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Monday, May 31, 2010 || Monday, May 31, 2010
IMMA BE GOING TO THE AIRPORT TO SEND THEM OFF.OH MANSCXZ.the horror of it all.updating soon, and its gonna be close to my 3ooth post.yes, i know.and that the real reason why i update alot. (:hahah!and yes, im seriously gonna miss them and all, really!ohh, especially my cousin.yes, my cousin. (:hahahahahahh!I STILL WANNA GO AND STAY OVER AT INDONESIA.oh manscxz!
and yes!finally, mummy's gonna let me go shopping! :DHAHAHAHAH! :DYAY YAY! :Dmeans that i can shop, till i drop maybe?but my money flying off like that?OH WELLS.okay bye, im off already. (:
going out. :D
Saturday, May 29, 2010 || Saturday, May 29, 2010
out again, aiyo :Dbut never mind, eat with the indons, which is okay. :DHAHAH!YAAAAAY! :Dsee ya, later :D
anger.
|| Saturday, May 29, 2010
from my point of view, its just my mum, and the maid.sont take it too much on yourselves, its just NOT YOU.okay, so yeaah, here goes.ooooh, and theres alot going on at tumblr.6 new posts under 20 minutes, wow.thats alot. (:okay okay!mummy eh? i mean, seriously, what the fuck is going on in your mind? have you ever wondered about what I want? i need a new pair of slippers and sandals, and all you care about is just about YOU, YOU and more YOU. i have to nag and brag to you about all of this, and seriously speaking, you dont even care. what is this? it seriously isnt fair you know. ive been working my ass of, trying to find that fucking maid, and trying to keep everything up to your standard, and all you care is about you and your cousins. how fair can you be? i wanted a new pair of slipper, and you think about buying for Matin his shoe?!?!?!?!?! what the fuck is wrong with you? and there you go, complaining 'oh, you need a new sandal.' and you buy for him a shoe?! eh, beli slipar ten dolars on susah pe sial? tak susah, abe tak kasi klua, abe complain? ehh, sakit telinge aheh nak dengar perbualan kau. kalau kasi klua satu hal ah, ini, tak kasi, abe complain la, abe kate go buy yourslef la, abe tak mau kasi klua, how to buy? and you know i dont like to go out alone, or with you either, although technically you pay for the thinkgs, but i know what to do, and wat to buy. YOU WONT EVEN LET ME OUT TO GO TO WESTMALL TO MEET MY FRIENDS WITHOUT HAVING TO CALL YOU EVERY FUCKING 5 MINUTES. and you think its fair? no it aint. it never is. luckily you are my mom. if you were someone else, ill be damned to care already. i know you love me and you are scraed to lose me, but im not ten anymore, or maybe, im not five. im fifteen. and its not like as if i cant take care of things myself. i know how to, okay? even with my kawans, i can keep myself under control, the only matter is you being to over pessimist. relax okay? its not like anything, i know youre scraed for my well-being and for me to stay safe and all, ive heared you the first 50 million times, bu. seriously. when am i going to let you see my demands? you complain about the slipper and sandals, but you arent making any effort at all. how about that? it isn fair, its isnt fair.and you, the fucking maid. i though that we could all rely on you to help us with the household chores, bnut i guess putting too much high hopes on you isnt such a good thing. yes, i know that you miss your husband and children, but eveen if you know that, why bother working here in Singapore? its good enough my mither gave you vitamins, spent lots of money on you, and you give us this kind of a pathetic result? who do you think you are? if you are thaat good, i dont ming, but you really do suck. eh, basic household chore pn susah pe nak buat? tak kan, abe asal skejap nak balek, skejap nak stay? ingat ape, holiday pe? eeeeeh, menyampah siulscxz. and dont pretend to pull of that "saya sakit bu, say pusing bu, saya ngak sedap badan bu" and all those fucking bullshits. dont and never take my mum for granted. and in fact, i rather have you comitting suicide rather than you have to be so much as to be this kind of a person. worse kind of person ever. never in my history with maids have i ever encountered some fucking person like you, bitch. nonsense.okay done, now i can have my peace, aye?absofuckinglutely.yeally, superbly fucking mad.and this is the only post with fuck going on.im sorry, did it offen you?oh, and i wanna ask my daddy to download the little mermaid ofr me.ahvery time i wanna watch the little mermaid, something must go wrong.damn!and has anyone heard the song Nightmare by A7X?it really is a nice song FYI! :Dhahah!and the drums are amazing in this one. (:i really do like it, aye? haha.ohh, and it looks like it that way.yeah, me too.wonder who?hahahahhahahahh!ooooh, and i miss msn-in nonsense with Kiki. :Dhahah!okay bye. (:i seriously hafta catch up with a lot of poele.who wants an outing with me?oh, ISPLs.why oh why should there be ISPL?oh, and 16 hours of OGL, HELL YES! :Dand finally, a post with title. :D
friday.
|| Saturday, May 29, 2010
ohh Friday.yes, Friday.I AM SO PISSED WITH MY MUM ON THE FRIDAY.AND THE FUCKING MAID TOO.yeaah, went supper Thursday night, went to Singgah Selalu.ate my Nasi Goreng Kampung, and then went back to Singapore at TWO in the morning. (:yeaaah, slept till ten i suppose.woke up, and the maid was gone.yeaah, she ran away.and not coming back.and yes, i still have my revenge set on her.im not going let it go though, i mean, seriously.details in the upcoming story. (:no worry, no worries.everyhing is okay, right?HAHAH!okay okay!so most probably, she left the house at 8:30 till maybe about 9:30 before fatty woke up.yeaaap, so after that, me and skinny went out to do a through search for her, from the seventeen floor, and went all the way down.so skinny was first though, since i had a blister which i had to pull it out a day before this happened. ):and to tell you the truth, iot really stings, till now.yeaah.okay, so back to post.yeah, ands then skinny said that he saw her, at the carpark area.i mean, those who have been to my house for atleast acouple of times should know this place very well.hahah!okay okay!so we sprinted, yes, the both of us did sprint, all the way to the llast place we saw her, and surprising enough, she was long gone. ):yeaaah, i already pleanned what the scenario is like when we were searching for her.i told skinny that i would and will, slap her using my slipper, sit on her, and ask skinny to call my mum.hahah!cool though, although she is going thirty maybe?yeaaaaah, super pissed at her.okay, so then, after the sprinting action and all, we went to the bus-stop near caltex, catch our breath, and the mummy came, then we got all busy, then i went home to take my phone and brush my teeth and then helped fatty for a while,and then went back to the bus-stop.oh yes, and then we went home, since the agent called andsaid she was at the agency, so we were all relieved and all those crap, and then yeah.yeaaaah, we were really relieved and all, so after that i got bathing, then i called my aunt to come over, then nothing happened.yeaaaah, lspet for a while, woke up with a sudden burst of uh comotion going on.so after that, after all the stupid commotins and all those craps, went back to sleep.oh yeaaaah, it was hot, and humid, and sweaty, and busy, and all i could do was sleep.slept with the phone in one hand, and the keys on another hand.i know right, it is weird. :)hahahahaha!okay okay!so when my mum left to sign the papers, and i went all sleeeping, i really didnt bother was going on in the house you know.i mean, what the fuck should i give a damn about manscxz?its like im suppose to be like fucking awake to get every single fucking thing to what the fucking woman wants.hows that, now im the fucking maid?eh hello aheh, NO WAY.okay okay, angry for what siulscxz?betul, kan kan kan?yeah, okay.oh, and yesterday, everyone of us were suposed to be present for the hantar nikah thing, but i guess we were th eoutcast, right?really though, i feel like stuck in the family.when am i ever gonna get what i want?okay that one later.anonther post, oh so today is a the-more-the-post-the-merrier day huh?okay okay okay, its okay.i rather blast out my angser here rather than there you know?yeaah, really.so okay okay okay!yeah, so yesterday was a sick day really.super sick day.yeah, imagin me going in the bathroom with that fucking woman all naked, and i had to turn down the tap, which is superbly disgusting?yeah, i cant believe that i am doing it.no, not anyone, but ME.who am i to them?another fucking maid too/so that its, just because im the only girl in the house, i have t do all the unnecessary things too?its okay to be helping the fucking woman, but wahing the plates and cups after the others are finish with their eating too?i mean, you told them not to take advantage of me, but what about you huh?so you think its fair like that?okay okay.although i was stuck at home for the rest of the day, i managed to go out, to another jepotan, wearing casuals, cs i dont wanna be ssem awkward.so after that, got home.pissed with mum.didnt even talk to her throughtout the whole journey, but she wanted to make an attempt in talking, but its kinda nice seeing her strugging to talk to me.and finally she thinked it through and at night she made her decision by saying that the fatty and the skinny will wash the toilet floor, while i do the rest.it feel okay to me, and all.but i still want the new maid to come fast.i wouldnt want to suffer for the next seve days you know.and I stil have my ISPLs to do, and the faster i do them, the more time i have to relax.and I gota tell you, i just have a feeling that my batch will be better than the current batch.hell yes, and another post to ven out my anger, oh wells.and the comps lagging again. ):okay another post, this one, DONE.next one, haha!working on it, sty tuned for more. (:
|| Saturday, May 29, 2010
HELLO HELLO!seriously though, hello. (:hahah. hows you guys?holidays are here, baby! :Dokay okay, lets start updating since the 26th of May shall we?hahaha!okay okay, lets go!on a side note : i may just forget what happened on the 26th, so bear with me okay. (:yaaaaaay! :Dso on the 26th, right?Wednesday, and everything wwas like going wrong a little bit, i guess.hahah!okay okay!lesta staaaaaart.so on the 26th, woke up with muscle aches that occured throughput my whole entire body. ):which i can deduce, is very painful. ):yes, then after that, bathed and all, go school, morning assembly, first period = design and tech.yes, we did drawings, which were kinda cool you know!and yeahs, did the mini project too. (:haha!awesomely awesome and all, had fun, them was it Chemistry then?yeaah, but all i know was that June Teng did not come, and we had the class all to ourselves. (:enjooooooy. ~hahah, okay!after that, we had uh, i forgt okay?booooooo right?I KNOW.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!ohh, and we went to westmall, Nora, Atiqah and me. (:enjoyed, then after that, say Diyana Sait. (:awwwww, she looked prettier already!hahaha, serioussssss.then talked for a little while, then we went off, go do something else.bought Old Chang Kee. and then headed home. (:yeaaah, then lepaked for awhile, and then wake up, did the usual excercise of flexing my arm muscles to throw just a small ball to the fat one.seriously, how pathetic can this be?and im not superbly sure where i got the sudden boose for grammar right now, but as long as i keep updating, it will wear out soon i suppose. (:hahah!yeaaaaah, then do nothing uhh.go ngaji, come back, saw Fazirah, then off to sleep again.yes, I AM SO DARN LAZY.but better than wandering to places where my mum would even kill me, so its okay. (:yeaah, serious serious. (:then yeah uh, nothing much happened on the 26th of May, reallllllllly.another post, im working on it. (:
Thursday, May 27, 2010 || Thursday, May 27, 2010
hello hello!dont know why you say goodbye I say hello. (:HAHAH! :Dhello dear people. (:yeaah, i know.sounds superbly perky todayyyyyy. (:okay so, today eh?IDK why im happy but all i know is that, IM SUPER HAPPY. (:thats all. :Dhaha, PTM todaaaaaaay. (:AWESOME AH SIULSCXZ.seriously ah, if it werent for my good behaviour, I think Mr Lim would have killed me on the spot.like instantaneously. ):okay so, although I was kinda late for the PTM, and thankfully Ayah wasnt angry, I made on time, luckily.managed to get aircon before we went up to level three and had the talk. (:hahah!okaaaay, after that.waited for Mr Lim like waiting for the sky to fall though ):but its okay, he seemed calmed. (:then sat down and all, Ayah spoke to Mr Lim :Dhahah, ehh, he jaga okay!berbual with my father until like not like himself.and dad was sweating profusely.yes, im not sure where I suddenly had this burst of intellectual vocabulary coming out of this wonderful mind of mine, but its okay, you know. (:hahah, okay so hesaid I was well-behaved and all.and seriously, I went red myself.cs I seriously do not think that i have done thaaaat great in class ever.seriously, cs all I know, that what I did, was screaming, and shouting, and laughing out loud, and doing all kind of nonsensical things that you could have ever imgained. (:ohh well, cheyyyyyyy.but PTM went very very very well though,like superbly well.i kinda like the good remarks that were being said just now.it was just simply awesome. (:ahahaha, then after that, we headed down the Spiral Staircase, and saw a cab.so, I ran or plractically sprinted for the cab to stop and see me, but he didnt ):but it was okay, cs afer like 2 minutes, a cab showed up. (:hahah!okay then, went down to play ball-throwing with fatty, which was kind of fun, in fact. (:except for the usual matreps whom enjoys sitting there wasting their time smoking.in fact, waste their life too. (:hahah!okay okay okay!so imma hafta re-start from the first, since i kinda skipped that part. (:nehmind la people, ill make it a long long long story. (:hahah!oay so like again, woke up, WITH A SORE ON THE BACK, and ON THE NECK ))))):sedih doh.but its okay, so after that, went all the way to school. (:thennnnnnnn, morning assembly as usual.uh, first period, English.oh man, i am so gonna miss Mr Lim, and walking out to the toilet with Nurul Syazwany.seriously siulscxz.once we come back form the June school vacation, Queck Meng Chee bye will be taking us, the 3N2's, i guess.AND I SWEAR I SERIOUSLY DONT WANT THAT TO EVER HAPPEN.serious.hahah!sumpah every night can get nightmare. ):hahah!okay okay!so we got chocolates each, and its the batang-ish ones, not the small kit-kat type.not that I have anything against Kit-Kat though, I LOVE KIT-KAT OKAY! :Dhahah!yeaaaah, then after that, we did nothing, and yeah.we did nothing. (:next was Physical Ed, June Teng aka Gunteng tak datang, on course with Ashraf. :Dhaha, i was already prepared not to bring my PE Attire, for I know that she wont be able to make it today. :DMUAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D :D :D :D :D :Dhaha, yeaaaaaah.okay, so slacked in class, do nothing, me and Amirah did the only one thing we love to do best.SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! :Dhahah seriously though, sleeping is the awesomest bomb ever. :Dyeah yeah, and then we had Sosial Studies. which was kinda like the busiest period ever, since we had to like get Two ISPL packages and all those sosial shitscxz.yeaaah, theres still ISPLs to be done. ):oh man, this is gonna be one tough hectic year for me.i mean, come one.mum's already strating to nag at me about this crappy resluts, but atleast I DID pass science,and hey, a 5 is still better okay.its meant to be combined, becuase its not pure, dumb foot.say only my cousin coming, and then in tyhe end, spoil my mood.kanina bu chow chi bai, irritating siol.before i go not talking and rebelling against you, stop it sial.stop it, okay.if im ever gonna buck, its not gonna be for you.i mean, i know you sympathze me ofr getting this kind of marks, but im already trying as hard as I can, so relax okay?seriously irritating, kaopei.okay okay, so where was I again??argh, then after sosial studies was recess.yeah, ate a Chicken Chop, then off to Faculty Assembly.yeaap, won an award withiut popular vouceh.i seriously need money, and i seriously need the voucher.atleast with vouchers, i could have done something.like buying more pens, and my correction fluid and all those stationaries that I need.serioussssssssssssssssss.hah, okay okay.then after that, stuck in class, do nothing.get back report book, get back things that I dont want, ate my Potato Wedges that I bought from recess, and then relax one corner, enjoying wind.yeah, after that, staed back in school for Physics SCT, but there wasnt supposed to be any SCT today, but since we did NOT on purpose miss his class, we had to uh.KANINA laah that one.same with the Female Duck.okay okay.so after that, after Phnysics SCT, went to re-arrange the class.and it looks nicer though. (:i like it, alot. (:but too bad, we werent able to re-decorate the uhh, the whiteboard, and the duster had failed us, so its okay you know?yeaah, hahahahaha.okay, then went home, and t=rushed back to school, for the PTM.and then kanchiong maaahs.so after that went up, got the talk and all those things, went home.reached home, bought for Ayah condensed milk, then off to play the ball-throwing practice.after that, Siddique came, and then off to play, then, go home ah.reach home, and bathed, and then online here, updating about today.yesterday was fun to.but yesterday's happening will be in the post to come, soon. :DBYE.
un-normal :/
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 || Tuesday, May 25, 2010
should have known better, right?
i mean, it isnt worth my energy anyways.
but thanks eh.
should know what i mean.
and its not you again, its another you.
no, im not kidding.
someone slap me in the face now please.
i seriously have to stop this emo shit thing that has been going on.
it really sucks ah, ttm.
i mean, what more could i asked for?
other than the fact that i desperately need money and all those.
THINGS.
i feel like..
Sick, you know what i mean?
serisouly.
and this is the only time i see myself writing like this.
yes, imma have to go back to normal soon, in another post.
no worries about it.
imma want to have to re-cuperate from all these.
SA2 oi!
serious!
hahah, and im bleeding all over.
I MEAN!
i have cuts all around me so far.
and I very scared PMS re-lapse. ):
susah siulscxz.
SCARED SCARED SCARED.
and Prince Caspian looks like Synyster Gates.
have I already mentioned that??!!
ohh, and uh.
I think that uh, A7X is falling apart soon. )))):
OH NO! D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
okay im done, i think.
ill be going off now, since theres Ngaji later. ):
oh wells.
BYE! :D
I STILL CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW. :D
COUSIN IS COMING, COUSIN IS COMING.
IM SO HAPPY IM SO HAPPY.
but this isnt the best days of my life though.
its just my cousin. :D
hahaha!
and Siddique sumpah irritating. ):
bagos siol those takde adek irritating. :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D
i "haha" till so long cs i need something to fill the page. (:
okay bye.
nopes.
|| Tuesday, May 25, 2010
i didnt forget you, i just moved on.HAHAHA, funny.okay, i guess you wont know whats happening around me ey?its okay beb, its okay.idc, i think.why not delete it as well?wouldnt life for you be simpler than you might think?hm hm hmmm?hahah, why bother eh Sarah.yeah, in fact, im tired of life.I NEED THE HOLIDAYS TO COME FASTER.so that i can rest.AND MY COUSIN IS COMING TOMORROW! :DOMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.i am so happy.
its okay though.
|| Tuesday, May 25, 2010
I mean seriously, according to title.White Slip for PTM, hell yes. (:Happy enough, so that my parents can DONT go. (:hahahah, cool ey?yeaaaaaaaaaah.and then, what else happened today?oh, well basically nothing. (:i mean, hey, the teachers werent in my class today.like two ah, not all.HAHAHAH, yeaah.okay okay, i tell story today laah.okay okay, so today story goes by the gist first.the gists are :optional PTM form.18 points excluding U grades. ):energetic, i guess.okaaaaay, so today huh?uhm, like yeaah.wake up in the morning feeling like P. Diddy.you know what i mean, dont you think so?!hahah, yeaah, then went to school, first period, English.teacher meyo lai, so we all enjoyed in class.actually, outside class. :Dhahah, totally.there was like this uberly superbly amazingly awesome hot guy in the school, which happened to be working with Adam Khoo.Yes, Adam Khoo.and i tell you, woooooh!i love. :D :D :Dhahha, totally.and every girl, yes almost every girl that walked passed him, will confirm melt.SUMPAH.yes, he was thaaaaaaaaaaaat hot. (:hahah, then since we free period and he teaching Two Tech, which were late, we had the ultimate chance of seeing him. (:HAHAHAH! :Dokay okay okay, then after that, maths was good i guess. (:inside CP1 again, and i tell you, the maths questions were a little tough and a little easy.get what i mean?but serious serious.AWESOME FUN! :Dhahahahahahahahahahahahaha (:okay okay!after that, Chemistry aye?Chem, June Teng never come, another free period. (:sape tak suke siulscxz?then after that, crapped at the Student Plaza, camwhore. (:after that, recess, and the Design And Tech ):its nothing, i know.but i just simply dont like Mr D.no offence mr D, but your teaching isnt as good as Mr Lows'.Mr Low teaches better i think.and be thankful whoever who got Mr Low for any subject.his good. (:HAHAHAHAH!no kidding.D&T passed us by superbly fast today.and imma have to admit, it is a good thing. (:in fact, it is the best thing. (:HAHA. HAHA. HAHA.really though.ooooh, I just love practicals in D&T.cs they are uberly fun fun funnnnnn! :Dhahahahhahaha, yeaah, its true.then we did this mini project which was as i though, and as yluo all know, cool. (Y)hahah!okaaaaaaaaaay, after practical, got HPP1, where all we did was make noise, make more noise, make as much noise as possible. (:seriosuly, the class went out of control.got what crap, ISPL thingy that we had to do. ):its gonna be okay, rihgt?wait, it has to be okay.oooooooh, and Geog ISPL Package look spretty funny to me. :Bwe had to like do this map reading thing again, which i guiess, to me, is okay?hahahha, yeaah, right Sarah.BIG FAT HOPES AND DREAMS.then, had to rush to the hall, for the HeART Of ISPL.i wanna do Guitar la siulscxz.hahahha, WATCH ME CRUSH YOU DOWNNNNNNN :Dno lah, kidding only.dont take it to Heart eh. (:yeaaahz, so then, I wanted to go home with Atiqah and Nora, but Hannah Pulled me at the canteen, and in the end, i went home with miss Thaw Wan Wai.yeaahs, hows that huh?hahah!yeaah yeaah, then on the way home, bought Rainbow Rics Donut and Wan Wai bought uhm Mixed Juice, in a whole litre or somesort, and drank it along the way home -.-hahaha!reached home and this was the first thing i did. (:seriosuly.came home at 4, and its been almost an hour nowwww.yeah, seriously though.cs i was reading some people's blog.i only said PEOPLE, not any one that i know.i swear, its about...GLEE! :Dhahah!really!the weather is hot hot humid today. :Dhahah!and i didnt know you do diligently read my blog. :Dhahahaha, good for you thenn. (:its not wrong, i never said you arent allowed.and i know what you are going to do.because baby, i know you. :Dhahaha, dont lie la kay?and do you even really respong to what i say?cs if you do, please come up with a good long NICE paragraph for me to read (:im serious eh, NICE punye okay!
scary.
Monday, May 24, 2010 || Monday, May 24, 2010
did anyone read the Malay newspaper yesterday?theres this article with the following header.PEREMPUAN.yes, please go and read.for those who are thinking about having maids at home, take this article seriously.beacuse i know, im pretty much freaked out by my own maid.so i pray to Allah to never let this ever occur to me.its scray what she did, and uts sad.beacuase her humanitarian level = worse than negative kazillion.serious.go and read, then you know.OHH, READ IN BROAD DAY LIGHT.NOT NOW.please please please please do not let this ever happen to me.EVER.insya'Allah i will be protected by Him. (:
haha.
|| Monday, May 24, 2010
funny isnt it?I STILL NEED NAIL POLISHES.i mean, i already have what i want, but there even more colours i need. ):like Jade, and Red, and White, and Gold Shimmers, and that Star-ish over coat!i know, but I LOVE NAIL POLISHES. :Dseriously. (:HAHAH, anyone can recomend me any brand?wooaaaaaaah, okay nehmind.and i fell like changing my profile intro.it looks wrong, and im not sure how to shorten it though. ):oh wells.im off.see, told you i'll be posting in ten minutes. :>HAHAH! :Dokay okay okay okay okay.no human can express the happiness feeling inside me right now.OOOOOOOOOOOOH, TWO MORE DAAAAAAAAAAAAAYS. :D\m/HAHAH! :Dand i think, whatever i post for the past three days will be up here. :D
I AM SO HAPPY. (:
|| Monday, May 24, 2010
I CANT BELIVE THIS.MY COUSIN IS COMINGGGGGGGGG! :DOH EM GEEEEEE!
AND HIS COMING ON THE WEDNESDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! :D
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY! :Dalthough technically its the second last day of school, I DONT CARE! :Dseriously though.oooooooh, and i dreamt about someone about two nights back (:Its okaay though.wanna know?Amirah, is you are reading this soon, I'll tell you all tomorrow kaay?HAHAHAHA! :Dooooh, passed Science la seh! :Dhaopy sungguh aku.! :Dhahha, and i got 4 for Malay and English. (:i wasnt expecting B4 for English, and malay too. ):nehmind, i make sure i go UP UP UP! :Dngehhhhhh, like reaaaaal.but if i study kaaan, why not eh?TRUE TRUE. :Di failed MATHS AND DESIGN AND TECH )))))))))):sedeh siuuuuuuulscxz. ):HAHAHAH! :D :D D :Dbut then again, i did pass my Theory paper you knowwwwww.40/70 okay!bagus tuuuuuu! :Dyeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.i wanna try and forget every single un-adorable memories I had during the past 15 years of my life.tell me, who is able to do that for me?promise me that, and i wont ignore you.CHEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.step paham jeeee.dont take it seriously tawu.for show jeee.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! :Dyess, I AM SO HAPPY!ooooooohhhhhhhhh, and i realized something three days ago.MY EYEBAGS HAS LIKE DIFFERENT QUATITIES.on the right side, IS HUGE-ER than the one on the left side. ):cacat siulscxz. ))))))))):hahahahahaha, cacat anot, im happy with what I have (:HAHAHAH!cheyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.berbual, like i paham like thaaat. :Dtrue, right? (:stoopid Singh, dont allow Hello Panda and the Maxi Chips to be on sale anymore.THEN HOW THE HELL AM I GOING TO EVER SURVIVE NOT SLEEPING IN CLASS?!!!!!its not fucking fair you know. ):ITS NEVER FAIR.yes, it never is.booooooooooooooooooo ):no more Hello Panda, no more Lemon Barley, what else are they going to ban from this school?cs, for all i know, technically speaking, these products actually have made a big hit in school.eh hello, almost everyone in school eats Hello Panda.I mean, although Ive never seen anyone close to me like the guys eating Hello Panda, THEY STILL EAT IT OKAY! D:< how rude, all of a sudden quiting out on us. ):IT HAS DONE SUCH A MAJOR IMPACT ON THE SCHOOL.not academically, but money-wise laaaaaaaah.TAK FAIR, TAK FAIR, TAK FAIR.how could they do this?Dont they notice WE DO NOT support this decision?they should have just let us choose to pick with either staying and continuing with the Hello Panda or eliminate away the Maxi Chips siol.this is an absolutely outrageous thing that theyve ever done. ):I AM SAD ):but luckily they didnt stop selling the Green Tea and the rest.because, Gree Tea, is simply awesome (:and the aunty knows i like it cold. (:very cute know she. (:ahhhhhhhhhhh, Jessica better bring me to Forever 21 during one of these days. :DWE NEED TO SHOP.i mean, I NEED TO SHOP (:and mum cant decline me, cs i really do need to buy clothes. (:HAHAHAH!yeaah right!can decline me, MY FOOT HAVE AH!kaopei.ooooooh, no more Malay for the rest of the week?im so thankful for that! :Dbut then, theres still uhm, papers to do.i understand why.CS WE practically FAILED HER.okay.enough posting though.and its okay to unfollow, its okay. (:i dont mind.but i need you. ):atleast gimme a SOMETHING.yeaah, i really did treasure the friendship relationship (:at least a SOMETHING would be nice.ouu, and someone seemed shy just now. :>HAHAHAHAH!go figure out who go!dont ask me, cs if you pandai, you will know (:hahah!PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.LET WEDNESDAY COME AS FAST AS YOU CAAAN!I WANNA MEET MY COUSIN! :Dyes, i miss him ):ohhh, and i saw him talking to him.get what i mean?HAHAHAH! :Dguys shares gossips too eh, rupe-rupenye.its okay though.its normal for everyone to gossip.but what if gossips were true?no, its not like im hinting, im just saying, you know?HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.*FAILED sly look on my face, rubbing hands together, laughing. :D*hahahh! okay bye.super sticky.IF ONLY I COULD SLEEP TILL WEDNESDAY.that would be nice.ohh, and please arrive early, so that I can skip school.got thrown out of the class during physics.its okay though, im fine with that. (:hahah!happy sungguh.tetapi, busy juga ye!alahaaaaaaaaaaaaai. ):aiyer, so susah ah during the holidays.ooooh, so many stories to tell, so little time.so long people.skali nanti next post will be like in another ten minutes eh eh eh. ): aaaaah, apape je laaaah.OH, I DIDNT GET TO CAMWHORE AT BAPAK'S HOUSE ):cs my phone tengah ade period ):very moody, dowan to co-operate with me.okay.ooooh, and Sarax, you are pretty. (:i mean, IM JUST SAYING.oh please please please please please please.bring back my baby to me. :Dyeah right. ):so long people.and please please please please do keep the tagboard rolling. :D
Saturday, May 22, 2010 || Saturday, May 22, 2010
so long people.IM OFF TO EAT, and then to grandpa's houseanyone to teman?message meeeee. :DHUHU ^^ill update more i hope.and with pictures.i mean, how often do you see my face in a post?NOT MUCH! :Di make sure that i will camwhore. (:
|| Saturday, May 22, 2010
oooh, im gonna have a wordpress. :Dhahah! but only some people will know.HEHE.muahahaha.seriously, i miss you.they keep talking about you.and all i could do, was to NOT think about you.how am i supposed to forget you?
thing about thighs?
|| Saturday, May 22, 2010
ohh, and i keep wondering.how can people have their thighs super far apart, and others have it so close with each other?and why must only super thin people have those kind of thighs?thighs far apart can also mean that the person has aeating disorder.I DONT WANNA HAVE AN EATING DISORDER.HAHAHAHAH!who got new songs to offer to me?i am in serious needs of new songs. ):HEEEEEE.and theres alot going on at tumblr.wonder why also.hmmmmmmm.but im super lucky to have this lappy i guess.I WANNA HAVE MORE BLOGZ.ahah!english fail.bye.
HOLIDAAAAY! :D
|| Saturday, May 22, 2010
I AM SO HAPPY.
holidays are coming maaaanscxz.
the relieve of holidays are overwhelming on me, but the sight of the Parent-Teacher meeting is super scary. ):
seriously though.
AND I WANT A HOLGA.
ooh, mommy's bringing me down to 313 @ Somerset soon!
YAY YAY YAY YAY!
means i could shop all i want. :D
oooooooh, but then..
there'll only be like two things on my mind.
Sandals, and slippers.
HAHAHAHAH!
cool eh.
go all the way to Somerset for a pair of slippers and sandals.
SUPER PATHETIC SIA SARAH.
and comps lagging.
and i hope Namirah wins something for her Taekwondo Nationals today. (:
huhuhuhuhuhuh.
alot of major stores are at places where I cant reach.
boooooooooooooooooooo.
how am i supposed to get awesome things if everything is located near the town area?
HUHU ):
okaaaaay, dont know what to post about anymore.
SHOULD I BRING THIS ALL THE WAY TO HOLLAND?!
i myself am not sure ):
hahaha!
ooooooooooh, busy on the 28th.
Hantar orang g nikah. :D
HAHAHAH!
superbly busy lor thennn.
and have to wake up at 7 AM SHARP ):
i dowan wake up so early caaan?
eh, used to it already what eh!
hahah!
okay bye.
i better stop talking to myself on this blog ):
Friday, May 21, 2010 || Friday, May 21, 2010
I just realised.. that my tumblr skin and my blogger skin are the same.I just realised.. that with me doing nothing here, Im safer than anybody else.I just realised.. that every time i wanna do the same thing, the first one will always be wrong and the second one will be wrong too.I just realised.. that i keep leaving my phone anywhere.I just realised.. that i had a dream about you last night. o.OI just realised.. that my father is super stressed when my mum is not controlling the house.I just realised.. that I still have the things you gave me.I just realised.. that this is going no where.to tell you the truth, everything I do, reminds me of you.i cant even listen to paramore, because of you.its nothing, i know.but the impact is something.booomz, baby.i want you back.everything's not right.maybe, i should start anew eh.ohhlikecraaackYO! :Dhahah! okay bye.
