for the fusiness!

haha, went to chek jawa, awesome place.

actually, we only wanted to see the chek jawa wetlands.

in the end, we took both the chek jawa and the coastal boardwalk.

-________________________- waste my time aje.

haha, but worth it.

rubber tree, rubber seed.

scraped on the floor, it became hot, terrorize people using it.

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!

okeh, the in the van, saw MarKus.

haha, Matin was smilling and waving like nobody's business while i sat behind with crossed legs and straw hat :D

hahaha, humid place and NOT NICE GETAWAY.

haiyo, make me feel more stress -____________-

then shipped back to singapore, went to rest at Changi Village again.

then off to OG and Sim Lim.

went separate ways, me tagging with mummy, boys tagging with daddy.

then bought my jeans and what mummy desired, a white bag.

hahahahaha, cute know she.

then, called the boys back, wanted to but shorts and jeans for the older one.

then went back home ah.

and since it was mummy's birthday, it was fun la.

everyone was at their best anyways ^^

yay to us!

hahaha, time check! : 0008.

cool :D

and im still not asleep :D

theres so much to post!

and i will still be here tomorrow, i hope :D

hahaha, okeh.

TAYLOR LAUTNER IS HOT BUT ROBERT PATTINSON IS HOTTEST 8DDDDDDD!!!!!

its the way thing goes ehh :D

but he (Taylor Lautner), has gone through major changes :D

hahahaha, anyone to disagree what i say?

TAG ME!

i feel tempted to see how long ive typed.

hahah, okay laa :D

S A R A H :DDDD

christmas is near but 16 is nearer!

bby, ily :D

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