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Friday, January 28, 2011 || Friday, January 28, 2011
lazy to do anything. I'm bored. Imma check my eyes tomorrow at the optician. or whatever the typing is. and no. this was before. Contact lenses, I feel you coming closer. and it's cheap from where I'm buying. heh. heh. heh. Twitter's been super addictive because it just is. And no. I shall not talk to anyone who I think is annoying.
and I'm sorry for not updating too much? I haven't been on Tumblr too you know. I'm losing my touch. I use to type a blogpost to keep my english up, but I guess not so soon now eh. Sorry, again. and UNLESS your name is either Google or Hermoine Granger, you do not know me well enough. AT ALL. heh. I've got me addicted to All Time-Low now. Yes Alex Gaskarth. I'm looking at you. and you too, Jack Barakat. have you even heard their vocals? hehehe. Even Nish lose to them. but no. Synyster Gates is still ze best amongst all. :D I'm not even sleepy can you imagine that?
weird right? I should be asleep by now. I guess I'm waiting for the nail varnish to dry off first eh. there's one more coat to apply and I'm good I think. yeah. Twitter's been unprivated so go ahead. and yeah. I should really sleep. Good night!
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Sunday, January 23, 2011 || Sunday, January 23, 2011
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Saturday, January 22, 2011 || Saturday, January 22, 2011
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|| Saturday, January 22, 2011
Devil. Paella. Seafood. Spicy. The family. Laughs. Debates. Toy's Story Three. Clash of the Titans. Movies. Back-to-back. Bobby Chin. Middle East Cafe. Thrills. Perks. Irritation. Annoyance. Jakuns. Food. Home. Science centre. Sick. Muscle Ache. HOT. Humid. Plain. meh. Quiet. Mundane. I feel so hot. ): I need ice water. Okay bye.
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Sunday, January 16, 2011 || Sunday, January 16, 2011
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|| Sunday, January 16, 2011
I know kan, I look reaal damn chubby. THAT WAS LIKE IN SEC THREE. hahahaha, I've shrink a little, I suppose you can say that. okay Hi hello and welcome. Good morning. it's only 7:30 in the morning and I'm wide awake. I just can't get back to sleep for no apparent reasons. I'm sure my brother would feel the same way too.
so hello. Life's been hard on me lately, and I swear it's killing me. It got me all depressed and whatever nots. It's been hard settling in Sec Four, I have to admit, but by this Monday, I'm sure we would all be okay by then. Oh yeah, Design and Tech's being a bitch to me lately. The fuck, I swear. I'm not even done with what I'm supposed to be doing! D: I am dead. LITERALLY.
oh yeah, the Lomo's been kind to me. I've been camwhoring. just need to develop them and then get them to be transfer over to my thumb-drive. BUT WHERE TO DEVELOP?! alamaaaak. okay never mind. shall try the ones nearer to home and see how it'll work out to be.. It's rather rare isn't it to find a shop that develops colour splash film? not much of a help I am but whatever. Seems like forever taking photos with that camera. Without my mum noticing though. Cs she shouldn't.
and trainings were good. and kind. AT LEAST KIND ENOUGH. hehehe. Vertical jogging / Vertical running's good. (: Ahmad's pregnant and my name's Suriana. How about that? hehehehe. that's what we do best. Kind of fun actually. and the trainers are kind too! like real kind except no mercy, depending on his state. :/ but he complimented on us, saying we listen to his instructions all the time, which I personally don't think so. It's ironical. We don't do that in class, only during his lesson. WEIRD.
AND CCA SHOWCASE WAS A BLAST. OMG OMG OMG. Hehehehe I was on sugar rush and my voice unleashed like a beast, causing me to shout out in a real loud voice. Yeap, I was almost like a speaker. I even won over the PA system, I think. But it was fun. Dressed up, take pictures, camwhored a little, walked around, screaming, jumping, headbanging, I never felt better. and it was just so lively. I can't believe this is the only year where CCA Showcase has been this fun. WE NEED MORE OF THIS. and the Indian dancers were superb, not to mention our dancers too. (: we had fun la, overall. Need I say more?
oh yeah. Someone hates me for no reason. WHY? because I took the cab and dropped off infront of home. and she had to wait at the busstop. SO?! omfg, i don't see the difference! rather than she has to cross the road. She's safe already. and lucky think I got her in a cab, so that she didn't have to be standing in the bus with her heavy bag. What the fuck? What is wrong with you grandmothers anyways?! It's simply just annoying you know. LUCKY THING SHE'S STILL ALIVE AND SAFE. Just be thankful, okay? I don't like it that you all get all worked up about things. it's not nice. and I'm not going to say DAMN YOU TO HELL, because what I say may eventually come true, but IMMA SAY TO CHILLAX AND KEEP THE FUCK CALM, BITCH. Just forgive and forget. If you can forgive what my brother have ever done to you, this is just one small favour, can't you do it? Just let it go, and fucking forget about it!
Tsk. okay that's all. (: I feel sad, all of a sudden. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?! tsk okay bye.
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Saturday, January 15, 2011 || Saturday, January 15, 2011
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Sunday, January 9, 2011 || Sunday, January 09, 2011
Yellow. I don't want to talk. just rant.
I make kuih out of shape, I get scoldings. I sleep, I get scoldings. I bake chicken, I get scolding. You requested me to make that winter bombe. too much, I get scoldings. I want a new phone, I have to wait forever. Some eleven year old kid gets it on the dot. I correct some one, I get scoldings. I do some thing nice, I still get scoldings. I get to their promises, they say not enough. I get higher, they still want more. I give them more, they want the world. What am I? A fucking servant to fucking please you? I don't think so. I need a new spectacles, I have to wait three years to get a new one. I want whatever card, some twelve year old got it first. I say eat at hawker centre you say no, I want KFC. I say KFC you want home food. seriously. I spend too much time with friends, you get the whole fucking day. I sit at home, you want me to go out. I go out, you want me to stay in. I get the cubical, you want to know how. I say luck, you say nonsense. Then you get it, then you said "I have got luck." and I say nonsense, you say "don't you be rude." What am I again? You call me stupid, but I can't call you one? I know. to you, I have always been a disgrace haven't I? failing in class, always the middle classes while they get the upper hand. I know you expect more but sorry ah. You put too much on them to make you happy. I know, to you I am weird. not the girl you're expecting. Yeah la okay. I should just die really.
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Thursday, January 6, 2011 || Thursday, January 06, 2011
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|| Thursday, January 06, 2011
Oh hai!!! eh, it's the New Year! :D yeah hello you guise! the last post was so last year. hahah, geddit? no, okay. so yeah.
School has been horrible. and so is trainings. BUT I GREW! (Y) at least I grew. ((((: hahaha oh yesss. Class's at the 5th Level now. CAN SCHOOL GET ANY WORST THAN THIS?! oh yeah, there's supposedly trainings that are allocated for us on Saturdays.. CRAP. ): I don't want training on Saturdays. like as if training on Monday and Wednesday are not enough! and like as if this blisters still have to grow! tsk, horrible much? but I feel better. and the new years's weathers are awesome. Rain season, I love you.
oh yeah, we got our photos today. from last year's photo taking. MY FACE WAS CHUBBIER LAST YEAR. seems like I lost much enough. :D at least a something! oh yeah, that is awesome.
and SHOPPING. oh my gad. shopping has never been more enjoyable with Namirah and Hidayah with meee. (: oh yes, Matin too hehehe. BUT YES.
and I know I have been neglecting this too much, but it can;t be helped. Twitter's been kind after I upgraded to Chrome, since Facbook's been super boring lately. on Tumblr keeps me moving. (: Sorry. but yes I know. Who reads this plain white blog anyways, right? hehehe. oh yeah.
jemputan after jemputan, and Secret Recipe after Secret Recipe. THIS IS NOT GOOD. but never did I once see Penny there. ): sedih but it's okay. :D hehehe.
did you know that I have actjally got nothing to update about?
OH KUALA LUMPUR WAS AMAAAAAZING!!!!!!!!!! Literally. shopped there too. made a scene somewhere. Full of air, sorry. Masuk angin they say. so there's air inside, all the way till my head. and never ask me where I want to eat. because I swear, I have no idea. hahaha okay shopped alittle J.Co and then home to Concorde. it wasn't bad but it wasn't great either. but it's lovely. Yeap, definitely is lovely. (: we had neighbours tagging along, so we didn't mind that. hehehe. and they went home on the second day. so yeah whatever. I AM HORRIBLE!!! slept in till ten on the second day, and then out to shop.
shoe mishaps seems to happen to me all the time nowadays. Sick of it, really. it's getting on my nerves. the next time my shoe tears apart again, I think I shall walk barefoot. ANYWHERE, seriously. it annoys me. spending here and there just to get good sandals! and they don't sell Ipanema in KL, on in Johor. sick okay, sick. so no more! slippers are way better. I love slippers, don't you? hahaha. :D
and so far so good, yeah? because I think that everything's okay. Oh yeaaah. Nora got a house in Singapore already YAY! :D it's opposite Jurong Point, so she has all the time in the world to spend there, hmph. Not. Fair. really! cs I've been meaning to go there again. and get my hands on that thing. And shiat!!! no more blue hoodie for me I think. if I manage to go to Taka again then maybe I'd be able to get my hands on them by nowwwww. Alamak, I WANT TO BUY THAT HOODIE!!!!! it's killing me already, sorry. hehehe.
yeah okay. so Happy New Year, have a good one ahead, study harder, get better results, go to a better school, get a better life for all you stalkers, read more, play more, laugh more, appreciate more, listen more, sympathize more, tweet more and talk more. Go get together and make history! "God bless America!" hahaha okay. God bless Singapore. let us be safe for at least till one thousand years to come, and that they shall get rid of those not in favour of the eyes to see. let them cherish what they have before their eyes and make them love Earth. WE ALL CAN MAKE THIS HAPPEN. chey, like making a campaign.
Talking about that, CCA showcase next week on the Friday! I wanna see you all there! :D We are, as per usual, dressing up. and there's a slogan we have to come up with. not to mention a notice board too. OH YEAH. hahahah awesome. oh yesssss, PICTURE TAKING TIME!!! Again. (: and screaming as loud as you can for people to join Malay Dance. FUCKK YEAH!! :D hahahaha okay nonsense. thrilling. so yeap, Imma go off now. update soon again! :D
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