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Tuesday, December 22, 2009 || Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Suddenly, i feel like as if im unable to do anything.
like theres something wrong within me.
but the again, i could not find it.
it feels weird not knowing what the future holds for you.
its scary when you realise, what is about to happen next is really not what you expected.
it feels this way when suddenly you look at everything back, only realising the real world.
and theres no one who can stop you from doing whatever it is you wanna do.
its scary when you have to think back about whats lif gonna be.
suddenly, you will hate life.
it always happen like this, thats why its called life.
argh, its like you just have wait, and control your anger, like unable to do a thing.
damn it,
see the world behind my wall.its pathetic the way they have to see us be happy, and pretend for them to be happy.why cant they just let it out?
its a spoiled way to really enjoy yourself.
see, you cursed me and still you say i am one.
well how can i not be when you are doing this to me?
it isnt fair, it never is anyway.
no wonder, life sucks.
yet again, whose life doesnt?
argh, spilled the beans.
a few things out, im tired but i cant sleep.
idk whats wrong with me, maybe i just wanna suffer, eh?
and you wanna delete your blog?
asal ni?
dont delete ah, please?
ooh, schools re-opening soon.
i cant wait again, *dead tone* yay.
been so absent-minded, i dont think i care anymore.
if its a vow of silence i have to make it a promise, i wanna keep it a real promise this time.
seeing myself breaking loads of promises is enough, i needa change.
ill be better behaved next year, or maybe i should start now.
damn all this stoopid troubles im putting myself into.
i wanna go off, no point in wasting my time and sitting here.
good-bye. (:
