“your hands are mine to hold”

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ehhhh. Posting through phone nowscxz. I know kan, jakun. Heee. but after knowing, it'll be better, right? Woohoo. (: okay. I still love Tyson Ritter.


'your hands are mine to hold.' woooo.

hello. The All-American Rejects seems to be making a comeback. :D woohoo. yeaah baby. have I told you yet? Sucker for guys with blue eyes. n_n hehehe. so hello, and I hope this update can last till tomorrow. :> i shall be updating tomorrow, at Holland. If there's wiFi anywhere. :O hehhhh.

so where do i start? oh. Nora came over today. accompanied her all the way. (: I know, good friend rightttt. Manicures, pedicures. laughter, joy, K-Pop, phones, story-telling, gossiping. :D you name it. she came over at about 8 plus, and then we slacked till twelve. Respectively fetched our brothers, met at KFC. om nom nom nom nom. HUNGREH. yes, we are really. well not Nora la. she ate Mac in the morning for god's sake. And had lunch at KFC. Fatty bom bom we all are. heeee. oh, Nora painted here nails pink and black for the right, and full black on the left. pretty. yes, really pretty. hehehe. after meeting adik, headed to the pasar malammm. mmmm, Ramlyyyy. Ramly Burger FTW eh! hahaha. I LIKE. and then, off to Westmall. Met Kak Julie and Nora after that.. 0.0 KFC KFC. why so tempting?! D: i just had to ah please.

so after that headed home. collapsed. yes, literally collapsed. On the bed though. Memory foammmm. O.O Who hates memory foam, do not talk to me. I. LOVE. MEMORY. FOAM. and nothing is ever going to change that. LITERALLY. Hehehe. oh yeaah. woke up to texts, and before I knew it, Nora's home. ngehhhh. so after thaat, we went slacked moree. like fuck more than usual. more pedi and mani, and more texting and calls. more washing away polishes off nailscxz. and more calls. more singing and more laughter. more cuteness. more memories.

snapped a picture or two, compared results here and there, and off we went. Send her off to the mosque where she's meeting her father and brother. and then off she goes to Malaysia. 'MALAYSIA, TRULY ASIA.' heh heh, sorry Nora. (:

Atiqah's away for camp. Nora is at Malaysia. Amirah is most prolly with her bf. Nasyitah's prolly somewhere celebrating her birthday. and here I am. Sitting in the room with a fucking blank face updating an ever-so-boring blogpost. okay so maybe ALL my blog posts are boring. SORRY YOU GUYS. I wonder who even reads my blog eh nowadays? Tumblr has been vey very very addictive lately, so sorry Blogger. i shall try and update more, okay? I promise baby. (:

heeeeeeeeeeeee. I AM A SUCKER FOR GUYS WITH BLUE EYES. no idea why and how, but I do. (: have I told you that yet? I have got so many million of tweets, I'm sure some would know. (: hahahahaha. Tyson Ritter, hello new favourite. wooooo.

out today, tomorrow, on Sunday and the next four days next week. well at least it's only four days. unlike the express kids. two weeks. 0_____0 sick sia. Flag day in December. so wake me up when November ends people. oh wait no. I shall be up. Cracking my brain earlier than the rest so that by the time hell's about to start, mine has ended. ALRIGHT. good planning eh.

i wanna be prepared for O Levels, no more N Levels. if I can conquer O Levels than N Levels shall not be a problemmm. (:

and by the time the maid and my grandma moves out, I SHALL RE-DO MY ROOM. n___n \m/ YEZZA! okay now I feel like one idiot. heheheh. okay bye.

hello i am bored. i dont know what to update. okay so maybe not now yet. soon, i suppose. good luck to those taking O Levels, and N Levels respectively. I'm a sucker for guys with NATURAL blue eyes now. I have no idea why and how, but I just do. Woooo. oh yes. The All-American Rejects are making a come back.. TO ME. yes, Tyson Ritter. Hello you! :D and somehow Your Guardian Angel seems more attached to me more than ever. oh, old songs making a comeback FTW! anyhoo, I still have got me a spare bag of candies filled in. I WANT MORE. heh. and please do not mind the structure failure of my english. I've stopped reading for awhile and this is how bad it seems. D: so I'm catching up on reading now. Give me approximately three days to update proper with better english, I hope. Wooooo. Guys with a pair of blue eyes. i seem to have an attached feeling with the iPhone 4. why is that so? :O hehe, and im gonna get something I;ve been eyeing this past few months. or so, I think. this is supposedly a damn bloody short update. :D hahaha, okay bye. THREE DAYS PEOPLE. Cravings for sugar shot up fucking high. i seriously have to stop loving sugar. D: OH NO.

so so what if i did screw up the party? so so what if i did it? so so what if I comment on you. Eh hello, world does not fucking revolves around you alone, you mother fucking bitch. reality eh please. where the fuck is your reality again? sumpah kau retarded. please lor. its not like as if he is gonna like you also. maybe, just maybe can la, but i tell you. best fucking retarded couple ah i tell you. harap-harap kau next year takya masok 4N eh. lebih senyap. just because you think you've got many friends, they're willing to back you up? i dont think so. just so you, they've seen the real you. I've seen it too and I know it sucks to read this, but yes, they hate you too. just as much as I do. so do not act like some mother fucking big dickshit I tell you. hzfgasdc/DGJKfc.adsjkdgfh.shfse.awhaw.hef.aegjfga.sjfgbS>kbkjcfgaslrfghlsdgf/lifhas;etgufz.
fucker la you. Say only you want the whole 3N2 malay people to go for picnic then you yourself hesitate when it comes to me and Amirah? what the fuck sia. eh hello. stick to your words will you? its bloody sickening. do not just say. do it as well too. before I ask that guy to fuck you upside down, seriously mean your words. Whats the point of saying of you;re not gonna do it? there's just no point in it at all then. but yet again, words are easy to say and hard to do, aye? i really am fucking frustrated right now. got problem can just say or not? retarded. I know la, you want her oh-so-badly but please. nampak sangat desperate nak kawan. oh ye, die je gerek. aku kan alien. anak babi betol. open your eyes lorrrrrrrrr. we still detest you la please. after what you've done, eh hello. She should might as well not forgive you at all. after what you've done to her, well that's not fair. really. SHE WILLINGLY FORGAVE YOU. Can't you just do the same? okay la, don't say need talk, but just forgive and move on la. easy right. __ only fuckers like you hold on to things so tightly. learn to let go la please. FORGIVE AND FORGET. not hard, very easy. fill yourself with things. and go fuck your ownself. yes, no one wants you.

siapa makan cili, dialah terasa pedasnya.


oh hello. yes, if you have been wondering whats with the so many updates, that is because I AM SO BORED. so bored to the extent that I cant even state it at all. so just understand okay? yes hahaha.

hahaha, okay okay. so like if you have been reading, mmhmm. the Malaysia tailor that I have put my trust in, has passed away, like today. ): Its sad, believe me. now who would wanna sew up our clothes for Hari raya? ): omfg. okay, next year's raya is still like a loooong way to go, believe me. heh, but whatever. and I hate like pre-made clothes, itchy sia.

oh yes. and did you know that Dollah kassim passed away too? Gelek king la seh. Hahaha, rest in peace both of you. (:

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. wakeboarding anyone? i feel like having a thrill and do it now. yes, now. but where? Oh, sentosa la. So near, take 963 also reach already. so fast, so easy! i like! :D hahahaha. but why in the world would I go there alone right? oh maybe there's my escapade. oh yessss. (: total fun. USS, we are going to have fun. yes, literally. and vivo, oh how can I ever forget vivo right? hahaha. Heeeeee. off to set sail on another adventure alone I suppose. oh finally. a more decent song to listen to. (: i feel like just going out, without my phone, and without a sense of direction, with just my ezlink card and money and then just travel to where I want. omg, I feel so filled already. 18, just you wait.

yes, independence. MMHMMM. my mum keeps me in the house all the while, and that isn;t fun at all. ): Yes, im missing out on the world. oh what the fuck am I saying? i mean, i dont know leh. she won't let me out, and when she does, its only like for a very short while, and I don't like time limits. its just not nice. AT ALL.

okay okay I rant too much already. kate je nak update kejap, abe update panjaaaaang la sesangat. hmph. GOOD MORNING PEOPLE ♥. yes and enjoy your day.

OOOOH NEXT YEAR MADRASAH AT 8 IN THE MORNING. STEADY AH. (: I like it alot. plans = not disturbed. YAAAAAAAAAAY! :D

okay bye bye bye. Nsync is stuck in my head. 0.0 its scary, believe me. the chorus is stuck on replay.

OKAY I AM SO BORED RIGHT NOW. SOMEBODY PLEASE MAKE ME HAPPIER/ NOT BORED PLEASE. oh yes, my beloved tailor just passed away today. )': innalillah wainnailaihiroji'un.


omg, can you even believe this. it has been a while right since we heard news of them. A+She's hot, and he's even hotter. and I guess that's what makes them HOT. hahaha, really though. anyone ever heard of them breaking up? I dont think so, right? and i remembered last time, I used to like watch this Zanessa episodes on youtube. mmhmm. yes, that was when High School Musical was still popular. Back then la. not now. heheheh.



omg they so sweet la please. how long again have they been together? okay now i seriously feel like some idiot now. :X eeyer, Sarah, you so zaman lame! seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me, right? okay okay. now I jealous.


look at this! dark nailscxz and happy face, with that not so dark skin tone and LONG HAIR. yes, long hair. and now, dear people, it has gone. SHORTER! yes, literally. ): And i dont like it. but at least its still longer than the other girls' hairs. (: mmhmm.

IVE GOT TWO NEW VERY WONDERFUL EARPIECES TODAY. oh yes, the joy of spending money from ordering at a blogshop. :> i like it so much. i mean, its fast, and kinda reliable too y'know. (: AND ITS GOOD. :D Good quality, friendly people and good service. Now this is what Singapore really needs. and only certain shops in Singapore has this kind of good service and quality. hahahaha. I tell you, its gonna be like a whole lot better for Singaporeans and tourists. :>

okay okay. so like go target="HERE!">HERE! to like really find out more about her. yes, its a her. wait, do you ever see a HIM opening a blogshop anyways? no right? cs for all I know, girls do that. no offence, but its true. so yeah. Waited till one thirty to get me earpieces. Hehehe, Pioneer dook. and there was a freaking sand storm. Yes, a sand storm. not literally, but somewhere near the sand storm idea, believe me. cute sia the girl. like chubby kind of cute. not the other type of cute. but literally V CUTE LA. aiyer.

so like I was saying, the earpieces are blue and colourful. one is blue and the other is colourful. really. like awesomely lively the colours are. (: And I like it. because it is nice. and now i have been contemplating to either delete or even do anything to me memory card. :/ because if I format, i'll lose my songs and pictures D: but if I dont, then I got nothing. :/ even worse, right? so how how how? like really. I've been meaning to get me memory card fixed. :///// ngeh, so not in the mood to talk about it now. yes, not now. this can go on and on and on. really! D: im sure you all do not want that, right? hahaha. and i have yet to buy the extended piece for me earpiece, and the casing and the i dont know. a lot of other things? hehehe.

okay okay. so after that, walked all the way to my cousin's place. duuh. hehehhe, walked all the way, smiling and giggling and talking things out to myself. :> MMHMM. i am a crazy girl now. Really. yes, i do talk to myself. alot and often. it has become a habit, for me. so naturally ofg me to talk to myself EVERY WHERE AND EVERY TIME. yes, but softly though. yes. its nature, people. NATURE. hahahaha. okay okay. so after slacking/ rotting/ screaming away at his place, headed towards Pioneer Mall, KOUFU LA SEH. hahaha. after koufu, back to jurong point and then home. (:

i love home. home makes me feel like i wanna sleep all year long not caring about anything at all. i mean, isnt it great? you can not come home and say : ' I hate home' right? or can you? but whatever the case, your home = where you truly belong. (: its true, right? like no matter how fuck ugly or how different it looks like, your home, be it in any picture or video or whatever, im sure we shall all still recognize our own home. (:

awwww, i love home. and Hayley Williams, is very soft spoken. not VERY but at least she can be soft spoken. hence, our level of maturity defers depend on whom we are with. yes, that is like super true.

oh yeah, did anyone watched Suria just now? like the one about the Sheng Siong LIVE shit. did anyone watched that? I only watched the Sezairi part. yes, just the Sezairi. fuck the rest. especially the Aliff Aziz. matrep sia. like what is the trend with the matreps again nowadays? its like super sickening sia. and the way they transform the Bahasa Melayu language nowadays. sheesh. seriously ah? say only you want short form but yet, even you can't write the short form way. yesh, they all write lyke this. irritating, right? this is just the beginning, just wait till they text you in malay. even worse ah I tell you. yes. and this too I can brag till there's no tomorrow. ): and i know you all dont want that eh. :D

okay so here i am, done again. i just felt like updating. mmhmm. WOOHOO, i feel so good updating. i dont feel good oh no. okay byeeeeeeee. it's like eleven, and my mum is banging on the door. :/


look at my hair then! yeah, I chopped of my hair. With weather like this, I swear i cant take it any longer, really! its killing me, the weather. OH! I still got IC to do zomfg. GAAAAAAAH. loads of things on my mind really, but the killer one, I swear it shall be results. DUDE, I DONT WANNA RETAIN YOU KNOW. and not even ITE for me, i mean yeah sure it may be like the easy way out, but to get further in Singapore, and with that kind of people in ITE, where will you go? right? right?! so yeah. And like, we are all filled with hope sand dreams, right? AM I RIGHT?! so of course, we do want what is best for US, right? like making your parents proud, and getting your dream job along with things coming to you easily.

okay okay, so What am i here for again? OH YES UPDATE RIGHT!! :D HAHAHAHAH. ='D oh my god. my brother is so cute. ah, a english writer in making. nonsense. oh lord help me. IM DYING OF LAUGHTER. hahahah. very well then. so hello again you people. it seems weird eh to be updating again. oh pardon me. IM ON HOLIDAYS NOW. :D Okay, its not the official holiday season yet, but definitely its there, uh-huh. like the mood thing is really getting into me. Yeah, really and to tell you the truth, im not sure what to fill my holidays in with! REALLY. and its only 6 DAYS AWAY FROM GETTING MY IC so snap a picture fast I have to oh wells. its okay. oh yes, I STILL GOT TO MAKE A REPORT. oh noescxz. yeah really. about a lost donation card. just some misplaced at home, you know? i mean, such a small card like that, how can it not get lost you tell me. hahaha.

and I really do not like this lie down and type on your laptop position. makes my arms and elbows and head feels more relatively stuck in a forced-to position. its like kind of killing me if you know what I am talking about. hahaha. yezza, i just stacked a pile of books on my bed, making a higher stand for me laptop so i can sit on the bed along with the laptop. yes I know. i am lame. this is what a 5 day holiday can do to me. One day down, 4 more to go. ): OH MAN. i want to go out tomorrow, like just get out of home and shop a little bit. JUST A LITTLE. like tiny winy bit of my money. well, im tight on money, yes I am. no, my Hari Raya money isnt spent at all, but I dont want to waste them yet. good people work hard and worked with sweats to give us the money, so how about returning the favour and keeping them aside first, right? I need a bigger keyboard than this. I cant work with this horribly small keyboard. wait, maybe I can, but it sucks to like type while looking down, hurts your neck so much you feel like dying. REALLY.

oh yes, if you happen to drop by, and if you have read the last two posts before the proper post, you should have by now have a clue how bored I am. uh-huh. I AM THIS CLOSE TO BEING DEAD THIS CLOSE. and now i am sidetracked, by facebook and twitter. ZOMFG, i forgot to tell you guys something, i think. Im hooked, on Annoying Orange. yes, you read it clearly. I love Annoying Orange. Because of him, I think he makes my day even better. like Laughter is the best medicine, right right right?

hahahahah, i think somehow, somewhere in the deepest pit of my soul, i kind of feel like that emo part of me really havent left my body yet. its supposed to be like extinct by now. emo feeling TWO YEARS AGO, well isnt that long enough? I havent feel like this since Kiki. :/ seriously. and kiki's situation was really the out-of-control-hangover type. really! :///// and that IS SO OLD. totally emphasizing on the SO OLD part, because it is old. Literally old. yes, serious. and now, every time I see you, i feel like killing me again. why? because ive gotten too close to you to realize how far we're drifting apart. and because of that, look at this mess. it has been a year, and im still in hangover mode about you. two months seemed decent to forget you but those times are gonna be over. SUPER SOON. and im anticipating it with good joy. why? so that I can forever know that i dont need you no more. mmhmm. and now, I have Cry Me Out by Pixie Lott in my head. THANKS AH THANKS. so goodbye and big balls to you. fother mucker.

yeah really. I am seriously in love. with my holiday mood. but somehow, I know my results are gonna end it, real bad. Sec four, you better be kind. Holidays, you too and Mr Quek, YOU AS WELL. two weeks of physics really?! You killing me manscxz, really. and im really really really paranoid right now. About my phone, because sometimes, when I think I have a message, in actual fact, I DONT. like atszfcksdhofgihsruofyghjesrilfyheruosufyrdghuiwtae right? ): And I swear, I dont like it at all.

oh, and i changed my phone so no more blurred screens and no more mistyped of words. (: yes, say hello to my new baby, the E71. (: yes, the very E71. :D it's a hand me down phone, cool aye? (: and my 400th post is super long, isnt it? so bye. :D

and hello 370.

and I still do, baby.

HAI MY TWITTER IS ALIVE, UP AND RUNNING SO GO AHEAD AND FOLLOW ME. (: AND YOU YES YOU READING MY BLOG, COME ON TEXT ME. :D oh yes, I AM SO BORED. ): come entertain me. (: hahaha, byeeeeeeeeeeee. i know right? the short paragraphs and all. ): Oh wells.

someone killed my mood today. and i think i miss someone. NO KIDDING. )': so yeaah. and IM NOT SCHOOLING TOMORROW. omg so cool. oh yes, I am like seriously high on sugar right now, so yeah. and my mood just plunged. so what's the link rright? wtf Sarah. i swear, ive gone nuts.

I SERIOUSLY WANNA CAMWHORE NOW. But too bad, im darker. ): i swear this isnt good. AT ALL. BUT ITS OKAY! i shall be able to control! hahaha yeah right Sarah but anyways, CAMWHORE I SHALL. okay bye.

oh well hello there! *waves hand like maaaaaad* Hehehehe. i know right? it has been a very long while. I am seriously unfair. but wait, wtf am I doing here then, right? HAHAHA. i know right. I was away just now, headed towards my aunt's place. meet my cousin. woohoo.

okay okay, uh what should I be saying now? oh yes, where was I? uh lemme try and repeat telecast. :> heehehe. oh yes. Uhm, there are no super nice skin available. okay so maybe there are, but its like super fucking hard to edit, i feel like giving up editing. I know right? Its not like I never persist, but i persisted enough. ENOUGH. too much to the extent whereby I really desperately need to give up. ): yeah that bad. okay super drama, macam paham Sarah.

uh yeaaaaah, exams are GRRRRREAAAAATTTTTT. I shall emphasize on the word GREAT. really. First paper was English, but it shall be okay, FOR ME. because it was super focused on writing i wasted THREE FUCKING FULLSCRAPS for nothing. Literally. errrr, yeaah. and my essay sucked. why? because I think it was a little out of point. hehehe, sorry!

thats what I get for not reading the proposal or any format, AT ALL. What kind of person am I? )): sick right? wasting away my points for no fucking reason why. Stupid sia. really. WAKE. UP. AND. SMELL. THE. HUMMUS. SARAH. This is really demoralizing. I swear. seriously siaaaa. wake up and start doing things that i am supposed to do. oh wells.

wait, this aint about some angry post or whatsoever which isnt even fit to be here, so OUT THEY GO! :D yay! I know right? Cheer up I shall. but taking up time it will. and speak like Yoda from Star Wars I shall. It seems cool you know. why? because I know that only CERTAIN people talk or even type this way. hehehe. but like this way of speech shall I speak. okay, not in real life, but here yeah sure can. WOOHOO. :D okay I know right? oh yeaah.

hahahaha. Today is a good day. scared the fuck out of me when the sky turned dark, but i raced against time to SWIMMMMMM. mmhmm. swimmmmmm. i suddenly feel like making me more tan know! it has been a while since i had a dip in the pool. wah, at least 20 over laps, GONE. :D uh-huh. No worries nothinggggg. Total relief, okay wait right there, I sound like the Colgate advertisement shit HAHAHA. but seriously. Swimming totally reduces all my problems. Which is good. and which means that I should go for more swimming and suck up my time to study. really, swimming wears me off, INSTANTLY. like the moment after you wash up and all, suddenly I feel like hittin' the sack, y'know what I mean? uh-huh.

swimming never felt super fun in my whole life, EXCLUDING the slides and the rides and the extras or calefares or whatever. hehehe really. oh yeaah uh-huh. macs after that, super fucking thirsty like shiaaaaatscxz and picked the wrong, LITERALLY WRONG choice of drink. but I drank it anyway so it clearly shows how stupid i may get when it comes down to drinks. so be aware and beware. HAH.

oh yes. this post was supposed to be yesterday's post but i was home waaaaay later than I thought I would so I HAD NO TIME in doing so. so please do not that its supposed to be on monday. hehehehe.

oh. my. Allah! Holy Allah! Dont you just loveeeeee candies?! I know I do. I really really really do so. Made in candy and sticky ARE SIMPLY AWESOME. Why? Go try la! Dont ask me why. it is simply tooooooo delicious. superb superb. ^____^ YAY! hahahahahaha.