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Sunday, January 16, 2011 || Sunday, January 16, 2011
I know kan, I look reaal damn chubby. THAT WAS LIKE IN SEC THREE. hahahaha, I've shrink a little, I suppose you can say that. okay Hi hello and welcome. Good morning. it's only 7:30 in the morning and I'm wide awake. I just can't get back to sleep for no apparent reasons. I'm sure my brother would feel the same way too.
so hello. Life's been hard on me lately, and I swear it's killing me. It got me all depressed and whatever nots. It's been hard settling in Sec Four, I have to admit, but by this Monday, I'm sure we would all be okay by then. Oh yeah, Design and Tech's being a bitch to me lately. The fuck, I swear. I'm not even done with what I'm supposed to be doing! D: I am dead. LITERALLY.
oh yeah, the Lomo's been kind to me. I've been camwhoring. just need to develop them and then get them to be transfer over to my thumb-drive. BUT WHERE TO DEVELOP?! alamaaaak. okay never mind. shall try the ones nearer to home and see how it'll work out to be.. It's rather rare isn't it to find a shop that develops colour splash film? not much of a help I am but whatever. Seems like forever taking photos with that camera. Without my mum noticing though. Cs she shouldn't.
and trainings were good. and kind. AT LEAST KIND ENOUGH. hehehe. Vertical jogging / Vertical running's good. (: Ahmad's pregnant and my name's Suriana. How about that? hehehehe. that's what we do best. Kind of fun actually. and the trainers are kind too! like real kind except no mercy, depending on his state. :/ but he complimented on us, saying we listen to his instructions all the time, which I personally don't think so. It's ironical. We don't do that in class, only during his lesson. WEIRD.
AND CCA SHOWCASE WAS A BLAST. OMG OMG OMG. Hehehehe I was on sugar rush and my voice unleashed like a beast, causing me to shout out in a real loud voice. Yeap, I was almost like a speaker. I even won over the PA system, I think. But it was fun. Dressed up, take pictures, camwhored a little, walked around, screaming, jumping, headbanging, I never felt better. and it was just so lively. I can't believe this is the only year where CCA Showcase has been this fun. WE NEED MORE OF THIS. and the Indian dancers were superb, not to mention our dancers too. (: we had fun la, overall. Need I say more?
oh yeah. Someone hates me for no reason. WHY? because I took the cab and dropped off infront of home. and she had to wait at the busstop. SO?! omfg, i don't see the difference! rather than she has to cross the road. She's safe already. and lucky think I got her in a cab, so that she didn't have to be standing in the bus with her heavy bag. What the fuck? What is wrong with you grandmothers anyways?! It's simply just annoying you know. LUCKY THING SHE'S STILL ALIVE AND SAFE. Just be thankful, okay? I don't like it that you all get all worked up about things. it's not nice. and I'm not going to say DAMN YOU TO HELL, because what I say may eventually come true, but IMMA SAY TO CHILLAX AND KEEP THE FUCK CALM, BITCH. Just forgive and forget. If you can forgive what my brother have ever done to you, this is just one small favour, can't you do it? Just let it go, and fucking forget about it!
Tsk. okay that's all. (: I feel sad, all of a sudden. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?! tsk okay bye.
