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shittttt. hello everyone. I know, I know. it has been a while since I last updated and there's no photo. oh believe me, it's okay. I think. alahai. I feel like I'm a rush so wait for I shall have to calm me down. Breathe in, breathe out. Okay hello. how have you been, for I certainly am not fine. do not ask me why.

and did you know? My legs and back hurts like fuckkkkkkk. I swear it's horrible. you know why? because Malay Dance training do this to us. Literally. hello vertical jogging. I like you but please be kind to me. Kay, thanks. (: and Burpees or whatever it is, you make me lose energy easily and I do know you want me to be more active, but please be less torture and more enthusiastic. Thanks. and crunches, you are fun. and I like that so keep doing what you do best. (: and hello push-ups. You're easy. and Jumping jacks, I like you, I think.

heheheh, yes. oh yes, Merry Christmas to all of you out there. Today's the eve and I forgot about that. silly me, yes I know. but in two days' time, I shall be away, to Kuala Lumpur I shall. and I don't think I'll enjoy the first night of it. AT ALL. yeah really. because someone wanted to follow like a convoy. and what do you usually do for a convoy? you leave home at the same time, right? but the other party wants to leave at 8, which is a horribly bad idea because HELLO, it's all clogged up at the causeway.

but we're leaving at like after morning prayers so we can at least enter without causes or whatsoever and we're cool like that. :B hahahah okay whatever and we know how hard it is for us when there's a jam and how we all end up being bored but yeah, that's the reason why we enter at 6. I think. but nevertheless, they're gonna be just a couple but us the whole family, so we'll live with that. (: hahahaha. oh and yeah we found several rooms that are simply just super fucking tempting to stay in, but the cost is pricey so we'll skip that. hahaha cool eh.

I don't know why I'm happy, but i think it's due to updating in Blogger again. oh the joy of it all. Literally. It has been a while. and I know you've heard about Zac and Josh leaving Paramore, which I think isn't true but the media says it is but we all know how the media lies, so we'll take it as it is. because, hello. I'm fucking clueless as well. :B hahaha. whatever. okay so yeah.

Tumblr's all attitude all of a sudden and so is Twitter. Tsk, Twitter hates me to tweet at nine in the morning. so yeah. I have to get up early just to beat the time. It's annoying really when all you see is the black header and the rest of it is just black. I swear it's pathetic.

MY BACK HURTS ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT. I feel like an old lady seriously. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! okay, it's just like what Abang told us. it's just the muscles waking up after a long nap. like a three month's nap. I haven't felt this ache in ages. My butt hurts too. it's like I can't sit and when I sit, I can't stand. Literally. even descending the stairs, I have to move slowly. This is wrong. I think time to hit the gym. nevermind. Next year hit the gym, confirm.

HUHUHU. I've been typing this HUHUHU thing for a very long time, and it's getting rather pathetic. and annoying. like the UII thing or somethin' like that. but 'sokay though, it's gonna be under control, I HOPE. OOOOH. 14 new tweets. so fast! ah my butt hurts too much I swear I feel like doing nothing and sleep. but that'll be a waste so yeah. uhm here I am.

oh yeah, and that blue hoodie at Fox, no more. ): Wahlau, they really hate me sia. but tehre were other colours, but I only want blue! :< seriously, nevermind. go Malaysia then go and find. and shopppppp. with my own money, so no one can say "eh why you buy so many? waste my money" HAHAHAH. IN YOUR FACE, FUCKERS. okay that one, is a 'tak perlu'. a sumpah tak perlu exclamation. hehehhe.

but seriously, Imma have to shop. for more things for next year. oh no next year no life. After Sec Five then got life. I think I shall go hiatus for a looooong time then eh. or maybe till after N-Levels. :> yeah. No N-Levels, where am I gonna go? Allah gave us a brain to use it wisely, and I don't think that we should throw it out the window or down the chute. eh, gone so philosophical eh.

yeah I think that hits the spot. Imma go to bed. so yeah. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO WHOEVER IS CLEBRATING CHRISTMAS. P/s, it's not about being a good girl or getting presents. I thought that it's about remembering "Christ"? so yeah be happy and watch Elf and Fred. :D Woohoo.



oh yeah Hi hello welcomes. HAHAHA yes I know. I know how long it has been. TSK, you think I don't? okay yeah.

so like yeah. Hi. My legs are hurting me. so kick me from behind and you'll understand why. seriously. the muscle strains are the worst and dude, it's not only from my legs. yeah, the whole body's aching now. Tsk, too much of too straining and too over-done exercise regime. IT SUCKS NOW. and I'm tired because DUH, yesterday's training plus today's were sick dude, literally. and if I continue this, I might improve on my napfa. hahahah. okay whatever eh Sarah, seriously.

so yeah and then there's the oh yeah. the instructor now isn't a female no more. It's male, tsk. and he's got two assistants with him. actually three, but idk where the third one is, so yeah. :3 and then yeah. It's torture, but fun and the learning process is there, I suppose. I mean which is good, right? yeah and then there's the uh physical training and the gleeful stuffs, I think.

but it's okay, since muscles, right? and TALL. I don't think I've grown. :O oh yeah and the seluar silat power uh serious. like FUCK YEAH. and huge. but comfortable. oh you get my drift. Maybe I should go and join eh, then powerrrr sia. really. hahaha okay. so yeah.

oh yes. and Monique Coleman followed me back on Twitter. pelikkkkkkkk.


so good evening and welcome dear people. so yes, I know. I have been gone, for a very very long while and that is okay. :> oh and sorry if I MIA-ed geeeez. okay okay okay, so who cares. i am back and keeping this kind of alive, I hope. ^___^V hehehe. oh and a little side note, twitter really do hate me. A LOT actually. yeaaaaaaah.

uh okay so where do I really begin? ooh, I was out on Friday! :D yeah, literally, the whole day. from Bukit Batok to Bugis and then towards City Hall and then Somerset and Raffles Place and then oh there was so many things that happened! and there was only one person that made it all worth it, dearest Nur Namirah. no no and no. definitely not who you're expecting now, is it? hehehehe. okay okay so enough of this and let's get to it shall we?

uh yeah. so like met at NINE in the morning. yes, very early in the morning. and believe me, I was already about to knock out by the time reach twelve! oh yeah, the time was very slow. super very very slow and I just can not take it when I leave home early. makes me lose track of time and before I knew it, it was already 5:55. ): Boo aye? I FEEL YOU PEOPLE BELIEVE ME. okay okay, so she arrived at ten, after like several 176 have come and go, when I was JUST about to go and dive for my earpieces did she arrive. and oh was she grinning like mad! hahaha.

she was just pure in deep boredom that's all and me well being me, i always have nothing to do although I have got heaps of stuffs to be done. Hurrah, well done Sarah. I have surely done it this time round haven't I? okay so enough of this, sheesh. uh yeah upon her arrival, we headed down in the train towards Bugis/ Pasir Ris side and yeah. dropped off at Bugis, wanted to buy me my brooches but the shops were all closed, no point coming at ten. so yeah then headed down at Haji Lane and hence, the shops were still closed. =.= sorry la, but it was a first coming at TEN you see. so after that we headed towards Bugis Junction, and then we went to up Somerset. got our tickets ans oh-so-spicy chicken, we head to 313! :D yeah, Zara and Forever 21 and Uniqlo, we had the best time in our lives, believe me.

so in Zara, we picked out something that really did attract our yes and i got a jumpsuit, eeyergh. not my type but worth the try. literally. and then we got down on the basement, shared a changing room and then camwhore-d like mad. yeah you see the thing is the cleavage part was a little too under less consideration and it was fuck ugly. urgh but whatever right? it's over anyways. :> hehehehehe. so like yeah, after the camwhore and everything, MOVIE TIME. and what did we watched? wait for it.

pause for effect and NARNIAAAAAAAAAAA! :D yeah, we watched Narnia. in 3D omg was it fun to watch. :D 'baby I like it!' hehehehe, it was that fun. mmhmm. :3 but do not watch for over and over agian. give a day break and then watch it again. I'm sure that'll be better. Unlike Harry Potter. woooo. yeah I watched harry potter for a mere 7 times. Yes, it's that blimey good. I do not deny that. and the fact that Hermoine and Ronald's chemistry are just super touching makes it even more tempting to watch. hehehe. oh and yeah, after the movie, it was fucking raining cats and dogs. but at least no bloody floods. :> I'm grateful for that, alhamdulillah. (: Bless Allah. and I want it to rain tonight, if that is possible and end only the next day. ps, without too much thunder and lightnings please.

hahahaha, okay so like yeah. oh, 'OH YEAH!' Vector from Despicable Me style. hahahahaha. cracks me up, all the time. why? cs my brothers does it too, only cuter and more nonsensical. and Siddique's gonna be away at Tampines for all that I care. not matin though, unless he changed his mind. hehehehe, and then the only kid in the house shall be MEEEEE. i sound evil. and ps, I'm sorry if it has been raining the whole of this week, but i love the weather and it's the only time you get more rain than ever so be happy. and do remember that there are even more kids/children that are EVEN MORE grateful to have rain, you bastards.

Oh, it seems to be that i am done. cool shit. and yes, if you have seen the formspring posts, please do not hesitate and do ask questions. oh, do tag as well. yes, there are idiotic messages there and I do not know where they come from but I forgot my password so it seems like i have to wait for a little while eh? sorry you guys but I do not ever feel like deleting this one huhuhu. oh and twitter still hates me. it's okay Twitter, I love you more. hahahaha. so go ahead. Andyqa's supposed to be home by now, I think. hahahaha, well let this gf of mine text me soon, aye? so yeah. good night and/or good morning, whichever applicable to you people.