“your hands are mine to hold”

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WARNING.
I NEED THE FEEL GOOD FACTOR RIGHT THIS MOMENT.

it kinda suck you know. you not texting me at all, but like at least a message? )': I sad laaahh like this. boo hoo. oh yeah, iftar tonight. the whole mosque's gonna be celebrating my birthday. very good. nonsense.

anyways, HAPPY FIFTEEN TO ME! :D
I still want 16 to come very fast. oh wait, nonono. Just so that I can watch NC16 muvees. :D Hehehe. everyone grows old, dont you think so? haha. Sahur was retarded, thats all I could say. geylang, im gonna give you a skip. i'd rather flip my shit to see MMHMM rather than to watch the lightings. not that theres a problem with it, but like super sticky, and too crowded, and too noisy, and too dull. Ooooops, sorry. Raya songs are out, and Im not even baking any cookies yet. Funny eh Sarah. I shall start doing it soon, Insya'Allah. woohoo. and then, Fondue, I need to buy you your chocolates. Oh wells. time for more shopping again. Shall head down to vivo soon. HELL YEAAH! :D Splurge on Forever 21, riiiiiight. hehehehe.

ohemgee. I have to stop with the hehehe. Reminds me of MMHMM. (: Yeaah, the very MMHMM. Like you all know who like that. oh, and he skates. too much. but its okay. and tall. and skinny. shitscxz. hehehe. come text me kay? or even better, head here okay. :D and so stop appearing, it makes me stalk you everytime. not that I really do stalk la, but you know. On impulse. because I miss you too much. (:

i feel all empty inside, like got something not right like that. and somehow, emo songs are starting to grow back on me. naaaah, not emo like the deep shit kind of emo, but the ones that really talks about life and how youre supposed to be like making full use out of it. yeah kays. its like I really really really need a song that explains about ME. chey. not the one that shouts me, but the one that explains me. The feeling also like very weird. oh shit, mood swings, I suppose. damn damn damn. and no baju to wear later, terapkse pakai skirt. or like baju kurung. oh wells. )('= Hahaha. eh, hahaha doesnt sound right. like hehehe sounds better like that.

Lomo lomo lomo. :D thats all that i really really really crave for now. and the Nex-3, not to forget. but NEW BIKE! :D menas that i can ride me bike to school each day. awesome. BMX, here I come. (: Oh manscxz. its been a long while since I sat on one knowww. hahaha. and im gonna snap awesome pictures today. and upload it on www.faceboook.com HAHAHA. so go spam me okay people? It shall be awesome. and i'll try to reply within the next 24/48 hours or so of my life.

on a brighter note. passed my chem. 15/25. good kankankan? lol, show off. eh. long time never right lol eh. but its okay. Im gonna maintain myself and push myself not to say lol mist of the time. funny sia. I need accesories for raya. oh dang, havent buy yellow yet siaaaa. I will shop at JP to hunt for yellow headbands. or anything that is yellow. Yello contact lens pn okay la kan. :D oh yeah, ayah's raybands are missing, Im not really sure why I misplaced them, but I dont want them to be missing. it'll scare the shit out of me, really. DESPO FOR THE THING LA PLEASE. oh no. die die die.

okay bye.

eh penny, text me lehh. Desporate tau.

MOOOSE! Step Up 3, you were too awesome. :D WOO HOO! THANKS NAMIRAH! Too bad no camwhore. )': Oh wells. (:


you self-centered whore. but wait, we are all self-centered, arent we? oh my, but you are even worse than I am. Lately, my grammars got mixed up, so if something goes wrong with my sentence, its due to the fact that my brain, has suddenly become slower than it should be. Oh no. )': Too tired. want to know why? Because there was YOG last night. WITH FIREWORKS. oh yes, and there was this guy who had hair that looked like Penny's hair. and CUTE! :D WOO HOO. seriously though. Screamed till i cannot scream. Screamo like freaking shit. (: Oh my god, yesterday was kind of awesome. (: And i still want more tees. how can you people get older brother and sister, and all I have is just me without older abangs or kakaks? Tak fair. )': oh yeaah. Screamo was awesome. and fireworks too. (: But I hate the fact that there were like loud popping sounds that was actually not by the fireworks. retarded kiddos just wanna have fun. by whut? by stepping-popping the noise sticks or so you call it. Retarded. and Jalan Besar stadium is one of the best stadiums ever! :D Dude, its waaaaaaaay too convinient already. (: And this time round, no hot guys. )': Except for the athletes =D Hehehehehe. going there for a different purpose. Italy, Kenya, Spain, all the countries, awesome shit you guys are, really. (: Hahaha. make me happy more, kay Penny? ((: Oh yes, to the self-centered whore. it doesnt matter if you hate me or anything. I aint got nothing to hold you for. Accepted the fact already, but have you? Besides, i thought we all went for the So Ugly Can Die show right? Dude, im going through that and here you are adding salt to my wound? Gile? Yeah sure, kau nak aku mamps cepat, but dude, your words aint bringing me nowhere, bitch. And please, I dont think that he even likes you at all and you get attached to a person so easily, although its just like one fuckin' favour. you retard much? with the hair in that sense, and the eye in that sense, and the face in that sense. Ew, step gerek konon. i'd rather get me killed. (:

holla if you feel ike youve been down the same road.

hehehe, you angel in disguise. Sweet little annoying cute machine eh. Start texting me first instead of me texting you, okay? Funny eh girl start convo? Guy do first, okay Penny? ((: Hehehe, oh yeah. HAHAHAHAH. ooooooh, and I just coloured my nailscxz. Red with glitters. unfugly. and nenek's coming home soon, means that the house shall be more kecoh than it already is. oh shit. and oh, I found money in my olden days pencil case. Dude, it got dust all over the note. Luckily plastic. :> badminton again, just now. WOOOOO. oooooh, athletics or gymnastics eh tomorrow? Bishan, im coming. Im seriously coming! :D hehehehe. did you forget that my boss is a sniper?

♥♥♥♥♥

you wanna know something? even the January posts are lame. Like super lame. Macam tak suke lah! sesangat tak suka. its like bloody super freaking retarded. Wonder how I survived typing like that with all the 'uhhs' and 'ehhs'. eww. Retarded. Buka with Nora and Nasyitah And Atiqah was fun. Well, I had fun, at least. ((: Chatted, and buka, and joked and all. Well, Causeway is sure gonna have lots of memories. Oooh, Athletics YOG tomorrow. :D Bishan, here I come. I feel like I have no life like that. Everyday also go out, and come home late. and Common Test is just round the corners. How am I suppose to concentrate if Im like going out practically the whole week, right? D: this is super not good. and I have a test on tuesday, oh my physics. Please dont fail me. again, whats with the procastination? We are who we are. and just because you hate someone, doesnt mean that you have to hate the whole gang, asshole. Who do you think you are? wait on moment, you yourself aint sporting, and there you go wanna talk about people? Merepek pe kau? And there you go, wanna act all innocent and kind on the outside. Dude, GTFO. seriously, no time la eh. Wanna waste it on you for what? Not a good idea, and you know that. Wait, like I FUCKING CARE. its not lke youre gonna read this or anything. Besides, i feel wasted. HAHAHAHA, you want to know why? Because talking about you wasted like mofuckin' 17 minutes of my time. SUCKERRRR. Oh yes. I camwhore too much.

On a lighter note, I want the NEX-3. anyone wanna buy for me? Hehehe, it look tempting. and besides, i think im gonna buy it, after Raya. :D WOOOOOOO. gonna collect me some moolah. hehehehe. I have to, and I want to. :D OH MAI GAD, and then can camwhore all I want, whenever I want. THAT WILL BE SO COOL. :D HAHA, wtf.

eh sarah.rax. This one ah. :D Nice sia. HAHA. no kidding though. :>




I AM SO DEAD.
DADDY'S RAY-BANS ARE MISSING.
ITS REALLY SCARING THE SHIT OUT OF ME.
ZOMG.
DIE DIE DIE.
and I still wanna tan meself at the beach.
HEEE.
oh yeah.
Vans or Converse?

for the info, im too tired to wait for you.

well well. ((:
just a big shout out to all whom are Muslims.
SELAMAT BERPUASA YO!
haha.
it's gonna be a crazy month.
What am i talking about?
It already has been a crazy month.
and to top it all of, Quek's giving us two EXTRA hours of Physics. D':
Heck no.

Shall I begin from the Ninth or whut?
HAHAH, its been a long while, I have to admit.
ONE WEEK OR SO, RIGHT?! :D
hehehe, so an update I shall have. (:

According to ME, I shall update backwards.
means I shall update from today until I reach the Ninth of August.
can can can/
oh wait, you cant reply, so why bother?
BECAUSE IM BAD, IM BAD.
hahaha, I love Michael Jackson.
really!





yes, I know what you did last summer.

you breathed!
like obviously, and sleep, and eat, and the normal things, except SCHOOL.
Aint that true?

but what im taking about is that movie.
OMG THE THRILL IS AWESHUM AH IM TELLING YOU PEOPLE.
AND JENIFFER LOVE HEWITT ACTED IN THAT MOVIE, I DIDNT KNOW!
HAHAHAH, SO DID SARAH MICHELLE GELLAR!

okay okay, alot people acted in that movie.
hahaha, the teenage wannabes finally got whats coming to them.
okay, aku jahat sia.
but its true, or is it not?

and i have to repair my phone already, tak boleh tahan leh.
and for the record, i dont know how to handle my life. again.
because this time round, its over.

what do you like about me?
TAG ME!
if you read this.

oh ma gad.

polaroids are killing me.
THEY'RE SUCH FUN!
Like super fun, really. (:

holgas are awesome.
like they are vintage-ish, and coolio-ish.
IM CRAVING FOR YOUUUUUU! :D

DSLRS ARE AWESOME TOO.
like aweshum picture quality and all.
and feels like cool you know.
and people would go like 'ooooh, she has DSLR.'
and we all could use that extra professional DSLR Photographer help, dont you think so?

THAT NEX-5 IS MINE SOON.
looks super stylish and all.
shingscxz ah, super major I LIKE SIA.
like I really like.
and the way the camera itself looks without the lenses are way even more better.
but what more with the lenses, right?
and then I could be like taking poictures with a smaller camera with DSLR quality.
OMG I LIKE SIA.

and iPod touch.
wont you all even die for it?
okay, maybe cs of the iPhone, but still!
its kinda goooooooood, you know. :D
HAHAHAH.
I LOVE APPLE.

okay bye. :D