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HEHEHEH! :D
sup people?! :D
another lovely post, dont you dare worry. (:

im gonna be starting off describing today, and no other days. (:
yes, TODAY, JUST NOW. (:



yeaaaaaaaah.
lemme start off today's post with this.
IVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO UPDATE LIKE HOW I USED TO UPDATE! D:
OH NO, really though. D:
im deaaaaaaad.

uhm, so today yeaah?
today today today. (:
TODAY WAS FUNNNNNNN.
and AWESOOOOOOOOME. (:
serious.


practically nothing happened during the early morning. D:
and he didnt reply me untill like half and hour later. D:

how could you penny? D:


hahahaha, okay okay, so like I was saying.
didnt get to text alot, social studies was a drag, talk about the teacher in malay, and passed around notes. :D
yes, it was Mrs Ng Foo Li May.
and she sucks. D:
like that could make my day any better. D:
gaaaaaaaah.


English was next.
super merepeks I tell you.
listen to somethings that are being turned on on the Radio, and all we heard were people reciting words in such complicated British Acccent.
and we followed along, saying words that meant totally different that what it was supposed to be.
we are bad pupils, I dont care. (:

HAHAHAHAH!

Next was Pe, which was slightly just fun. D:
height and weight, IM SHORT okay.
its no mo-fucking kidding.
Its for like fuckin' real.
163 is SUPER SHORT.
not just short, ITS SUPER SHORT.
and its all my bag's fault. D:
yeaaaaah, heavy bags after heavy bag, WHY OH WHY AM I NOT SURPRISED?!
hahaha, yeaah right.

so after Pe was recess, which was okay okay la. (:

after recess was like Malay.
Malay was so-so boredom.
D: D: D:

after malay had like maths. :D
Computer Lab, SUPER AWESOME! :D
and I seriously forgot how to do most of the sums. -.-
and then, and then, and then, went to Atiqah's house. (:

HAHAHAHAH, Atiqah's house, was funnnnnn. (:
screamed and shouted with makcik, bergurau like my own friend like that! :D
hahahahah, awesome. :D
heeeeee, left my water there, let it go cold, and then rushed home to get things, and then off for CIP.

CIP was mo-fucking boring.
one hour with Judy alone make me feel sick.
but the place was okaaaay la.
with bees, yes beees.
and she totally suck at accompaning people to do their CIP.
and the class wasnt very engaged too. D:

I want Metta Home at Woodlands again.
that was like, the bomb ah. (:
getting to like dance, and sing, and play ball, and talk, and have fun, now thats what I call action-packed!
hahaha, yeaaah right. :D

okay okay, then went home with ms Thaw Wan Wai, had fun. (:
went library, hantar buku and all, then went home.
walk all the way home, I LOVE! :D
seriously!
hahahahaha, did crazy awesome things.
got home, changed to slippers, went down, CAMWHORE! :D

hahahahaha, after that, here I am, updating this post. (:

Yes, this is thursday, and the post was meant for yesterday. :D
hahaha, update more later on, hold on! :D

eh, update through phone. Gonna be a little jakun. KEEP THE TAGS ROLLING, AND RUNNING YO! And school reopens on Monday. Anyone done their homeworks? Try updating through your phone, its awesome. Totally.

somethings gone wrong.
deep inseide, we all know, that we are all alone.
so what is it that we are son unhappy about?
being alone is just another step to being independent on your own.
all you need to do is have another reality check, find out what is happening, and stay clam.
get a good hold of yourselves, and try to relax your mind.
The world is big enough for your mind to wander about.
let it go, and find a new one.

you live so far, how to meet you even?!
pindah Bukit Batok la, easier ape. (:
< 3 >

and im typing this fast enough that im missing my words.
shit.



hahah, random picture. (:
dont you agree?
Sap?
im tired, of everything.
totally, not understanding why?
its okay la, I understand.

granny is in the hospital, granny has fits.
hope granny has three more fits so that she can stay in that ward.
oh, how awful of me.
and im having no mood to update.
not no mood, exactly, but no energy, no enthusiasm.
cs what im typing now, its what i have been reciting for a very long time.
and this is no good. D:

yeaaaaah, granmother in hospital is equivalent to house in a peaceful environment.
totally, or else there will be the 'siren'.
yeah, she comes up with quirky and funny stupid names for the maid.
eventhough they alreasy have like simple and nice names to be called upon, yet she still calls them at her own 'confidence'.
its sad to see, even after several LOUD reminders. :/
hahahahah, but its okay now.
since she's at the hospital. (:
I LIKE, I LOVE. :D

been doing multiple 'shifts' this week. :/
uhm, say monday till friday.
totally, staying there for a very long time till the doctor and the nurses there knows me. (:
totally, they talk to me, and they are like super kind okay.
SUPER KIND.
yeaaaah, going to the hospital again, today.
im getting sick of it, anyone else sick of it as well?

oh, and I trotally agree with you about that post, i mean, cs its like totally true.
I so totally agree.
and I dont need you to come telling me that im gonna be okay.
totally, if you know what i mean.

so like Ive been meaning, back to post. (:
yeaaaaah, ive not been sleeping well.
not been eating well.
not been drinking well.
my well being is also not well.
and my daily plans are also going un-well.

oh crap, there goes my weekends. ):
my god-brother is getting married tomorrow.
and it would mean so much to them if I could attend.
but in a crisis time like this, how could I?
maybe I could go, only in the morning.
I cant stay for long.

chey, like as if they read my blog like that eh.
hahahahahaha, nonsense la.

and my English is slipping away from me, I NEED TO REGAIN IT BACK.
oh, so does my way of blogging. D:
how can I gain back my touch at blogging?
wait, I havent been blogging for a very long time, dont you think so?
yeaaaaah, maybe thats the problem.
and typing in English really do help me, I suppose so.

'not in my bones, so to speak.'
NCIS, Naval Crime Investigate Service.
Totally awesome, should watch it like every night, at 9:50, on FOX. (:
totally some awesome shit. (:
hahaha, really. (:
but the next season I dont think the favourites are in..
like Mark Wheatherly or something like that.
[ mom practically stalks him. ]
yeah, but totally whatever.

Jealousy struck me just just now.
totally, and its super very hard to try and forget it, but I cant.
its not a habit, its a thing or so you call it.
im not sure hot to put it in real terms anyways. (:

ohhhh, and hello there another fellow Fb guy. (:
thanks for making me feel all jumpy and having-butterflies-in-my-stomach feeling.
seriously, how am I suppose to reply you when you say that?
i mean, im scraed, and you should too. D:
argh, messed up all inside. D:
wait, but you seem like a nice guy (:
better actually. (:
and awwww, thats sweet. (:

hahahahaha, wonder who?
'i wonder how, i wonder why'.
hahaha, old song.

FIFA FEELING HAS REALLY SUNK IN TO ME.
ENGLAND ISNT SUPPOSED TO MEET ARGENTINA, USA IS SUPPOSED TO MEET ARGENTINA!
NO WAAAAAAY! )))))))):
argh, if they both meet [argentina and england] then who should I side with?!
Brazil against Portugal was scary ebough, but Messi will sure beat the crap out of Rooney. :D
hahaha, Gerrard and Messi and Tevez, and Higuain, and Heinze.
NO WAY.

no mood to talk really.
I shouldnt be putting the smiley faces up anyways.
its not right.
oh heck, whatever it is, its still okay.
right right right?

and yes, I have to put up pictures for my post.
but its okay, makes it look more lively I suppose. (:
hahahahahaha. :D
yaaaaay, i want that guy to message me again.
not you, its another one.

tell you guys what.

im not gonna be updating much, neither am I gonna be active on facebook.

Nyai's in the hospital.

Fits/Seizure on Monday.

NUH, 5:00 in the morning.

some super scary shit I tell you.

Seizure again yesterday, THREE TIMES.

wtf, scary shit.

yeaaaaaaaaah, so whatever happens today, whatever Notifications I can get, im not gonna reply it till IDK when. ):

I KNOW, ITS SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD! )))))))):

ah, but I hope my laptop wont lag too :D

too much things can destroy my laptop. ):

no la, kidding only. :D

hahahahahahahaha, okay bye.

off to hospital again.

and Im getting the flu bug again.

how lovely.

argh.



HELLO, AND SAAAAAAAP!
yes, well, very well then, HAHAH! :D
long time no post.
I agree.



Wanna now whats with the picture?
well, since it Fifa, I guess, its addictive.
really, after seeing the way Lionel Messi dribbles the ball.
WOAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
he is one DAMN good dribbler, believe me.
HAHAHA, oh, and Carlos Tevez too okay! :D
and that Higuain, and the Heinze guy.
wondering who?
well, they are from Argentina. :D
super awesome club to tell you the truth. :D
hahahahaha, after they won against Korea, they are damn good.

totally, and Im still counting on England to get in the second round and play better.
stupid waste of my time watchign them all play.
Gerrard brought me down. ):
hahah, Algeria played better.
Watched the two-thirty match at mac with brothers and Dad. (:

forgot that my phone was left in the car.
luckily nothing happened. :D
hahahahaha, watched at West Coast Park's Macdonalds.
Namirah said is gonna be kecoh, and guess what?
IT WAS KECOH GILE TO THE MAX.

but the feeling came back, and IT FELT TOO GOOD.
duh, adrenaline pumping, silent surrounding, its like youre stuck in some scary shit okay!
but it was simply awesome.
wanted to buy hot choc but in the end, never buy la kan, cs daddy wanted to go home straight.
and apparently, COLD COKE plus after-screaming cheer is equivalent to rock voice. :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, too awesome.
yeaaaaah, current team on the look out : Argentina. :D
hot guys, hot game, need I say more? :D



HAHAHA, so anyways, like I was saying.
out with everyone excluding Ayah was greaaaat. (:
from Mango at Isetan to ION Orchard, to Velocity, to Vivo City, and then went to Simpang Bedok to watch the soccer match.
actually we didnt go there on purpose.
just wanted to fill our stomachs. :D
AND THEN DAMN GOES THE PLACE.
SUPER FUGGING PACKED I TELL YOU! ):
but in the end, we managed to have table. :D
really, and awesome view of the telly too. :D
hahaha, even better. (:
totally! :D :D :D



HAHAHAHAHA, and then comes Friday.
Friday went by okay I guess.
didnt go out not until Two that is.
went to Johore, get things done.
and do not eat the Ramly at Larkin.
sucha total waste.
for idk how much, but the food aint hot, and there are no eggs covering the meat!
i mean, like WTF right?
I ALWAYS HAVE BURGERS HOT AND WITH EGGS. :D
hahaha, except for my Fillet-O-Fish le. (:
hahahahahahahaha. :D



so after that, headed straight for tuition, Tuition just had to spoil my day eheheh.
shitscxz la, but its okay. (:
I mean, with all due respect, tuition has got me more interested in maths than ever. :D
TOTALLY.
hahahahah! :D

after tuition got home and slept. typical. :D
so that was it I suppose. (:
another post coming, just wait for it.
oh, and this was supposed to be dued on the 20th, not today though. :/

NO, NO POST FOR NOW, SOON OKAY BABIES!

super busy with things, editted new skin, THANK GOD! :D

oh, and this is just a quick update. (:






SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP!! :DD
yeaap, updating yet again. :D
not sure whats my motive in updating, but its okay.
i dont mind it at all. (:


IM GOING OUT TOMORROW! :D
and Insya'Allah, on the 24th and the 25th. (:
313 and Westmall.
Damn good combi siolscxz.
HAHAHAHAH! :D

updated links, and updated the blog. :D
hahahahaha, yeah right!

I really should be updating something sophisticated, no?
okay okay, here goes. :D
i'll be writing in paragraphs, cs I need the time.
finding new skin is super troublesome.
should I stick to this one instead?
but i get too tired and sick for this skin already!
oh wait, nehmind, nehmind.
its okay. (:
but then, really, should I?

ohh, and ive helped someone do their Movie review.
good thing there's Wikipedia to help me along. (:
didnt copy and paste.

I need to have fun like how the rest are enjoying their holidays.
i need money, but I dont wanna work. ):
how eh?
need moolah, but tak nak kerje. -________-

and Glee so far is okay.
catching up on episodes at Channel Five.
hahaha.
yeaaah, so far so good.
not many things to watch at the telly, but it like still okay, still fine.
cs in the end, you are still gonna watch tv, right?
NCIS was the bomb last night.
hahah, really!!
and Wii is awesome now, but I hate the way the Luxor game is written for the game.
its like the programming isnt awesome at all.
like totally, unawesome.

and Tumblr's back to being blue, im not sure why.
loved the Black one though.
but its not exactly black, its like grey-ish black. :D
and its super lawa.

just like the jacket I told you people about.
if you have been reading my blog, that is.
hehehehe, Sarax know what it is, kan Sarax kan?
hahahaha. :D

and someone changed a lot too.
nope, not the previous one, this time, its a new one.
like super OMFG.
hah, didnt know her real name was actually that drab name.
that sort-of drabby name la.
but ew, you were like never ______________ anyways.
all I know is this.
that you need to change.
seriously, since when are we even supposed to be calling your name huh?
huhuh, you really have moved from the given pangkal jalan.
maybe you need something precious to be destroyed right in front of you before you could wake up, right?
please ah, favour siolscxz.
I ask of you, please please please change for the better.

and guess what?
once I start thinking about switching on the laptop, I feel all jittery and scared, and feel like fainting.
like totally, im not sure why too. :D
hahahahahaha, its like a weird feeling whenever im going out to meet him.
yes, really, that butterfly-in-the-stomach feeling.
the I-just-feel-like-fainting feeling too. ):
oh my gosh, idk why, but its okay though.

told you to stick to blogger, but then since you dont want kan.
not a problem, I dont mind it at all.
in fact, why bother, urgh.

hahahahahaha, okay okay.
updated NOT more than enough.
i still wanna go shop at Forever 21.
Really, ive been meaning too!

and Indonesia, oh my gosh, I MISS YOU!
like totally, when can I go back there and see all of you guys again?!
its like my total chill out place to go.
oh, speaking of that, super envious of Diy.
she's at Bali.
yes, B-A-L-I.
I WANNA GO BALI TOO!
i miss Bali, I miss Phuket, I miss Jakarta.
): ): ): ): ): ): ):
I WANNA GO THIS PLACES AGAIN!
and then, here it comes, NEW YORK! :D
hahaha, just like Taylor York.
and I wonder what's with the stars nowadays..

NCIS last night.
heard paramore in the background, totally flipped, somehow..
hahahaha, idk why though, its just Paramore, right?
oh wait, I DONT CARE.
but Hayley is pretty, that, I have got to admit.
and no offences to those die-hard Paramore fans.
seriously, NO OFFENCE.

and i thought you said nothing could chage your mind about ____________.
I guess it isnt true then.
i mean, you did the whole change-of-craze thing, havent you?
wait, why am I sitting here typing a post about you?
hahaha, oh wait, maybe cs I really miss you. :/
yes, i really do.
but i should really get rid of you.

reading a book called Stealing Heaven.
no bad eh the book, imagination also awesome.
gone wild because of the book, thought about one scenario that lasted all the way till I stop reading the book.
but how can a cop be super cute yet super mysterious at the same time, right?
totally, read Stealing Heaven. (:

buy me that jacket somebody!
been dreaming about it know!
hahahahahahahaha!
only Sarax know, kan Sarax kan?
hahahahah! :D

and my father, is super annoying.
he gets all shouty and paranoid-ish when my brothers arent home before Maghrib.
then scream here and scream there and in the end, change his mind.
kanina, like that always happen all the time. ):
yeaap.

and still want to camwhore with a lot of people. :D
totally. (:
nak camwhore?
hahahah!
come join ah! :D
the more the merrier.

and I still want to go and watch some movies, with AWESOME people. :D

okay, BYE! :D

Labels: guess I was wrong eh.

you wanna know something people?
actually, its just about someone.
idc of im being too over concerned about meself, but this has got to stop.
we arent just some asshole okay?
we might not know what we want, but who are you to care my ass about?
and dont let me start on you mo-fucking lies, bitch.
ohhhh, and so now we are the ones who doesnt have some mo-fucking originality?
sheeeeesh, if youre so much to be that pretty, i dont fucking care.
but now, youre arent okay, and so am I.
and I am speaking of the truth.
so dont come and act all beautiful and loud okay?
because, if you havent seen the reality yet, its the fucking fact.


truth be told, its actually someone that no one should really care about.
i mean, if it isnt you, why bothe, right?
its true, if it isnt you, why fucking care?!
its not like i am asking you to bother whaaat.


oooooh, out with family yesterday was simply awesome. (:
out to Permas jaya or simply Senibong. :D
ate at a different stall, all seafood. :D
freshly caught fish, HELL YES! :D
really, and there were mussels, and clams, and Sipput gong-gong, and red garoupa, and crabs, and alot mpre variety of other awesome saefood stuff. (:
and there were alot of types of shell fish, and to tell you the truth, till now, my tummy hurts. :D
hahahahah! :D
really thaaaaat good food. :D
AFTER THAT! :D
went to the Plentong's Jusco.
that fucking some-what boring place.
super depressing, but there were good food there too. (:
really good food. :D
hahahah.
yeaaaaah, the supermarket wasnt that great either. D:
only the Old Town White Coffee is. :D
hahahha, mum wanted to throw up afterwards, so we went out.
and immediately in the car, I was having the hiccups. ):
totally not awesome, its like its starting all over again, okay!
hahahaha, really!
hiccups went everywhere!
but then took the time and went to release all those unnecessary hiccups. :D
hahahah!
yeaaaaaaaah.
top up, and then went home.
sesat somewhere, almost laah, not completely.

did you know that almost every road in Malaysia has a way to get you derived back to your intended place by just a simple exit?
its super cool.

and all jams have no cause, its either just too much cars and trucks or simply a car broke down, or an accident.

and Ibu is supposed to bring me out today. >:(
and because of matin, we aremt going out.
super persistent in buiyng all his mofo money sucking things.
sheeeeesh, and the best part is, we have to allow it. ):
and what about my things?
aint that fucking fair?
truly, it aint.

hahahahah. :D
okay okay!
procastinating super much isnt good, right?
wait, maybe it is, if you see it from a different point of view.

oooh, I FEEL SICK.
yes, sick.
like totally SICK!
vomit stuck all the way up my throat.
and my tummy feels like doing its business, but my body doesnt allow it.
I need the cold drinks to help me, but then, yet again, if I drink, later my darah become 'darah beku' ..
how eh, alamaaaaaak!
irritating uh.

and apparently, a few people spoiled my mood.
maybe, maybe not.

babe, how could you do this eh? kate kawan, abe like this uh? you didnt tell me you were going off. we didnt get any noti from you. its not like we wanna stalk you and all, but its just that, youve changed super so much, and I missed that old you! where is that old you that I know? i dont want that 'youh' kinda talk. where the hell did the 'h' even came from?! its not nice, its not you. I just simply dont know wether I really am looking forward to it also. ): I mean, its hard enough trying to get you to join Me and Her, but I didnt expect you to do this to me, or even us. even She is dissapointed in you. so far, as I know, no one else does this, except for you. and you should know better. give me some hope, okay?

she really did change.alot.
I mean, literally alot.
yeaah, super sad.

oh, but at least im gonna be one happy kid soon!
yes, out on Thursday, and Friday, and Saturday and even Sunday!
yes, there is no madrasah on sunday!
Oh, for three consecutive weeks, or so. :D
but its okay!
I LOVE MUDIRAH! :D
hahahaha, i mean, the principal. :D
she very kind know!

ohh, and today eh?
anyways, reached Madrasah at 11:18 i supposed.
got to class, found out only 4 people were here. :D
then decided to go home by the time the clock strikes twelve, hickery dickery dock. :D
no laah, was found by the Ustazah, so we combined with Amirah Hanis's class, along with the other classes. :D
hahah, cool. :D
talked with Amirah, crapped along, Fathin joined, everyone was happy, i suppose. :D
hahahha, did some go-to-the-whiteboard-to-answer-questions routine. :D
long time no do, but i got the easy questions. :D
hahahaha! :D
YAY YAY YAY! :D
atleast the easy ones.
she shouldnt have called it a test laaah, a quiz is a better word. :D
oh, and it was the mo-fuckin' perky ustazah who taught us. ):
seriously, super mo-fuckin' perky.
but its okay laah.
at least she did her job of teaching, right? :D
hahahah.

chattted with Shafiew.
now have to help that fuckin' act cute maid.
shit.

SAAAAAP?!

okay, im gonna go off, just telling you people.

idk why im doing it too.

oh, and please text me more. (:

I miss you. :D



and something blue at Fox caught my eye.

heheh, im aiming toward you, baby! :D

hahahah, thirty bucks, anyone wanna buy for me?

hehehehe, merepek Sarah!

aiyer, okay uh!

:D

well hello fellow people. :D

the earth says hello, well, maybe not exactly, but heck, right?

hahaha, i feel somewhat cheerful, dont you agree too?

HAHAHAHAHAHA! :D

yeaaaaaaah. (:

heheheheh, uh, wait.

there's really nothing to update about, to tell you the truth. ):

seriously.

just wanted to update, I suppose. :D

heh, long time no edit my own pictures.

hahahaha, oh wait!

YES, THERE IS SOMETHING TO UPDATE! :D

outing wit Nurul Atiqah and Noradila, and Ahmadul Matin was simply just awesome!

hahahah, totally!

went in and out of shops, crapped at the library, like how Faila, Fanna and me used to do. (:

totally miss the old days!

omg omg omg!

hahaha.

yeaaaah, crapped about things and about Fatin, and abput Vietnam, and then just shared secrets.

I hope. :D

talked aboput almost anyone and everyone we know off. :D

but Matin wasnt a pain in the ass, in fact, he can take it all laa. (:

hehehe, very good boy! :D

first time see him behave that waay. (:

and yeaah, ate at Long John Silver too. (:

and walked in Daiso, and other shops.

attempted to buy my slippers, but in the end I told myself that its okay. :D

hahhaha, cs none of it was to what I wanted. :D

hope to masok Forever 21 next week. :D

hehehhe, and I have yet to explore 313 @ Somerset. :D

anyone?

heeeeeeeeeeee. (:

short post can do. :D

tired uh people.

oh, and i have yet to update my links. ):

byeeeeee. :D

this may be the last post of the week.

wait, shit, there's badminton tomorrow.

I DONT WANNA GO! ):

okay la, then dont need to go whaat. :D

can sit at home watch 500 Days Of Summer.

More relaxing. :D

hahaha, somehow, Im kinda in to Red. :D

hahaha, okay okay!

more talk later, aye?

and whats with the black tumblr layout, I also dont know, but its better than the blue. :D

heheeeeee. (:

its like i miss you, but at the same time, i have to forget you.
i dont wanna run from you, but I couldnt bare facing you.
i wanna see you, but i have to pretend not to know you.
what should I do?

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, memories memories memories.
I HAVE TO RUN AWAY!
really hafta run away.
face the other side of my life.
see things in a better way.
look at things without being sad, or depressed.
feel free, like feeling the wind in my hair.
i have yet to do something.

hahahahahaha, I HATE YOU!
not you, but the other you.
hahaha.
it seems like im hatin' alot of people.
oooooh, pre PMS. ):
yaaaaaaay. :D
but I hate Afiq most.
disgusting freaaak.

and i ngaki for like 5 minutes, with some mistakes, that means Im goood. :D
hahahah, bbual world!
hahahha.
ngaji later, omg. :D
hahaha, nevermind laaa.
one word, 10 pahala, good whaaat!
one page, kazillions of pahala. :D
lagi enjoy!
hahahaha, im such a good daughter.


and somehow, "lol" isnt the right word for me. :D
hahahahahah, really.
seems like ':D' is better though. :D
hahahahah!

new skin today or tomorrow?
if tomorrow easier, bring laptop there also. :D
hahahahaha, so easy! :D
yaaaaaay, moolah spending tomorrow. :D
I AM SO HAPPY! :D
eat and shop and play and crap alot, and do other random things, and gossips.
REAL GOSSIPS! :D
hahahaha.

first time post in total blue.
sometimes its either colour-colour, or either in black and white.
but nowwwww, ITS BLUE! :D
hahahaha.

and I have yet to start reading and do my ISPL.
actually, one done, a few more to go.
super relieved.

I MISS YOU TTM. D:

hahaha, saaaaap people?!

okay okay, i know, i know.

long time no update, :D

hah, and why the no more tags? ):

SAD AH GINI! ))))):

hahah, kidding.

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, lets start updating from Sunday, shall we?

hahah, Prince Of Persia, ISNT BAD AT ALL.

totally, a movie that you guys really do wanna watch.

but check out the ultra-loud audio if you sit right next to the sides of the theatre.

hahaha, confirm nak tutop telinge!

hahah, really, no kidding.

well, was expecting to watch at Vivo, so that its easier for me to buy my sandals and slippers as well, but turned out to be at the convenience, Jurong Point.

totally expected it though, oh well. (:

ate Mee Bakso at home, so went there, bought movie tickets, and then sit down and waited movie to start.

bad choicce of not bringing my jacket. ):

should have just brought it along anyway, rather than be using my cousin's or any one else's jacket, right?

talking about thaaaaat, ohh sweet memeories, but damn these memories!

hahaha, ape je eh!

say only dowan talk about it, inthe end still keep killing myself with these. ):

OH NO, somehow, its hrader than you think you know. ):

BACK TO UPDATE! :D

haha, yeaah, super bad choice of not bringing the jacket.

but it was okay i guess, only until the half part of the movie. :D

hahahahahahahah, yeaaaaaaaaaaaah.

ohh, and I was like super fucking pissed with my cousin.

I know its goddamned a good movie, but NEVER STEAL ALL THE POPCORNS AWAY FROM ME!

no one wanna steal popcorns away from me!

cheyy, no laah, i only talk like pro.

HEHEH! :D

dont tell me that I have to like wait for fucking thirty minutes just to get A HANDFUL OF POPCORNS.

JUST A FUCKING HANDFULL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jeeeeez, was it even that hard?

should have bought my own popcorn anyway.

really though, pissed me off. >:(

haha, but all ended when I had that Magnum Gold. :D

hahah, to tell you the truth, its really very very very very very nice. (:

no kidding! :D :D

hahaha, okeh okeh!

uhmmmm, went to search for my slippers but I was there for some other reasons actually. :D

hehehehehe, buying of more rubber bands.

talking about that too, the pasar malam at Westmall is awesome!

one stall sells stuffs like rubberbands, and nail polishes, and alot of other things.

but I was super interested in only the nail polish and my selected rubber bands.

Although they are like total rip-offs, but still, the uncle sell like 10 for ONE DOLLAR.

yes, TEN FOR ONE DOLLAR!

hahahahaha, yeaah, so Matin went in to a frenzy. :D

hahahhahaha, but enjoyed, overall. (:

hahahha, okay okay!

holiday moods are just starting to sink in though, really.

After the maid came in, only then was i like super relieved to know that IM FREE! :D

hahahahahhaha, truly happy.

and yeaaaah, hooked on facebook. :D

totally, HEEEE! :D

hahahaha, Afiq's a total asshole and Amirul's being nice towards me. :D

that's nice.

i thought the fat one was more irritating and the thin one is the more helpful.

turns out to be inside out, eh?

and currently on the telly, You Dont Mess With The Zohan. :D

hahahahha, super awesome. :D

and and NCIS, and SCRUBS, and FAMILY GUY and THE SIMPSONS! :D

hahahha, really, so thats actually MY entertainment. :D

out with the girls tomorrow, totally miss them ttm. :D

oh my god, tomorrow okay girls! :D

hahahahha, i miss all of them, super much! :D

yes yes, I REALLY DO!!!!

and yessss, finding my slipper has got to be the hardest thing on earth. ):

ive been roaming around, always looking down and I see, NOTHING!!!!!!!

really, like my slipper never really did exist except to ME!

uhm, just like The Simpsons just now. :D

hahaha, homer saw a person named Ray, but no one else saw him, except Homer.

so in the end, everyone thought he was crazy and went for the elsctro shock kinda thing, and in the end, he ws correct, and everyone else was wrong.

hahahah, but Simpsons are funny really! :D

yaaaaaay, i spent almost an hour typing this quite-short-quite-long post. :D

hahahah!

and i must saaaay, I HAVE YET TO CHANGE SKINNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

hahah, okay okay. :D

uhm, so yeaaaaaah.

out tomorrow, Jurong East, tak sabar aku! :D

hehehehehehheheheheheheh!

it'll be all camwhore and gossips, and laughter, and screaming and EVERYTHING! :D

hahahhaha, oh, be jealous. :D

i still wanna go out with the other 5 of us, and I still wanna go out with Afah, Anne, and Diy!

oh myyyyyy, finally, at the final three weeks of holidays, OH FINALLY!

things are looking up, oh finally!

TAG ME MORE PEOPLE! :D

really really really!

take caireeeee! :D

xoxo

hey yeall.

ive been busy today.

did madrasah workshop from 9 all the way till 3. ):

ahahah, but fun though.

and, yeaah.

fun was nice, especially the Nasi Ayam Penyet.

although it was the only meal I ever had otday, the sambal, POWER! :D

hahaha! :D

facebook, so many to update, so little time.

poly has changed.

chatting with Josh.

and, does anyone wants an anti-ghost dust?

cs me and Josh are teaming up to buy! :D

hahahah! :D

order eh! :D

hahahah, okay bye! :D

my cousin is superbly laaaaame. :D

yeaah, webbies that are/were/is awesome.

AND IM STILL DEPRESSED.

SUNK IN THE WORLD OF DEPRESSION.

this is my Great Depression. ):

ohh, and guess something else.

the old maid took twenty dollars from ME.

that seriously aint fair. ):

and WeheartIt.com aint bad after all eh?

weheartit, tumbr, facebook, friendster, blogger, wordpress, what else?!

hahah!

so depressed, this is the worst holidays ever!

how do you guys do it so well?

I WANT SCHOOL TOO!

Labels: depressed.

• new skin on tumblr.
• new skin on twitter.
• depressed.
• mum's home
• im missing the good things
• theres Madrasah tomorrow.
• the maid aint coming tomorrow.
• im on smosh. :D
• i desperately need new hairbands.
• i need new headbands too.
• red nail polish, DONE.
• white nail polish, DONE TOO.
• prince of persia.
• shopping with jessica.
• BE HAPPY. :D
• update more.
• i need to start remembering things.
• facebook, facebook, facebook.
• tumblr, tumblr, tumblr.
• BLOGGER, BLOGGER, BLOGGER. :D
• hahahahaha.
• new email. :D
• more picture up-dates.
• most reblogging on Tumblr.
• NEW SKIN HERE TOO!
• argh, pissed.
• what do i care, right?
• fuck that, and fuck you.

NO OFFENCE PEOPLE. :D

tired liao. BYE!

well, hello.

yeaah, I. FEEL. SICKKKKKKKK!

really though, wanna know why?

beacuse, the maid cant come by tomorrow.

so i hope by tomorrow she PASS her entry test.

which means that she should be able to come on Sunday.

going out on Sunday, gonna watch Prince Of Persia.

hope its a good movie? :D

hahahahahahahhaha!

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

okay okay okay!

I NEED THE INSPIRATION IN UPDATING.

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg.

how, okay nevermind, the inspiration will come soon, insya'Allah. :D

hahahah, burned my finger, played with super hot candle, oh wells. :D

tangan gatal nak main wak :D

hahahha, like totally.

i love playing with water and fire or maybe wax :D

no, because its really just nice to let out my anger, and worries, and frustration and all those thing. :D

REAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLY!

wasnt informed about any training today, until Nasrullah told me, thanks Nas. (:

and then, IM NOT INVOLVED FOR THIS SUNDAY'S MALAY DANCE PERFORMANCE.

but i will be involved on the China Twinning Programme, which I think is good?

BUT CHINA?!!?!

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg.

NO WAY!

hahah, its okaaaaaaay. (:

heeeee.

depressed still.

maid's not coming until im not so sure when.

maid ran away.

no one to take care after Nyai when we all go out.

no holidays, no Jakarta. ):

no Jakarta, no getaway, no Abang Rizky, no jagung bakar, no Taman Safari, no Dunia Fantasi. ):

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg.

reaaly super super super super di duper depressed.

i miss saying 'super di duper' with Muhammad Syukri Safie.

reaalllllllllllllllllllllllly, cs it was cute then, and irritating now.

ohh, remember UII?

hahah, cute.

good old un-mature carefree days. :D

hahah, and Yahoo aint thaat bad after all. :D

depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed. ):

really really really really really really depressed. ):

oh well, hope better things will come out and reveal themselves soon. (:

hehehehheeh. :D

already am going to watch movie.

wonder how it will be like with Jessica then?

and with the gang of 6 including siblings. :D

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaah!

okay okay okay.

update properly already right?

I AM SO VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY DEPRESSED.

and Im glad Agy knows my situation.

I LOVE YOU NURUL ARDILLA! :D

hahahah, sayang twin aku ni yang satu. D

ohh, and Sarax my other kind of twin.

sharing the same first name. :D

heh.

okay okay, bye.

battery running low already, oh well.

500 days of summer on DVD.
shopping on the tenth, i hope.
peace at home.
not much irritating valls.
idiotic, and stupid things going to happen.
Matin coming home tomorrow.
madrasah on the Saturday, none on Sunday.
and I love NCIS. :D
seriously, its better than CSI.
[ no offence? ]
and updating properly later.
okay bye. :D
and linking people again, please leve your link. (:
OKAY BYE! :D

im not sure why, im not sure how.

but suddenly, alot of things have been attractive to me.

especially blogger, and tumblr, and even facebook, and yahoo, and even hotmail.

yes, really though.

its weird, but its nice too. (:

glad to know that youre okay, cs somewhere, Im not okay.

hahah, what am i ever gonna talk about?

and Ive already created a new facebook, so go and stalk me people. :D

hahahah!

its been awhile since i did some shopping plus do a little sight-sseing around Singapore.

yes, although I have been complaining that Singapore is small, its sity attractions are marvelous. :D

yes indeed.

and I still wanna get my hands on the Graphgic Design Earpiece.

does anyone know where to get these kinds?

ive been searching for it high and low.

its been awhile since I did crazy things, with anyone.

oh wells, guess Ill hafta wait till the end of the year holidays eh?

yes, maybe..

oh yes, i wanna do like multiple skin changes, like really.

argh, sick I guess.

fought with mummy last night, Im sorry, but its true.

okay so maybe I went a little overboard with the fight, but hey, isnt it time to show yet?

I cant forever be like ten years old, y'know. :D

and I suddenly miss Matin, yes him.

its like when he's gone, the whole house like suddenly very down. ):

yes, and I did cry, although its only for three days and two nights.

im sure the days are gonna pass very very very quickly.

suddenly no mood to eat.

yes, it seems that way too. ):

oh well.

fought with mummy was awesome, although technically i shouldnt be doing that.

yes, really.

cleaning up after my dad, after the grandma, after Siddique, after Matin, and not even a "thanks"?

woaaaaaaaaaaah, seriously, NOT FAIR.

and yes, im supperbly going to miss Ahmadul Matin alot.

oh, hope he's okay...

AIYEEER, dont worry so much.

hahah!

okay bye. :D

yay to new facebook. (:

Labels: im missing Matin.

im not sure how, im not sure why, but all of a sudden, i really do love the song.

for the fact that after each singing line, I start to remember every single thing I know about you.

how about that, its not anything, and please dont take it to heart, or too hard, but its just is you know?

yes, really.

everytime I listen to another song, it reminds me of Kiki, and you, and whoever.

its weird, but i really can only relate to anyone in a song. (:

no big deal, its nothing. :D

hahahah!

okay okay.

and damn theres still ngaji and madrasah.

ITS SUPPOSED TO BE THE HOLIDAYS FOR GOD'S SAKES! ):

ahoy there mates. (:

well well, what do we have here, eh?

hahah!

hello hello. (:

guess what, three hundreth post.

not bad eh, not bad. :D

omg, sakit badan, i really need the rest.

okay, so where shallI begin?

hehehehehehehehehehe, seriously, alot of things arent going out as well as I thought it would be. ):

well yeah, for starters, its not the same without you around.

idk, aight, its just like that.

not anything though, just sayin'.

ohh, yeaaaaah.

so lets start from the last post onwards, shall we?

been going out alot, to alot of places.

although im like three quarter not included in the activity, but still, oh well. (:

hahah!

yes, yes.

so okay.

uhm lemme see.

they came on the Wednesday of last week, which means that they came on the 26th of May. (:

hahah!

then, after they got all settled, and after some irritating calls from Buyah, they like practically went out almost every other day, no kidding.

and best thing is, they came on the holiday period.

DAMNSCXZ, but hold on.

dont I even go for holidays during the holidays season?

but typically during the June Holidays, whio would wanna fly overseas, right?

seriously, HAHAHAHA! :D

okay okay, so we werent usually that aware of where they went, but there are places that i was interested in going too ):

like, Vivo City.

really, and now, when I have the money, no one wanna go out. ):

sad siulscxz.

okay okay!

so yeah, when they were leaving, practically everyone was sad to see them go. ):

they've grown so attached to each other, its just so hard to let go. )':

really, even Sarah cried.

well, not me, another Sarah did cry. )':

and when she cried, it really touched my heart laa.

SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD.

yes, really sad.

oh, and Abang Rizky was even sad to leave his good cousins behind. ))))))':

yeaah, yeaah.

really, after all the teasing and the nonsensical remarks and all the sarcasm, how can we not get closer to each other?

yeap, and they didnt want to shop inside, at the place where you see all the counters, and all those things, THEY DIDNT WANNA SHOP INSIDE.

oh man, i would kill myself just to shop inside.

but I gotta feeling theyre side tracked anyways, hehehehe. :D

hahaha, okay okay.

so like yeaaah, im not sure how to say or even describe their stay here in Singapore.

hahahaha, hope that they are happy with their stay. (:

oh well.

and saw alot of people too, oh man.

do time pass by so fast.

i mean, even kak Sri changed alot.

heh, yeaah, uhm, everyon change, right?

but i know you dont change, cheyyyyyyy.

HAHAHAHAHA!

ohh, and im still deciding.

as much as I want to craete a new Facebook Account, should I even create one?

I totally dont see the point in having to create one, but im tempted enough to create one you know. ):

HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW?!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

been messaging Amiiryul since yesterday. :D

okay uh, not bad. (:

atleast got someone to talk to, kan?

better than nothing?

hahahahaha, and now i really do feel like the maid of the house.

picking up after my brothers litters, and cleaning up mess after mess?

wheres MY rights in all of these?!

geram sia.

okay okay, proper update about today soon, i hope. (: